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wit @dgtldaydr3am
prod @pressure666
art @dgtldaydr3am 
s/o blink <33

coping mechanism +dgtl (pressure)

with @kodgyy n @shybotdnc
prod @aimemia
🧛

im a vamp +kodgy +shybot (emia)

@55depths

thx @silentcxbin for hopping on this with me.

I feel it
(I feel it)
she's coming
(she's coming)
she's bringing hell with her
I'm wrapped around her finger

do you feel it
(do you feel it)
your linger
(your linger)
it's been a hard few months
i can only take so much

[CXBIN]

and it's 
not obvious that

I can only take
so much 

I can only take
so much

I got 3,4,5
tylenol
in my hand
I'm take them 
shit

agh hold up

I don't wanna pass out
I don't wanna black out
I don't wanna another
fucking hundred at my head now

and you're gon say that
you're alright 
every time that
you hit my line
and you're gon say that
you're alright 
every time that
you hit my line

it goes, on and on
hell rains down upon

(chorus)
hell rain down on me
in the form of all your burdens
I only end up hurting
I only end up hurting

hell rain down on me
in the form of all your burdens
I only end up hurting
I only end up hurting

</3

hell rain down w/ silentcxbin (deathright + 93FEETOFSMOKE)

prod by wxrst
w/ @quizofspitshak
mixed & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
{@silentcxbin}
Oh hey hi 
How you doing 
Oh don’t mind that!

The weather always cold 
Ya know I cannot change 
The climate 

I stay in combat but 
I’m never fighting 

I want to go but 
It’s not the right timing

They want me dead 
Cuz the public target rising

Aim for head 
Pussy blow the led
Or bite it

Forever 
Ain’t forever 
Make believe 
Is timeless 
I know that your loveless 
It’s okay I’m heartless 

So you can 
Steal my heart a million 
Times I don’t want it 
Take me 
to the bounty hunter 
I know that I’m wanted 
I’m never honest 
But most days
Stay cautious
Cant take a breath 
Or a break 
There’s no stopping

Pins and needles 
In my back 
I can't feel a thing
Why the fuck
You talking like 
you know me 
You don’t know 
My name

stay back pussy 
yeah I come alarmed 
Get your shit dragged boy 
You ain’t come prepared 
I’m with my monsters 
In here so it’s dead or dare (x2)

{@quizofspitshak}
Yeah
No matter 
where my head will lie
I'll try 
my hardest to live this time 
I'd thought 
you'd know better than criticize 
All I ever wanted was a simple life 
And I'm still trying my hardest, 
I turned heartless, 
dead regardless, 
too many things that 
I want to get started,
paint the picture on my back 
and I'll be the target 

Chasing hope, 
I'm chasing love, 
I'm chasing lust 
chasing us, 
breaking us, 
making up, 
pretend to be sad 
you not shaken up, 
damn yeah you fake as fuck! 

If this a nightmare 
when am I waking up 
Working 9 to 5 jobs 
don't get paid enough 
Smoking all day no god 
imma pray for bud
Selling blood for money, 
needle in the vein and suck

{@silentcxbin}
stay back pussy
yeah I come alarmed
Get your shit dragged boy
You ain’t come prepared
I’m with my monsters
In here so it’s dead or dare (x2)

STREAM! ୧(⇀‸↼‶)૭

dead or dare. w/ quiz (wxrst)

original song: "pink" by no rome
prod. me

@55depths
@t1gerstar

<3

pink w/ tigerstar

<3 shouts out dialt0ne and 55 depths <3
love you sm, appreciate anyone listening 
to me vent

lyrics:
The doctor said im fucked up
And these tests aren't doing anything 
Worst then in my head
Cause this medicine isnt saving me
It's tough love
I've been waiting for it anyday
Death is gonna call 
and say
It's time for me to run away 
Im stuck up
With every needle inside of every vein
Don't trust much
Don't you have enough blood?
I just feel so fucked up
They don't care about me anyway
Sometimes i just think
That they wish they could go and bury me

Bury me
All my lymph nodes been swollen for atleast 15 weeks 
I can barely 
Afford all the tests that I need as I battle with this disease

Prick me full of needles like the sap from the tree
Use my blood like its a payment I know nothing is free
I hate this 
They don't care about me 
If you cant change this
What's even the point of your degreee

Deep thoughts,  it's exchausting
Like should I save some money for a coffin?
Pay the restock cost of my problems 
I keep asking why (y) like im austyn
I don't have the strength no more
Approaching it with caution
I don't wanna wait no more
I'm running out of options 
My bodys full of these toxins
Both my wallet and my souls what it's costing

The doctor said im  fucked up
And these tests aren't doing anything 
Worst then in my head
Cause this medicine isnt saving me
It's tough love
I've been waiting for it anyday
Death is gonna come and say
It's time for me to run away 
Im stuck up
With every needle inside of every vein
Don't trust much
Don't you have enough blood?
I just feel so fucked up
They don't care about me anyway
Sometimes i just think
That they wish they could go and bury me

undiagnosed (p3tro w/ northeast lights on guitar)

rics:
she asked me why im acting strange idk,
i couldnt tell ya even if i wanted to
the more u dont know the better
the more u dont know the better
the more u dont know the better
fr, the more u dont know the

i let these emotions get in my way
and now i realize, its not okay
its not okay
and sometimes i think about if id be happier if we didnt meet(no)
im too far deep 
so we gotta 
and im sorry that i made u think everything was ok
and im sorry for putting u on a pedestal so high u touched the stars
and whatever i had it was urs it was ours
cuz id give anything
id give anything

feel like i shoulda never met you
but why do i feel like fate got in the way
cuz i dont give a fuck anymore
i dont even care bout me

and u said we dont really understand each other
then how come u know me better than me
and i will never abandon u, promise
and that's a promise I swear that I'll keep.

im sorry im sorry that i just act this way
this way this way this way
i mean truly u know im da one that cares bout u most either way
but i know i make mistakes
so find a new friend to cry on ur shoulder
find a new friend to grow with, get older
because honestly, you deserve better than me. sry.

promises

w/ tigerstar - that's just what it is (p JUKUKO)

prod @silversxo x @april211k

elle me dit qu'elle voudrait partir loin d'ici mais qu'est ce qu'il l'en empêche ? 
j'étais down bad toute la journée maintenant jregarde l'averse
j'ai pas pensé à la suite et ça fait 3 semaines
jsuis dans la nature j'trace ma route c'est si réel
jme sens comme un arbre quand il a perdu ses feuilles
j'ai fait l'deuil de ma relation avec ces fake hoes
quand elle veut me call jlui dit pas maintenant
X X 0
shawty j'm'enfuis loin d'ici
X X 0

peut être que jsuis trop sentimental
jpourrai pas te dire, pour être honnête avec toi ouais j'm'en tape
dans mon crâne, c'est un vacarme
j'ai trop tiré de lattes maintenant elle s'efface de ma mémoire
j'ai le grimoire dans la main
jme raconte l'histoire mais ouais j'ai fais des efforts
mais après j'ai fais l'mort
mais est ce que t'en veux encore ?
jveux parcourir son corps
jveux trouver des trésors

[maintenant elle s'efface de ma mémoire]

l'averse (silver x april21)

my first track of many with bleaky ! <3 love you brother :) so proud to be a part of 55 depths

love is a disaster w/ bleaky (p3tro)

GYAAAAAAHFHDAFHADLFJALF

prod tigrstar *kills maself*

would you swear you’re not dependent on whoever else is out there?
(if only you were mine)
you should come to me instead
took a while, but i’m starting to get there
messing around a lot before things get serious
gotta hide my eyes they’re a little too dilated

you didn’t hear it from me, but it’s appearing
here before you even know
hours inside, overhead is too bright
how can you expect me to sleep?
after all you did, come on

must be so far gone, always seeing things wrong
play it play it off, lemme play it play it off
i know we never dealt with it, i really felt that 
we could’ve gone further to
(be in love)

reminisce, try to admit, have willingness
to think out loud and accept what i’m feeling 
cus i wanna talk to you all the time, yeah
and i’m so far gone, do or you can die
you can do or you can die

if you wanna, wanna, wanna
play this out right, out right, out right,
say if you wanna, wanna, wanna
say it outright, outright, outright

i want you, what would you wanna do?
i want you, what would you wanna do?
we could talk all night, but if it’s silent i don’t mind
lets just lay down side by side

i’m not too sure but i feel so useless… she’s gonna miss

would you stay, if i asked you would you stay with me?
what do you say when you’re, when you’re speaking bout me?
would you stay, if i asked you would you stay with me?
until I realize that it’s better when
the truth’s in the corner, so i guess i’ll do it alone
decide what you want from me
(so sad on my own)

hours inside, overhead is to bright like
how can u expect me to sleep alone?
hours inside, overhead is to bright like
how can u expect me to sleep alone?

if you wanna, wanna, wanna
play this out right, out right, out right,
say if you wanna, wanna, wanna
say it outright, outright, outright
if you wanna, wanna, wanna
play this out right, out right, out right, 
say that

heartburst

lyrics:

So baby go ahead and run your mouth
Your mind's a maze and I don't think I'm ever getting out
Can I picture every truth, you never show me how
No way
So why you saying that we don’t belong
Bitter harmony in every single thing you want
Now and then I’ll still be singing all your favourite songs
All day

Maybe I was wrong
Maybe I’m just too good at assuming
Maybe I moved on
Or I don’t know what the hell I’m doing

But we go from loving hard then fighting we keep getting loud
Countless thoughts in my mind and you can't get 'em out
Go ahead and run you always let me down
And I don't wanna find my way out of your maze 'cause you don't like it
Love to see me struggle always messing up my psyche
Burning all my bridges just to love someone that's not me
I hate it when you smile 'cause I know I'm stuck in a pipe dream
'Cause I know you don't like me
I know you don't like me

I could’ve known about it all along
Said you’d write down all your wishes but I’m sure you won’t
They were never really perfect but we didn’t know
Nothing
You had me thinking ‘bout it for so long
Were my neverending reasons ever good enough
Way too many sour melodies for me to want
Something

Maybe I was wrong
Maybe I’m just too good at assuming
Maybe I moved on
Or I don’t know what the hell I’m doing

But we go from loving hard then fighting we keep getting loud
Countless thoughts in my mind and you can't get 'em out
Go ahead and run you always let me down
And I don't wanna find my way out of your maze cause you don't like it
Love to see me struggle always messing up my psyche
Burning all my bridges just to love someone that's not me
I hate it when you smile cause I know I'm stuck in a pipe dream
'Cause I know you don't like me
I know you don't like me

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https://www.instagram.com/kuiper_xiii/
https://twitter.com/kuiperxiii
https://soundcloud.com/kuiper-sc

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https://www.instagram.com/ohon.co/
https://twitter.com/ohonnn
https://soundcloud.com/ohonmusic

SPOTIFY + APPLE

maze (with OHON and kuiper)

produced by byekento

three, two, one

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

i think a lot but i don't think well
'cause all my goddamn thoughts start to crash and burn
you should've listened when i said that there was no way to help
'cause at the end of the day i'd rather be anybody fucking else
burning all my bridges 'cause i don't need no one else
couldn't tell you if that's true but that's just what i tell myself 
i don't need no body to hold on now 
and no one can stop me i don't need- 
 
don't try to hard you might fuck up
don't try to hard you might just fuck it all up
but i've left all my stains in the past 
all along with the jeans that i stained in the grass
could someone tell me about the point i'm missing?
i started messing around i don't know what i'm missing
but maybe it's you, you, you, yeah maybe it's you
i don't know how to tell the truth

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

i think a lot but i don't think well
'cause all my goddamn thoughts start to crash and burn
you should've listened when i said that there was no way to help
'cause at the end of the day i'd rather be anybody fucking else
burning all my bridges 'cause i don't need no one else
couldn't tell you if that's true but that's just what i tell myself 
i don't need no body to hold on now 
and no one can stop me i don't need help

conversations but they just don't help
'cause i'd rather keep it all to myself and i 
don't know if that's good for my health
but i would rather die than to trust someone else

CONVERSATIONS

@ohonmusic

lyrics:

I don’t know what you’re doing tonight 
Stuck on your echoes
And then it hits me sometimes 
Tried to fix our wrongs
Instead of moving on
What a waste of time
Tried to find our roads
Find our way back home
How was I so blind

Go back to the days
When I’d keep awake
Go back to your place
Where we’d see both ways
Go back to the days
When I’d keep on saying
Let's just not look down

‘Cause even silhouettes
Were hanging by a thread
Our shadow puppets stuck in a show
The spotlight came and went
While we just shook our heads
How could I forget
I don’t know

I swear
You’d rather be flying
And I’d rather stare at the wall
I swear
You’d rather I lie then
Than say that I miss you at all

Go back to the days
When I’d keep awake
Go back to your place
Where we’d see both ways
Go back to the days
When I’d keep on saying
Let’s just not look down
Go back to the days
When I’d keep awake
Go back to your place
Where we’d see both ways
Go back to the days
When I’d keep on saying
Let’s just not look down

distance (w/ OHON)

i know it feels good when you hate my guts

https://soundcloud.com/vito2300
prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter  https://soundcloud.com/yunnygoldz

i can't feel my skin
and it's numbing 
god you make me sick 
when you touch me
blood drip down my lip 
like you're wanting 
tear drop down my chin
baby i can't run 
baby i still would 
do i make you blush?
god i know it feels good 
when you hate my guts
baby i still could 
even now, just us
god you know that you should 
till you've had enough

off this bottle 
got me swerving, i'm sedated my,
heartbeat so slow i can't pace it i,
gave up, crush crush till it make me right
i'm the only one you keep awake at night
faster, hands over my body going faster
laughter, he don't feel attached like an actor
backwards, every fucking night i'm moving backwards
everything i ever felt it didn't matter

i don't wanna go like this 
but it's coming
the bruise still stains my wrist from the cuffing
i can't feel my skin 
god you make me sick,
you made me 

(vito:)
Do you want me
I can’t even tell anymore
Your words haunting
Mellowing the pain i endure
A closed chapter
I keep looking backwards
My body’s tattered
Forever and after

But you wanted this so bad
That I don’t think you thought about it
Lay down through the pain
Say what’s good about it
You could love me in ways
I can’t live without it

you make me sick

with @chakkyy

lyrics:

Staring at the neon sign
Staring, I’m just wasting time
Is that how I’ll look backstage
Always got the same game face
Standing there I know you’ll wanna
Wanna see a little closer
But all you're seeing is a poster

I know
You just want me to put on a show
If the lights dim then where will I go
You don’t want me, you want the control
Well now
Never notice when I’m not around
Only saying I’m loving the sound
Only here when you’re part of the crowd

Couldn’t remember what you told me
When you tried to hide it
Taking apart the words I painted
Said that you don’t mind ‘em
Finally found something to hold me
But you’d never buy it
It’s a world you’ve never known
Everywhere I went they tried to sell me wisdom
Everybody tryna be a sage, saying stop
Thinking about all of these questions
Will you hear me when the mic’s on
Will you hear me at all

I know
You just want me to put on a show
If the lights dim then where will I go
You don’t want me, you want the control
Well now
Never notice when I’m not around
Only saying I’m loving the sound
Only here when you’re part of the crowd

Where are those walls you built for me
Not one to dwell on subtlety
Look back, face facts
Fuck decency
I know you always wanna hear me say
You said your grace, you paved the way
That your applause might save the day

I know
You just want me to put on a show
If the lights dim then where will I go
You don’t want me, you want the control
Well now
Never notice when I’m not around
Only saying I’m loving the sound
Only here when you’re part of the crowd

w/ tigerstar - that's just what it is (p JUKUKO)

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