Nowadays!

WHATS GOOD!  i dont think anyone reads these, so im just gonna say im gooning rn. 

SPARTAN

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My Way

When you find out the worst about yourself, do you use it?

oh oh oh (x a lot)

Everytime I get up I'm reminded
of how much it sucks to live a life that's....
Drink often...Drunk
And I can't hide it
I am living up to the skies, wish that I might die again

I'm reminded, that I can't get up

Maybe I can't get up cause' I'll be reminded that I'm fucking stuck
Maybe I can't get up cause' I'll be reminded that I am stuck
I can't get up, I'll be reminded that I am stuck

MAYBE I CANT GET UP
I'll be reminded that I'm stuck
I cant get up cause I'll be reminded that I am stuck

Oh oh oh oh
I can't get up
I can't get up
Yeah I can't get up

No I can't get up cause I'll be reminded
of what it's like to live a life that I don't want
and it's been so long since I could find it
and I'm so distant the light is gone.

And when I'm trying to fume it out I can't use it I just want pain to solve it all
But When you find out the worst about yourself do you use it?

i cant get up (do you use it?)

maybeillwakeup

six or so hours tugging on my heartstrings
I should know better, maybe I should know things
I just want flowers, I could never grow things
maybe this time I'll finally change 

Echoes of a past life, who are you?
I just wanna think like I'm in tune
I just wanna be who I knew
To you I just wanna be what I prove
I just wanna feel like I knew
what I got is my life if I knew what it was gonna be like, I'd shoot
Echoes of a horrid life, freeze time in a bassline
Echoes of a whole life and I freeze mine in a bassline

six or so hours tugging on my heartstrings
I should know better, maybe I should know things
I just want flowers, I could never grow things
maybe this time I'll finally change 

Echoes of a past life, who are you?
I just wanna think like I'm in tune
I just wanna be who I knew
To you I just wanna be what I prove
I just wanna feel like I knew

six or so hours tugging on my heartstrings
I should know better, maybe I should know things
I just want flowers, I could never grow things
maybe this time I'll finally change 

six or so hours tugging on my heartstrings
I should know better, maybe I should know things
I just want flowers, I could never grow things
maybe this time I'll finally change 

Echoes of a past life, who are you? (probably not man, probably not though)
I just wanna think like I'm in tune
I just wanna be who I knew (just gotta do it a little different)
To you I just wanna be what I prove
I just wanna feel like I knew

FLOWERS (who are you?)

Tell me when you figure it out I'll be waiting I got nothing else to talk about I'll be fading in the distance when this feeling's allowed I'll be down in the count of three
I can thrive again

(outro)
This the problem with feeling these days
Why can't I get out of my way?
What's the problem with feeling my mistakes?


imperfect

A SONG ABOUT SOCIAL MEDIA POSTING.

Funny how that changed
am I a joke? am I insane?
am I stuck in my own ways? 
is it me?
If i say the right thing am I like you? am I saved?
Till I'm lost beyond waves to breathe, to breathe, to breathe

We all like a little come down but not enough to try to get high
I don't think I wanna fall down tonight
people like repetition so I give it 
I can fly up the fire but I get it
I can dive a bit too deep for you to save face
taking flight, it's a little bit like a light; a match then walking away
and I get it if you can't face
But what do I do if it's all I know
prove it's all for show
I don't wanna go so low 
I don't think I could take it

Funny how that changed
am I a joke? am I insane?
am I stuck in my own ways? 
is it me?
If i say the right thing am I like you? am I saved?
Till I'm lost beyond waves to breathe, to breathe, to breathe

Enemy of a god
everything in this earth is moving
enemy of a god
incomplete while the earth is moving
everything that I want is stuck between some kind of movement
and basically, I'm a fraud
why share my art at all?
Is there any point in doing...........
(oh s** a like)

Funny how that changed
am I broken or am I a saint?
am I stuck in my ways? 
is it me?
If i say the right thing am I like you? am I saved?
Till I'm lost beyond waves to breathe, to breathe, to breathe



maybeillwakeup

trash Posting