keep// with megan

#3 - i cant stop thinking about it

Tattoo your name on me, 'cause I know you're not leaving
Without you I'm deleted, and the pain has me defeated
Put that blade right to my wrist, 100 stabs might do the trick
I take it back those cuts ain't shit, look my mom in the eyes and she saw my slits
Codependency is nothing new to me, I need therapy, I need counseling
I guess I'll do the things that they say I need
But I don't really think it'll fix a damn thing
They say just speak your mind and you'll be alright
But if I said what's on mine, I'll be in cuffs tonight
Or maybe I would be fine, my paranoia will kill me
I would kill myself if they learned the real me
I'm a disgusting useless addict, degrading myself is my favorite habit
I'm walking around with a guilty conscience, 'cause I'm a fucking creep and I hope I can stop it
Look in the mirror see my fat body, stop eating food and start doing molly
Nothing matters I'm still useless, horny, manipulative, and abusive

you know too much now you have to die

(Lyrics)

I love you , you , you

I love you , you , you

So stay with me, me , me meee

So stay with me, me, please, don’t you leave me


You will always be mine,

Till the edge of time, 

your mine,

Your mine,

I won’t let you go .. without me your mine,

Your mine,

Darkness in disguise, I see the lie right In your eyes, 

Don’t lie , 

I know that you think of me,

Every night before you sleep ,

Your mine Mine Bc,

Mine

alt title ecstasy
Track 1 of demo tape

Would you mind dying right next to me?
If im not the person i claim to be
You said it's all worth it, my ecstasy.
So tell me you'll wanna be dead to me.
(DEAD TO ME)
(Awhhhh)

give me a blade and ill carve out my insecurities

Track 3 of the project, my personal favorite. Inspired by Loathe and Catalyst.

One, Two, Three
I feel trapped in my skin and bones
I feel trapped in my
I feel trapped in my skin and bones
I feel trapped in my

Why won't skeletons leave me alone?
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone (just leave me alone)
Why won't skeletons leave me alone?
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone (just leave me alone)

trapped

instrumental - @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

wanna take you out 
but i wanna be the only one around 
whats that sound 
is that you screaming out your mouth
i dont care
its fine
get back together one night
no, next time
no next time
you lied and said we'll be fine

ohhhhhhhh
worthless zombie
thats crawling on their feet
and ohhhhhh
i just wanna be something
but my friends dont believe in me

zombie girl

Prod. Ruined5191 aka the goat

[Intro]
I wasted my time on a girl like you
You're all I want, but nothing like I remember you
You made me feel so good

[Bridge]
Dear god, Dear god, won't you save me
I don't wanna do what I'm about to do
I think I'll sin again, It's all gonna be her fault
I feel like you should die, but it all feels so wrong
I dont wanna let you go, let me choke you

[Verse]
Woke up feeling like you should-
I woke up feeling like this again
I wonder will it ever stop? does it ever stop?
Uh, uh, I'm like a monster, I'm a lustful, creepy fuck
I wanna kill you (just kidding, yeah)
I wanna make your life feel like mine
Let me make your life miserable
Yeah, yeah, I'm what you've been looking for
It's me, It's me, It's always been me
I'm what you need, I'm what you need

[Outro}
I can't shine the way they do, so what's the point!
Do you ever hear my songs?
Have you ever listened to me? I really wanna know
I'm like a monster, I'm a lustful, creepy fuck
I wanna kill you, yeah, just kidding

talk

skrap the grave digger