produced by michael harrison
with @vilsynth

you were my butterfly in the cage
cage, cage, cage, cage
can you put down that twelve gage?

and i’m fucked up everyday
can’t go to sleep without my
who?
and i’m cutting up the land
but there’s a heart up in the sand, i don’t know
who?
who it belongs to, baby

and i see it different (than everybody else does)
but you just want division (that really wouldn’t help ya)
as i struggle to find a purpose
i remember the moon

tell me if i was
too strong
i wanted to see you go
don't look above it'll only hurt
oh thats enough of

the bridge, you jumped to feel alright
you fall, look up and see the light
dependence of a god that might do you right
but i won't count it

oh god, for how I've sinned
but those won't wash away
oh devil, may you win?
you see the world in grey

cage w/ vil

spotify

cage ft. vil

+PRESAVE: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/silentcxbin/be-nice
prod by alucard + ayoley
mix & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i-i

(so be nice)

come back I'll hold you 
a safe place to warm you
come back I'll hold you 
a safe place to warm you

i thought that i told you!
got something to show you!
how all the pieces could just fall align 
pretty to crazy to think right?

55 on the dash couldn't catch me -(ik 55 aint that fast but 55depths bar)-
and boy your just a dog 
think twice before you press me
I'm coming with my vengeance
hit you on my dead list
boy you keep on talking 
get the fuck outta my mentions
and no i do not know you
how could i impress you?
i was just trained to
hunt for the gold tooth
and i can't get a text back
for my life now
just shut up
stay inside all day and night now

come back I'll hold you 
make sure I'll warn you
i don't wanna repeat myself twice
so be nice

be nice
come back I'll hold you 
be nice
a safe place to warm you
be nice
come back I'll hold you 
be nice
a safe place to warm you
i thought that i told you!
got something to show you!
how all the pieces could just fall align 
pretty to crazy to think right?

tired of all the filler content 
could you stop consuming it for one moment
i don't know why i came in the first place
to much on my head can't see straight 
tunnel vision gon kill me one day
maybe that's what i got,
from all this

be nice

be nice (alucard + ayoley)

Mastered by @noraevelyne
lyrics
can u look at me the way i look at you
i know it looks bad but i wanna change for you
(oh) nothing i wouldnt do
just to be up next to you
(oh) i wanna be up next to u

But i cant
and it just hurts
cant say anything to make me give a fuck
you never really cared to think of what i want
im stuck in this place yeah it really, really sucks x2

why cant you talk to me the way i want you to
and you made me a promise but you broke that too
you said it was fake, and it broke into 2
i dont really know what to do

dont dont break all your promises
no i dont care what no one says
(dont go and break your promises, just because of what your friend said)
(it dont make no sense, can you get that through your head)

Nora
vibrant eyes
a promsie with no lies
soft skin and eyes
im horrible but i seem nice

where did i get 
wubdaishdiusha
and i look in her eyes
im getting to look how
how my consoiuness
so dont leave, just put a leave in this

so dont leave before
i pick up my feet from the floor
i wanna see you smile
to make that happen ill go any mile

promises + nora evelyne  (xnull + yametsu)

//boy who caught fire

rics:

traxee you're a hypocrite
and she's a liar
you're the boy who's catching fire

but you want you all to yourself
limb by limb i cut them off until i crawl

you're the boy who's on fire
you're the only one i trust
and i got pockets full of desires
something tells me it's not about us
(it's not!)

sonder, what the hell was i thinking for?
eye to eye i do not envy
face to face i just see me
if you couldn't tell 
i've been struggling to remain
intentional thoughts inside my lap
stars on my shoulders i need to remap


always try to play me like a god damn game
fools gold, baby im not that lame
$150 to my name
let's hitchhike to the moon again
nothing matters anymore
if i get what i deserve 
that's my faith restored.
tell me how i can fail again

treat me like a hypocrite
i didn't mean what i said
i can't fathom who you are 
sonder
grey matter inside my head

----------------------------------------

sonder

@55depths

video:
https://youtu.be/1gWsqTat8Y4

prod. me.

lyrics:
would you watch me fall?
and lose it all
would you care at all
if i even called?
oh heaven, dear
i'm not alright
think it's best you leave tonight
oh love, i fear
the end is near
you're out of sight i'm out of mind

so hold this close
i'm reaching out
endure this ghost
or hear me out

i'm not surprised
it never really mattered to me
and in your eyes
i thought i finally found a meaning
you run and hide
a problem only i seem to see
i think it's time
i seperate the you from the me
separated by our curses
i'm not the type to say
every day that passes worsens
i'll stay at home today

so hold this close
i'm reaching out
endure this ghost
or hear me out
so hold this close
i'm reaching out
endure this ghost
or hear me out

hold this close

was nervous to drop this
tysm to ashe for mix + master
ty matt + w00drose for supporting non stop

lyrics:

when the drugs start 2 kick in 
bringing all my feelings 2 the surface
is this gna b a ##badtrip ? ooohh x2
chorus
lost the feelin in my fingers 
is it jus the music or the colours that im hearing
spark anthr blunt got my head fkn spinnin
and im all over the place
idk wat 2 say 
when ur calling my name
why am i so ashamed
get me out of this place
i can see ur face
everywhere that im lookin x2

i can feel my blood pumpin all up in my veins
if i tell u how im feelin would u b the fkn same
n i only have good intensions 
i dont mean 2 bring u pain 
+chorus
lost the feelin in my fingers
is it me or am i trippin?
lost my fingers in my fingers x2
i can see ur face 
its all over the place
i cant take this pain any longer x2

##badtrip [0x22]

enjoy!! 
if you want to see the animation for this song its on my instagram and tiktok. it's pretty kewl. 

https://www.instagram.com/traxee9/

made by @p3tro THANKS PETRO 

new smong next week too, bye bye love yall 

rics:
let’s hitchhike to the moon again
just me and you
700 miles away 
i found a way to you

we aren't like the others
i'll take your silence 
to mean that you like the ways i tell you the truth
that was a close call
you can't be my worst enemy
stay the night we're all gonna die
last night was a memory

can't stand the silence
turn to a tyrant
evil or good i think i'll just choose you

let’s hitchhike to the moon again
just me and you
700 miles away 
i found a way to you

can't stand the silence
can't stand the silence away from you


death
-

hitchhike to the moon
just me and you just me and you
hitchhike to the moon
just me and you just me and you

i find it easy to get lost inside your eyes
though i tend to run away at night sometimes
caught in the open
shouldn't have spoken
thought it was you that changed your mind
leave the door open
we’re crossing the ocean
now you're just a star up high

-
i wanted recognition (i deserve nothing)
i wanted it all
infatuated with death on this ball
yeah, the boy who caught fire 
is worth nothing at all
and if fate comes and tempts me 
i know i won't fall
cause the moon has it all
the Moon has it all.

produced by:
@deathright
@traxee
@tigerstar
@yametsu

w/ deathright - hitchhike to the moon

enjoy.

i think they hate me 
that's what i get for being myself :(
she hates the doubt i have
i love destroying myself :D

i know what it's like when love turns to hate
i need a fren outside of this game
it all ends the same, it all ends the same
so trust me when i say
let it die
fuck it. let it die
so fuck it let it die
fuck it. let it die

there's too many bones that i could break
i swallowed a falling star that was fake

o o oo o o o o o o o o o o o oo o o oo o o 

i mean, look at how you get everything you ever wanted

apparently i'm inferior because i can't do the same

and if my scars ever reopen
you just tell me to close them
open diary i know the truth always

i got like
three thousand thoughts a minute
leave these bitches all on read
i hate talking i admit it
think i'll dye my hair so i feel different
make a scene so i can fit in
but she knows that's not who you are 

and your only two hours away
don't worry baby it's not a problem
i ain't worried about being popular
i don't care if they even know my name
cause

there's too many bones that i could break
i swallowed a falling star that was fake

fake
a falling star that's fake

i swallowed a falling star

w/ @sxulzel

produced by @012207 and @newgarasu

2004 w/ sxulz (baz + garasu)

enjoy or dont enjoy
its ok 
new drop next week too or the week after? idk 
happy may 

don't give me everything that i could ever want
cuz someones out there starving it'll never be enough
i'd rather waste all my school grants on drugs
spendin all my money on some internet love 

stay with me
in love with me
love with me love with me love with me
she's in love with my nails painted
and she loves when my hairs braided
and she loves that i'm underrated
stay with me
in love with me

brb im waiting
that's my favorite song

i hate waiting for love
wtf took yall so long

we’re stuck in the Westin 
i'm not that interesting
id say i love u to ur face in like three languages
we got nothing to do
your flight leaves up at noon
shawty watchu trynna do
i think im in love with u
lol this rhyme scheme 

she wants something more than a best friend
good thing im her best friend
and im her favorite yup

i've got all her favorite songs
i like to do what i want
i've got a tab on my tongue
these dudes don't impress me

don't give me everything that i could want cuz
im being honest
ill fuck it up

and again and again and again and again
it was genuine art that i chose to defend
so if i switch up on friends that i swore to protect
its because this internet love meant more to them in the end

u ever wonder how it's actually kinda impressive how uve come so far without having a mental breakdown like how tf did u hold everything in for so long? thats pretty fucking metal bro

fuck the second chorus imma end it with a mental breakdown
ten toes turned to nubs
i can't bare to stand now

im tired of these fuckers trynna make me
if im a disappointment that's who imma be

i'm desperate
apathetic i lost all my motivation
who i love and care about 
turned to complete strangers

can i give it all up?
fuck it all up
shatter glass until my teeth turn into a bloody color

and go ahead
dont even bother to text me back
only person i trust
fell asleep inside their bed
before i could approach them
so who the fucks gonna care if i 
slash my arms and throat then
and when i crash and burn you could say that i can't control it
no i won't be right back 
scared of fake love 
and losin my will fight to back
my persona imploded	
to a thousands pieces 
would u like that?

now i'm wondering how	

my best friends the person in my head
who wants me dead

internet love

Been waiting for so long 
Im seeking but it's all gone
(But it's all gone)
Im playing with this old gun
Body shaking but its so done
What Im taking gets me so numb