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If You Lie Down With Me

lana del rey - venice bitch (1hour loop)

how to disappear ; lana del rey [ sped up ]

When I look back, tracing fingertips over plastic bags
Thinking, "I wish I could extrapolate some small intention
Or maybe just get your attention for a minute or two"

[Verse 2]
Will I die? Or will I get to that ten-year mark?
Where I beat the extinction of telomeres?
And if I do, will you be there with me, Father, Sister, Brother?

[Verse 3]
Charlie, stop smoking
Caroline, will you be with me?
Will the baby be alright?
Will I have one of mine?
Can I handle it even if I do?
It's said that my mind
Is not fit, or so they said, to carry a child
I guess I'll be fine

[Verse 4]
It wasn't my idea, the cocktail of things that twists neurons inside
But without them, I'd die
They say there's irony in the music, it's a tragedy, I
See nothing Greek in it
Give me a mausoleum in Rhode Island with Dad, Grandma, Grandpa, and Dave
Who hung himself real high
In the National Park sky, it's a shame and I'm crying right now
To get to you, save you, if I take my life
Find your astral body, put it into my arms
Give you two seconds to cry
Take you home, I, I'll give you a blanket
Your spirit can sit and watch TV by my side
'Cause, baby, I
Ran through a time when I felt you were doing it

[Verse 5]
I couldn't handle it, I was in Monaco
I couldn't hear what they said on the telephone
I had to sing for the prince in two hours
Sat in the shower
Gave myself two seconds to cry
It's a shame that we die

[Verse 6]
When I was fifteen, naked, next-door neighbors did a drive-by
Pulled me up by my waist, long hair to the beach side
I wanted to go out like you, swim with the fishes
That he caught on Rhode Island beaches
But, sometimes, it's just not your time

[Verse 7]
Caroline, what kind of mother was she to say I'd end up in institutions?
All I wanted to do was kiss Aaron Greene and sit by
The lake, twisting lime into the drinks that they made
Have a babe at sixteen in the town I was born in, and die

[Verse 8]
Aaron ended up dead and not me
What the fuck's wrong in your head to send me away, never to come back?
Exotic places and people don't take the place of being your child
I give myself two seconds to cry

[Verse 9]
Let it crash over me
Like the waves in the sea
Call me Aphrodite, as they bow down to me

[Verse 10]
Sunbather, moon chaser, queen of empathy
I give myself two seconds to breathe
And go back to being a serene queen
I just needed two seconds to be me

fingertips - slowed to perfection - Lana Del Rey

Waves

mix of an original song w/ the police
LYRICS
young teacher, the subject of schoolgirl fantasies 
she wants him so badly 
knows what she wants to be 
inside him there's longing 
this girl is an open page 
book marking, she's so close now 
this girl is half his age 

(original)
you said you know it's immature to use a song to get me 
but I'm always so unsure 
you knew that when you met me 
and you're what I write it for 
I am more than empty 
my mouth on your mind 
is all that I'm intending 

don't be insecure, 
I've never done this before 
I'm waiting 
watch me all the time and you know 
it's not a crime when I'm fading 

(police)
loose talk in the classroom 
(just shut up about it)
to hurt they try and try 
strong words in the staffroom 
the accusations fly 
(shut up about it)
it's no use he sees her 
he starts to shake and cough 
(no one wants to hear about it)
just like the old man in that book by Nabokov

(original)
do you ever drink like you're a dying breed?
maybe I'm just difficult to be around
maybe I just talk too often or too loud?
I've got my blue straw 
and my rain dance 
I can do it slow and I can take it fast 
Voulez-vous venir avec moi?
take a chance

The World Is Yours

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