sleepinthrutheparty w/ 93feetofsmoke

A more radio friendly sound. ASMR vibes. 432 hz

Raymond Kidwell: Lyrics, co-song writing, vocals

Hired pros:

Guitars: Artem (helped write the incredible guitar) and Vanja G (to make the chorus heavier)
Frank Pitters (with Raymond Kidwell) mixing
Maria K: Bass (writing great bass lines)
Bernando: drums (incredible drums in this though we turned down the volume on drums in this one)
Andres Blanco: keyboards

Sound Sample used: Ari Takeya Lullaby From Lyra 

Lyrics:

The loser doesn't need to outrun the lion
The loser just needs you to fall and get eaten
The loser wants you broken and defeated

Not defeated

Through a dark world you are calling
Ashes of yesterday turn the sky grey
whispers of something I cannot touch
the uncracked world I'll never see

And if my soul were to wither in my arms
I would never stop running towards
that glimpse of reality; that glimpse of life in me
Broken but not defeated

Not defeated

Broken But Not Defeated (Elyria mix)

INTRO

luna has risen

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i wake up every morning thinking way back when
the days are growing longer
but im not getting stronger

used to get night terrors and cry to mom 
but now i fear the day this will all be gone
you know i never can admit just when im wrong
wiping tears away as i write this song

growing up
time moves faster
than i can
sick an tired
of lying
to myself

i cannot fucking stand this
im sick of fucking standing
on my own
on my phone
without a fucking purpose

and yeah i hope its worth it
you know im fucking hurting 
i think that i deserve this
(i know that i deserve this)

i wake up every morning thinking way back when
i felt like i was nothing
i turned it into something

used to get night terrors and cry to mom 
but now i fear the day this will all be gone
you know i never can admit just when im wrong
wiping tears away as i write this song

luna

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night terrors 🌔

an album about how i've been feeling lately

bandcamp (physical CDs available here too): bit.ly/2qBSeCp 


credits:
@jvbeats666
@yung-hy
@ihateshinigami
@nothingnowheremusic
@prodmikefrost
@ericnorth
@xchrisvayle
@machinesix

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shy & shinigami - where dreams come true (prod. jay vee + nothing,nowhere.)

produced by: trill skeleton @trill-skeleton

cover art by: SirC https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

lyrics:

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

set me down
lay me down
on the ground
facing down

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

come around
while im down
breaking down
on the floor

stick around
close the door
i been feeling
fucking bored

what the fuck
did i do
when you took
out my name

from ur phone
back in june
and said were thru
said were thru

new year where the fuck is my head at
new friends but some were a set back
new wave hit home like a whiplash
5 rings like maybe i should get that

5 texts like maybe i should check that
im drunk like maybe i should text back
you called so maybe i should call back
im lost like show me where my friends at

im all like "show me where my friends at"
shes all like baby we should go now
you can leave girl i could get a ride down
grab a train yonge and bloor going southbound

gimme time while im finding where my phone at
whats the time 2 oclock and its pitch black
she say the time is time to go grab my backpack
new year where the fuck is my head at

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

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im good at being lonely cant u tell

no samples
prod/mix/master @93feetofsmoke

all of my nightmares are blessings
i'm manic as fuck, see u staring
this simulations overwhelming
plz take off ur shoes, LA's dirty

remember when i used to care so much?
and lately can't be bothered
does it hurt enough?
have u noticed that my head is fucked?
can't u tell i've just bout had enough?

all of my nightmares are blessings
i'm manic as fuck, see u staring
this simulations overwhelming
plz take off ur shoes, LA's dirty

6SPEED

all of my nightmares are blessings

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

I'm standing on my own but is it ok if I hold my chances?
Tell me what's temporary and what stays permanent.
Temporary, permanent we keep on shifting surfaces
So who you tryna fool right now?
If you're not stayin' just leave right now
Can't feel you now, Losing my grip now I'm fading out
Couldn't hear my voice even if I shout
Tell me what's next for us baby
You hear it in my voice, Can you erase me?

I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

Baby I've been overthinking
See the blood from the thorns on the roses
If I tried could I let you go now
But the memory of you stays permanent...

What Stays Permanent (prod. killedmyself)

cutting ties like a weight lifted off my chest
wanna breathe again
nights laid without the air
one too many~
no not ever, again~

closing in like the room
start to panic again
time gets here sooner
than id everd imagined
cause id always hoped for
an easy way out

fk that mirror
i cant sit here idly by
and watch myself burn
but the way things look rn
cant help but be left with
little hope for the future

lower your weapons
cause ill just surrender again
when it gets hard
just wanna crawl out my skin
cause i know that its a sinking ship now

closing in like the room
start to panic again
time gets here sooner
than id everd imagined
cause id always hoped for
an easy way out

fk that mirror
i cant sit here idly by
and watch myself burn
but the way things look rn
cant help but be left with
little hope for the future

lower your weapons
cause ill just surrender again
when it gets hard
just wanna crawl out my skin
cause i know that its a sinking ship now

INTRO

TRAU CHOI