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Smoking After Midnight

The Upload 01/02/19

Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I'm tired and I
I want to go to bed
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore
Sing to me
Sing to me
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I really want to go
There is another world
There is a better world
Well, there must be
Well, there must be
Well, there must be
Well, there must be
Well
Bye
Bye
Bye hmm

Asleep - The Smiths

Remixed Sample: the story so far - navy blue

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I walked her home, for the last time

Thank you all so much for the overwhelming amount of support, got a fun little track dropping for yall this Friday :)

additional vocals by me

feat. https://soundcloud.com/iamsamsa
prod. by https://soundcloud.com/saysooo
art by the lovely @passive155 (on twitter)
mixed by me

Lyrics:

And if every thing we thought correct
Had just got up and left
I wouldn't hesitate to take another step
In your direction
Recollectin memories we share the best ones
And I'd restart at step one for your affection
I'd get to relearn what makes you laugh and smile
And get mad scrunchin your nose and your brows
I don't know how it happened
It's like some men in black shit 
A click then a flash and now we don't know where our past went
Or what our past was
The half kiss and half touch
Some would call it bad luck 
And i ain't even mad because
I get to experience you all for the first time again
And take you on dates so we can talk about the lifes we live
And i can't wait for that first kiss 
I want it to be perfect
Even thinking bout it's making me nervous 
This is all just so surreal
I can't even begin to wait to get to know how you feel

If. .we. .would. .re. .set
I wouldn't mind
I wouldn't mind, i wouldn't mind no
×4

okay, freeze frame argument
we’re sitting on a park bench
our past is running circles through me,
I’m stuck on your arc length,
every evening we spent cheerful hangs
suspended in air
we both agreed that we ain’t working
though, we ended it there
and every sip of morning coffee you made
after i slept over or the way you slipped your 
sweater off your shoulder just to trace me through 
your supernova tattoo on your collarbones
comes floating back in monochrome, 
sheathed in a protective cover 
i’d give anything  to relive me and you in technicolor,
reincarnate months back to the party where I met you
where we dipped and watched the starlit sky then woke up in your bedroom
it’s not a second chance, you see, I want a second play-through
some way where if I fuck up I’d rewind to an escape route
and evade making the wrong choice
program every date with a respawn point
and meander through the multiverse, i’d go whatever distance
till I happen on a parallel dimension that’s not this one

If. .we. .would. .re. .set
I wouldn't mind
I wouldn't mind, i wouldn't mind no
×4

Reset, feat. samsa // sayso !

A few thoughts..

Produced by @nodfatherr.
Mixed and Mastered by @nodfatherr.
Artwork by Dog Eat Dog Designs. (https://bit.ly/2VPPYYg)

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Cloud-mac-baby-choke-me-the-fuck-out-lyrics

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BABYCHOKEMETHEFUCKOUT

mon chéri

maybe if this car crashes /// things will be better

cover art by my good friend John R Bolly

our final hours

(Prod. ACS ONE)

sat on this a few months. been putting out alot of love shit lately ha

Again

original: daughter - medicine

pick it up, pick it all up.
and start again.
youv've got a second chance,
you could go home.
escape it all.
it's just irrelevant.
it's just medicine.

you could still be,
what you want to,
what you said you were,
when you met me.

you could still be,
what you want to,
what you said you were,
when i met you,
when you met me.

from all the medicine.

pick it up, pick it all up.
and start again.
youv've got a second chance,
you could go home.
escape it all.
it's just irrelevant.
it's just medicine.

free download

daughter - medicine (hateful remix)

take it day by day.
wanted 2 make a song w/o a kick lol
special thank you to @deltasleep

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artwork by Nohidea

and then, it swallowed me [w. killedmyself] (feat. delta sleep)

another original I did all myself and I am very proud of me. weeee

I've never done a guitar solo in a song of mine before, so I hope it sounds alright! thank u for listeninggg love u

meaning: if ur anything like me, u get a lot of intrusive thoughts that just pop into ur head, like, things that u wouldn't normally think about and things that u do not wish to think about! this is a simple sounding song, with a whole meaning of deepness centered around that topic that just arises suddenly, because that's how it happens!!! suddenly, and without u doing it on purpose!!! then u question urself sometimes and start to wonder if ur crazy. ya.


(p.s. no cats were harmed, or will ever be harmed in the making of this music, it was just an example, thx)

lyrics:

my cat looks out the window
yeah he just sits and stares
oh I can’t help but notice
he just sits on his chair

sometimes I think about
all his cute little hairs
but then I think about
throwing him through the air

am I crazy for that,
or am I thinking way too much?
Am I crazy for that,
my intrusive thoughts in clutch?

my head has the gear
almost all of the time
and if I pull my ear
my thoughts all intertwine

so if you think about me
when you’re gazing at the stars
just know that I’m contemplating
crashing my car

am I crazy for that,
or am I thinking way too much?
am I crazy for that,
my intrusive thoughts in clutch?

Intrusive Thoughts

stream

behind

Volume 7 from the bootleg boy, titled 'Ｉ ＭＩＳＳ ＹＯＵ'.
A collaborative lofi mix of original beats created by some of my favourite artists.
Each track is inspired by and utilises samples from Steven Universe, and is exclusive to the bootleg boy channel.

Watch on youtube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2H_BMQC_ik4

Listen to the other volumes here:
The Simpsons - www.youtube.com/watch?v=_z442kpDbUY
Adventure Time - www.youtube.com/watch?v=pzeYuj86Nf0
Futurama - www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lfjfqdaa8Bs

Featured Artists:
https://soundcloud.com/the-sarcastic-ashole/
https://soundcloud.com/choisies-ii/
https://soundcloud.com/redroseboiii
https://soundcloud.com/teqkoi
https://soundcloud.com/ondivil
https://soundcloud.com/strivemusicau
https://soundcloud.com/tsunamii-tsu
https://soundcloud.com/rareartpoetry
https://soundcloud.com/w00ds

Full Mix

Sarcastic Sounds - Haunt Me

and my eyes fell on her.

thank you to https://soundcloud.com/clayjaymusic for his wonderful production on this track 
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i'm outside your house
can't live without
something to bring me back home
i knock on your door
i sit on your porch
waiting for you to come down 

and i wanna show you 
all my favorite things
and when something happens
i wish you were with me 

[ there's something about you
ouuououuuuuuuuuu ]

i'm wantin to say
in all kinds of ways
how you make me feel inside
i feel alive 
there's tears in my eyes
i know it's cliche
but it's true

and i wanna show you
all my favorite things
and when something happens 
i wish you were with me 

[ there's something about you
ouuououuuuuuuuuu ]
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something about you

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something about you [ sophie meiers ]

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sample: Supreme Jubilees - It ll All Be Over 1979 Soul Gospel
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one of these old days

artwork by @saintkales
LYRICS ON GENIUS: https://genius.com/Mr-master-top5-lyrics
LISTEN ON YOUTUBE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5xJd3ScfA1s
LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/6OOmNQCjpeRCAR7VH743Q5?si=VG9S1thjRMy3XdOhcyPAuA

LYRICS ON GENIUS

top5

hope you enjoy x

sample from Slenderbodies - Gray: https://soundcloud.com/slenderbodies/gray

lately

last one for 2018
hope you all had a merry christmas 
and have a great new years!
more for 2019

separate ways

i’m sorry for the promises i broke
but i think that i was meant to be alone

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~ lyrics ~ 

stop, look around
the wind blows colder now
lost what we found, but the weight
has fallen from our shoulders now
stop, listen how
the rain falls harder now
don’t make a sound, it’s okay
it’s out of our control for now
and before i let you go
i just want to let you know

thank you for the letters that you wrote
and thank you for the loving words you spoke
i’m sorry for the promises i broke
but i think that i was meant to be alone
our hearts will keep on beating like before
and our bodies will survive through the cold
i’m sorry that i had to let this go
but i think that i was meant to be alone

stop, look around
our time grows shorter now
night’s falling down, but the days
are far from being over now
and before i let you go
i just want to let you know

thank you for the letters that you wrote
and thank you for the loving words you spoke
i’m sorry for the promises i broke
but i think that i was meant to be alone
our hearts will keep on beating like before
and our bodies will survive through the cold
i’m sorry that i had to let this go
but i think that i was meant to be alone

stop, look around
face forward, find the ground
and breathe in, breathe out
smell the roses if you’re feeling down
oh i never meant to hurt you, this i know
but i know that we can make it on our own

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matt van - thank you.

Just one more hit <3

Prod. @leftfield-beats-394642355
Feat. @kuzumellow & @llamawav
Mixed and Mastered by @kyaruok

novocaine (feat. kuzu mellow & llama.wav) [prod. leftfield] {Available On Spotify & iTunes}

Sample: Barney Kessel - Cherokee
Pic credits: Shyane(my amazing gf)

YAY

Cherokee

:)

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you said we would last.

more trash

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[the 'do u love me?' was taken from https://soundcloud.com/thisisstein & https://soundcloud.com/skywave0501 ]

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Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7vCIlvMc9GN5lh8OLtL7ue
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kudasai - daylight (0:00 - 3:27)
j’san - delusion (3:28 - 5:55)
kupla - north star (5:56 - 9:05)
sayso ! & maru. - koda (9:06 - 11:35)
aimless - cocoa (11:36 - 13:03)
oatmello & cloudchord - rewind (13:04 -14:35)
jay squared, love-sadKiD - abracadabra (prod. halberd) (14:36 - 17:01)
sky.high - leaves. (17:02 - 18:34)
barnes blvd. - easy. (18:35 - 21:26)
silky soap - images i have never seen (21:27 -24:25)
rook1e & j’san - youth (24:26 - 26:42)
ibrahim - cyborg (26:43 - 30:13)
luvbird - looking back (30:14 - 33:15)
alfternoon & halberd - pixel dreams (33:16 - 35:11)
lando! - yum (35:12 - 37:10)
ok2222 - hope (37:11 - 38:59)
lanie vox - fine (prod. cat naps) (39:00 - 40:49)
kendall miles - stasis (40:50 - 43:13)
biosphere - tsundoku (43:14 - 45:32)
soho - swirl (45:33 - 47:10)
north takoda - november 15th (47:11 - 49:19)
sky.high - lounge (49:20 - 51:30)
BØJET - lowrider (51:31 - 53:55)
cat naps - midnight snack (53:56 - 55:09)
ok2222 - rising light (55:10 - 57:13)

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