to write this song when doctors said his baby wasn't going to make it! we need faith!!!!!

My Shazam Tracks - part 3

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August 31, 2025

Surrounded by those thinking the worst of me,
Outnumbered by the ones who loved cursing me,
Satisfied when they start blaming me,
Revel in every time to start shaming me,

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

I'm not perfect but I'm proud just to get by,
I'm still holding onto the guilt that it took to survive,
And It isn't your fault for all these grudges I bare,
Under all the scar tissue this person still cares,

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)

I've just been punished before,
Failure held over me, By those who like to keep score,
There's a storm cloud building inside
And I can't take any more!

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)

I still see them out there waiting for me,
Lurking for an ambush behind every tree,
Just know through all the show I'm still trying my best,
And I exist in between tolerance and forgiveness,

I don't want to open doors I can't close again,  
If I start now, I don't know where it will end,
I'm scared of the tide, where it might lead,  
But these words keep tugging at me.  

Can't say that I'm sorry
(When I've had to pay double for every mistake)
Can't say that I'm sorry 
(I can feel the dam I'm holding back starting to break)  
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm afraid that I can't say it until it's too late)
Can't say that I'm sorry
(I'm not ready for the things that might escape)



Buy me a coffee

Can't Say That I'm Sorry

Audience Of One

Jesus Is Love (feat. Smokie Norful)

How Awesome Is Our God

How Awesome Is Our God (Album Version) [feat. Yolanda Adams]

The Hill

Made A Way

Love Unstoppable

Awesome God (Album Version)

Bishop Carlton Pearson Presents the Best of Azusa... Yet Holdin' On

Father, I Stretch My Hands to Thee

A Piece of My Passion

Jesus, What a Wonder

CHANGING LEVELS

TRENDI | CHANGING LEVELS (feat. Choice Ali)

It's Still Personal

We Livin

Miracle Worker (Live)

Forever (Live) [feat. Marc Britt & Tiffany Boone]

Sing It on Sunday Morning 1

Watch God Work a Miracle (Live)

Made A Way

Travis Greene

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