back n forth

Many Times

new era same old moirai
video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YctqEqrLJho
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6h7s7QHTBQ1os43UTEI4bY?si=69065b0ba82c476e
@billsburyjoeboi
@ria_chuelo
lyrics//
[hook]
everybody looking at me from the sidelines
everyday i have this feeling that i might die 
everyday i have this feeling that you might lie 
and everyday they make me wonder why do i try
now everybody looking at me for a reason
and everyday i fucking wonder how im breathing
and everyday i fucking wonder why you need him 
and everybody says they care i don't believe them

[verse]
i can't change my past
optimistic lover with a half full glass, but
but i can't go back 
tried my best but i lost my track again 
and i don't need new friends
tried to cut you off but i woke up in your bed again
and all those texts i sent
masochistic loving that i can't forget

im so sick, i wake up, i hate it
i call her up, like no shit, im wasted
she told me "im so sick of everything you're saying"
and i ain't been to church in years but now im praying
that i don't fuck this up 
im in the bathroom of a party and im throwing up
and i just don't want you to think that im a lost cause
lost cause 
lost cause
im so sick and fucking tired of the love songs

sidelines (billsburyjoeboi + ria)

Larabar

Larabar (Remembering Something Heavy in the Car Going Wherever Remix) [feat. Dijon]

COMETA

Vertigo

aim @ ur heart

Now Boarding <3

lyrics:


Mists coat the lake while the afternoon dies
Pills by his side but
The drugs dont even get me high
Of late im barely getting by
Hold me close and try again
An old man told me that the key to this life
Is hiding your fear
And rarely ever speaking your mind
Just Save the words for when u die
You’ll learn just what they really meant

Fire watch notice
The permafrost broken
The bright burn of cedar blinds the people of the forest
My love U cant ignore it as the sky is lit golden
The damage here is massive
But the aftershock is gorgeous
The boreal is cleansed and it is lined with dead tourists
Everything’s a target when you’ve spent a life mourning
Blood is turned blue and brittle bones provide harvest
The plants begin feeding
And The humans start marching
We starve at night and feed in the morning
I wake back up and still the sky is stuck storming
Im not much but I could try my hardest
The song spells treason u Left me broken hearted
The message lights screens inside the darkness
And im touched that u thought of me regardless
We got two choices and im worried both are
Pointless
The same phone calls But I dont recognize the voices
If I become soil
Would u become dirt
And could we lock hands while we marry to the earth
While roots wrap their base over top of our form
And I could forever laid safe in your arms
In this fire watch notice
I will lay in its torrent
In wait of the sounds
I will place in its roaring
In this fire watch notice
Im gasoline soaken
Dancing in its flames 
I am bathed in its orange

Mists coat the lake while the afternoon dies
Pills by his side but
The drugs dont even get me high
Of late im barely getting by
Hold me close and try again
An old man told me that the key to this life
Is hiding your fear
And rarely ever speaking your mind
Just Save the words for when u die
You’ll learn just what they really meant

firewatch (sorrowbringer)

A Museum Of Contradiction

Isn't It So Convenient

attitude w/ blackwinterwells, wido, grandee, osquinn, kurtains, glaive and chach

@alice-gass
@4ambhx

lyrics:
i feel like everything just a waste of time
you giving up your heart
i'll have to give u mine
he talkin shit
i cut the snakes off of the grapevine
she say i cut it close
im making racks through the e-mail
drop it on some clothes
i just hopped in the uber i dont like to drive
speed dial on the bros know they all gon slide
DOA imma kill em soon as i arrive
she wanna see how i live i'll show you what its like

im talking payment
rave shit
people on some fake shit
hair done
square one
we just tryna make it
party girl
drop a couple thousand on some fake lips
molly rock
she put it on her tongue cant even taste it
walking
stop asking if i need some other options
pop shit
every song im making bet i top it
target 
i got em talking bout me imma topic
heard he talking out his neck
pussy stop this

ay lit 
like a match stick
stretch like a elastic
posted inna back
got da bag
goin spastic
his new song? 
trashed it
her new man?
tragic
on my neck got moonstones
her man got plastic

gettin blood on my sneakers im asking boy if he had enough
i got bitches in my dms they tweaking this shit not adding up
i swear they think they funny look at me boy im not cracking up
like the bell just rang boy you the one that we packin up

you inside her comments but i dont think she need saving
he hasn't paid his rent but he flexing all his savings (LMAOOO)
hop inside the pit
bitch im lit you cant save him
they was talking bout me?
time to get back to what im saying

im talking payment
rave shit
people on some fake shit
hair done
square one
we just tryna make it
party girl
drop a couple thousand on some fake lips
molly rock
she put it on her tongue cant even taste it
walking
stop asking if i need some other options
pop shit
every song im making bet i top it
target 
i got em talking bout me imma topic
heard he talking out his neck
pussy stop this

sheaskedwhatmylifeislike

sheaskedwhatmylifeislike (alice gas & 4am)

Now Boarding <3

jest_a_runt