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A Mortician's Guide to Decomposition

YOUR FAVORITE ARTISTS ARE LYING TO YOU
TALENT IS AN ILLUSION
THIS SCENE RUNS ON EGO

just look at me!
i promise you ill look away
like are you kidding me?
these fake fucks won the game
i live in misery 
and never finish anything i start
when i told you that im only in this shit for the”art”
yuh
“no way”
“woah wait”
“how this kid making beats in his room like all day?”
uh…
its fake 
its fake
when i feed off the words everyone tryna say

tell me what i wanna hear 
the serotonin feels so calming
it isn’t real but im an addict 
and i fucking want it

yuh
“no way”
“woah wait”
“how this kid making beats in his room like all day?”
uh…
its fake!
its fake!
when i feed off the words everyone tryna say 
fuck!
i hate this place
that i put myself in
like a bird in a cage
but
there’s no escape from the false narrative 
pull my strings like a play

these damn fools better zip it
maybe pipe down..?
they steady jerkin off artists at the breakdown 
“holy shit”
“omg”
“he liked my tweet”
“let me message all his friends while im kneeling at his feet”
every song you’ve ever heard was just for fun
and your favorite rapper prolly doesn’t even own a gun 
its
lies on lies shoved down your throat
and you don’t realize its such a joke
they say:

yuh
“no way”
“woah wait”
“how this kid making beats in his room like all day?”
uh…
its fake!
its fake!
when i feed off the words everyone tryna say 
fuck!
i hate this place
that i put myself in
like a bird in a cage
but
there’s no escape from the false narrative 
pull my strings like a play

CELLOPHANE

THIS AIN'T MY FIRST RODEO
.
.
.
now if any dumb fucks wanna talk shit
go on and talk a bit, then suck my dick
cuz im straight fucked as it is no need for klonopin
thanks, depression!
im a cold heart in a bad kid
without a fuck to give
that’s how it is
fuck this earth
if you eat dirt
no need to panic
that’s just my whip

imma end myself before i hit 30
(yeah imma end my fuckin self bitch)
in too deep, my drink too dirty
i got 20 unfinished tracks on me
(imma end myself bitch)
and none of ‘em will ever get released
yo where the goths at?
no really, where the fucking goths at?
cuz they the only real ones
bring the goth back
why everybody so fake?
that’s a setback..
nobody i can relate to
fuck that

i take 
a sip
my hits
they lick
i cut
my wrist
it bleeds
a bit
my bitch
i miss
she want
a kiss
i bite
my lip
and give
her it

full force & a bottle of JDT
dysmorphia when im on MTV
haven’t ate in about three whole weeks
the fuck..
oh shit..

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM IM PLAYING MINECRAFT
☆*:.｡.o(≧▽≦)o.｡.:*☆

now if any dumb fucks wanna talk shit
go on and talk a bit, then suck my dick
cuz im straight fucked as it is no need for klonopin
thanks, depression!
im a cold heart in a bad kid
without a fuck to give
that’s how it is
fuck this earth
if you eat dirt
no need to panic
that’s just my whip

KLONOPIN

follow my girlfriend @novagarden

TRECH:
in my suicide note i wrote
that if any motherfuckers want smoke
id choke 
i stay fucked up
i’m so hung up
on the fact i ain’t shit
but a fuck up
all my friends have overdosed
even though i ain’t there yet, bitch i’m close
in the meantime
i’ll stay locked in my room 
away from sunshine

take cover in a substance
i hate the taste
down it like its nothin’
how many hits can i lick before i tap out?
how many
drinks can i sip before i black out?
imma test my limit for the last time
please stay with me on the hotline
i’ll call u back when i feel alright
but tomorrow never comes
a life is finite

NOVA:
i can’t stop takin’ hella pills
but im not addicted 
i just do it for the thrill
acid tabs sitting on my tongue
but don’t worry ‘bout a thing
i just do it for fun
glassed eyes in the mirror
lookin’ at myself
thinkin’ ‘bout why the fuck i do this to my health
paranoia got me grabbin’ shrooms off my shelf
try to stop me
i cant let you bitch
so go to hell

TRECH:
i feel nothin’
to feel somethin’
but im a fucking slave to the chemicals
ive been 
straight huffin’
i wake up in panic attacks from my dreams so
take my mind away
my eyes fell down the drain
these tear drops act as rain
try to flush away rinse away my pain

shards of glass

shards of glass (feat. nova garden)

HELLO, [REDACTED]

I KNOW YOUR DARKEST SECRETS. I HAVE SULKED FOR FAR TOO LONG. THIS CONSEQUENCE WILL NOT BE FORGOTTEN. YOU WILL. LET MY PROSPERITY PLAGUE YOUR MENTAL HEALTH FOR THE REST OF YOUR EXISTENCE. LET IT EAT AWAY AT YOUR PSYCHE UNTIL YOU’RE BEGGING ME FOR A WAY OUT. THE SWEET TASTE OF REVENGE SPILLS FROM YOUR WOUNDS AS I CELEBRATE YOUR DEMISE.

GOODBYE, [REDACTED]. 
HELLO, DEATH THREAT. 💉

(chorus)
some say he a savage
others say he afraid and he damaged
all i know is lil goth boy has had it
and his lil fairy bitch bouta ravage 
would not believe ive been through hell even if you told me
panic attack after attack from codependency 
facetious when i speak my thesis on how this short life is SHIT, believe it.

(verse)
woah!
that’s tougher talk from a bitch than im used to!
now, how u gonna let a lil white boy fuckin merc you??? 
don’t play games with me
HUMAN TAXIDERMY
BOP BOP BOP
GAT GAT GAT 
can feel the spray on my face
as a matter of fact
don’t judge by the way that i talk & i act
cuz this fag packs a punch that’ll shatter your back

ERISU DELPHINE:
￼TRECHOR Boy told me kill ‘em 
i said lemme grab my COCK THO! 
Fucking on yo ho3 Till i slosh that pussi queef mode 
GASP with the dick but i got my SKELE nuts low 
I can play smash LIKE the PROS GiMME DOME HOE! 
When i speak I’m seekin For a way to bleed em’ 
Blueface i mean it , work with us or delete it, 
David, I’ll GO BACK IN TIME & ABORT YOUR FETUS 
You still Scamming fans?! I can’t believe it
￼
(bridge)
yo if you’re listening to this right now you know exactly who you are you fucking cunt
i will literally drill a hole in your skull and fuck your brains out
fuck

(chorus)
some say he a savage
others say he afraid and he damaged
all i know is lil goth boy has had it
and his lil fairy bitch bouta ravage 
(x2)
would not believe ive been through hell even if you told me
panic attack after attack from codependency 
facetious when i speak my thesis on how this short life is SHIT, believe it.

DEATH THREAT

DEATH THREAT (FEAT. ERISU)

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i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

can’t take drugs cause anxiety kills me
go smoke spliffs with your friends 
envy fills me
i am sorry for how i am ugly
in your shadow i sulk
i’m nobody
i self isolate for days 
now i cant get out of bed without crying
draining all my veins out is the way i talk to the reaper without dying

i know i’m always overthinking, love 
but what can be done?
i was sedated when you broke my trust
you say it’s my condition and- 
but i don’t give a fuck
these constant comparisons turn me to dust
so tell me all about him
do you laugh hard when around him?
do these shackles that i’m bound in make you think that i’m not enough? 
im pathetic
but you wouldn’t get it
that's tough
it’s AvPD but i blame it on luck

medical exam fetishist

lyrics:

you separate me from the rest
in my crematorium
i feel the burning in my chest
im still awake

but why the fuck am i still trippin up on time?
i panic on a dime
cuz my existence is terminal
driving edge of knives into my skin
im fine
you wont believe my lies
yea
yea
i wish i wasn’t discernible

i tried to drown my brain in Everclear until the damage that appeared finally killed me
i used to push the limits i was given ‘til they broke, and that decision came back to haunt me
i signed my own death warrant, my application
you be the judge, and i’ll be deprivation
abused my lungs from toxic inhalation 
need peace of mind, don’t need your medication

clotting; my blood
evolving; i’m not 
resolving; no thoughts
yea
yea
i feel invisible

so why the fuck am i still trippin up on time?
i panic on a dime
cuz my existence is terminal
driving edge of knives into my skin
im fine
you wont believe my lies
yea
yea
i wish i wasn’t discernible

Molotov Cocktail

molotov cocktail

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Lyrics:
One hit, two rips, three remain
Rookie stats but my throat stings from propane
Watch me hit that, it might be hell
If this trip don't stop, I'll end myself

I slow down to time travel to another place
As each long breath gets more shallow, I can see my taste
I slam the breaks
Still ramping up the pace
What a fucked mistake
It's crawling up my face
Theres no escape
My jacket should be straight
Bring out the gallows from the shadows

One hit, two rips, three remain
Rookie stats but my throat stings from propane
Watch me hit that, it might be hell
If this trip don't stop, I'll end myself

Four weeks, five days, still in pain
Healing slow from the shank put in my brain
I point fingers
Won't take this L
The truth is I did this to myself

Transorbital Lobotomy

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Feat. @prodfranse

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Lyrics:
FRAN$E:
you don’t know me now
you only knew me then
you were never someone i would call a friend
stab me in the back rinse, repeat it again
stab me in the back rinse, repeat it again
i’ve had enough of all this talk now
lets not turn this into something that its not now

you don’t know me now
you only knew me then
you were never someone i would call a friend
stab me in the back rinse, repeat it again
stab me in the back rinse, repeat it again
i’ve had enough of all this talk now
lets not turn this into something that its not now
mop the blood off the floor when its dark out
mop the blood off the floor when its dark out

i’ve had enough of all this talk now
lets not turn this into something that its not now
(2x)

TRECH:
oozing wounds on the inside
it gnaws at my mind
over and-
some mistakes can’t be justified
but you tried
i taste oxide

i don’t know you now
i thought i knew you then
just another wound i can’t amend
shank this heart with the dullest end
and take your time
you’re seeking out your full revenge
im a masochist until the end
so let me help you shove it in and twist it tight 

some mistakes can’t be justified
but you tried
i taste oxide
(2x)

Scar Tissue

Scar Tissue (feat. Fran$e)

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Lyrics:
you called me out and i hate that
last night we fought through the combat
im so fucked and i know that
im a walking dead man in a Hellcat
i cant stop if i tried to
denied all the signs
you was lied to
im not worthy of forgiveness but

im stuck so far away from all the action
we was fucking like its passion
and i just self medicate
like an assassin, you shot me down
i don’t know anything when i unfasten
black out almost crash it
lowkey tryna end my life but make it passive
i cant reach out

somehow saying sorry feels too melancholy
i’ll just leave my body cut for you
soak in anguish
probably shouldn’t take this double dose
im spacing out
i feel brand new
cuz im not ready to talk
‘pardonne-moi’
you know that
its no competition
let go of that pedestal shit
but i see you win and choke on my own thoughts
i hate myself more than i ask for help
i tried to crack my shell and all i felt was loss

im stuck so far away from all the action
we was fucking like its passion
and i just self medicate
like an assassin, you shot me down
i don’t know anything when i unfasten
black out almost crash it
lowkey tryna end my life but make it passive
i cant reach out

you called me out and i hate that
last night we fought through the combat
im so fucked and i know that
im a walking dead man in a Hellcat
i cant stop if i tried to
denied all the signs 
you was lied to
im not worthy of forgiveness but

i drink
and drink
and drink
so excessive that i think i broke the link tying you and i
stay away
hurray, purging feelings in the sink
for the fifth time this week
how can i forget?
what you did to me is burned into my head
like a cigarette
smoke
the scent
the dread
nothing can put these pieces back together
(x2)

Vehicular Manslaughter

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Lyrics:
i can see through the trees
through the bending of space  
take this time to reflect on the weight of mistakes
i couldn’t be who want and I’m sorry for it
but the time has passed to forgive and forget

now I’m decomposing inside of this place
with a liver thats failing and moss on my face
tell me how do you feel bout being at my wake?
cause there ain’t no mortician thats fit for my case

A Mortician's Guide To Decomposition

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supporting vocals @horoshavibes

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Lyrics:
don’t come close to me
cause all my rituals revive bad energy
(yeah)
satan talks to me through a little metal box placed on a screen 

i’m digging through the earth 
to return what i borrowed
i want it so bad
i’m kicking up the dirt 
call me Kurt how i shovel
this heroin pack back
ill make another deal
for real
conceal all medication 
and i aint taking pills
for thrills
i fill carcinogen shots 

i keep on repeating
“my lies will be the death of me”
convinced that i need it
until my tracheotomy

a pulse that is beating
will give in to the entropy
my gas light is green lit
cause i cant stop

“stop!”
“stop where you’re at”
“lace your fingers on your head and don’t look back”
“hop”
“hop off the tracks”
“aint nothing more permanent than
suicide pacts”
all these people telling me how to decide what is wrong
you wouldn’t know wrong if it sang to you inside this song
so

i keep on repeating
“my lies will be the death of me”
convinced that i need it
until my tracheotomy

a pulse that is beating
will give in to the entropy
my gas light is green lit
cause i cant stop
(x2)

i’m digging through the earth 
to return what i borrowed
i want it so bad
i’m kicking up the dirt 
call me Kurt how i shovel
this heroin pack back
ill make another deal
for real
conceal all medication 
and i aint taking pills
for thrills
i fill carcinogen shots

Naltrexone

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supporting vocals @horoshavibes

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Lyrics:
i been lurking since the break of dusk
up contemplating us
like the reaper i sink even deeper 
to think i’ll be weaker in six months time
i made a plan like we discussed
wrote apologies for thus
a disease or an itch
i want neither
so light up a reefer
and say goodbye

a self inflicted heart attack
popped Azithromycin pack
i drank myself to death & back
but unfortunately imma stay this time

ill fucking snap my neck
no closure
no need to fix this mess 
its over
my cause of death: deceit exposure 
im surfing a landslide 

you took my health away and threw it out
im on display
i’ll show you how i got this way
but first i need to take my life tonight cuz

i been lurking since the break of dusk
up contemplating us
like the reaper i sink even deeper 
to think i’ll be weaker in six months time
i made a plan like we discussed
wrote apologies for thus
a disease or an itch
i want neither
so light up a reefer
and say goodbye

you took my health away and threw it out
im on display
i’ll show you how i got this way
but first i need to take my life tonight cuz

i never thought it would end this way
but my bones are here to stay
if its a visit you’d like to pay

Euthanasia

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Lyrics:
left my mind in in the street
my body dead in the seat
is this what it will take to get you to believe?
im in debt to your pleasure
leave me broke for good measure 
i cant speak for Bourdain but i know death is free

cuz i plotted my demise in the basement 
its a shame that i got so complacent 
phase 1 of my plan got me jaded for like 8 nights indoors 
oh

so i think i deserve a nighttime drive
i’ll blast Duckboy while going 95
and close my eyes and and let fate decide if i survive 
oh     
come play my game
i’ll never change
yeah
hope you forget my name 
cuz i deserve it

so what cant you read me for?
im an open book and more
its worse now than before
why are you sad, is it

cuz i plotted my demise in the basement?
its a shame that i got so complacent..
phase 1 of my plan got me jaded for like 8 nights indoors 
oh
i think i rotted out my lungs, i can taste it
post-op 
MedFet
im your patient 
phase 2 of my plan got me wanting more 
writhing on the floor 
oh

Formaldehyde

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feat. @novagarden

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Lyrics:
its so easy to fake im happy
but under the surface, the surface
im fuckin lost and confused, im used and abused
dont feel worth it, im worthless

its so easy to fake im happy
but under the surface, the surface
im fuckin lost and confused, im used and abused
dont feel worth it, im not worth you time

its so easy to fake im fine
but under the surface, the surface
im getting kicked when im down and sometimes i think i deserve it, have i lost my mind?

if you love me then you'd talk to me
tell me bout your problems please?
tell me that you still fuckin care
cause this is nothing like id thought itd be
tell me who i ought to be
tell me that you still want me here

cause i cannot pick your mind
and i cannot turn back time to change- how i reacted i fear
i just wanna call you mine
and i just wanna walk down the aisle, to hold you close till we disappear.

tell me, why do i drag myself through the dark with no purpose? (no purpose)
on the days that it shines it breaks me that i cant preserve it (preserve it)

if understating’s a crime and i tell you that im nervous, (im nervous)
they would drag me away like i drag blades through my dermis (my dermis)
i guess ill do my time

what you dont understand is that i see life from observance (observance)
and from what i understand you see things how you interpret (interpret)
mentally confined

when that scalpel hits my chest to take my lungs away
look out for the truth i kept that choked up my airway 

all this beating around and around of the bush cant preserve us
and i dont have what it takes to part ways and cremate in your furnace 
im blacking out tonight

i choke on the fruits of my own labor because you dont justify behavior  
and now
i choke on the fruits of my own labor because you dont justify behavior  
and now
i will die alone

Nerve Agent (feat. Nova Garden)

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Lyrics:
sixteen rotations down the faucet
the ripe age of someone who has lost it
soft touch of skin is all i wanted
i keep it to myself
i keep your face up in my locket
in case the day you are forgotten 
remind me when im sick in hospice
please keep it to yourself

now that i got a taste i can’t forget
napping at the bottom of a staircase, yet
rapping ‘bout my problems just to pay back debt
your touch will be the death of me like Juliet 
(2x) 

when i die i’ll go to heaven cause i spent all my time in hell
dont tell me you are broken blowing smoke into my open cracked shell
how do i break this spell?

now that i got a taste i can’t forget
napping at the bottom of a staircase, yet
rapping ‘bout my problems just to pay back debt
your touch will be the death of me like Juliet 

whats the point of saving me when i am caving?
you tell me you’re Juliet
and ill crack open all secrets
this liquid decided for me to confide in you
but i cant see it
i cant see cuz..

now that i got a taste i can’t forget
napping at the bottom of a staircase, yet
rapping ‘bout my problems just to pay back debt
your touch will be the death of me like Juliet 
(2x)

Sarcoma

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Lyrics:
i need a crutch im dislocated
a lack of trust had my mind sedated
i gave a fuck but it dissipated 
and now im stuck limping through frozen in time
like what the fuck have i created?
my own take on Victor Frankenstein 
im half dead but still so faded
a destructive vulgar paradigm 

im playing operation 
stakes so high that i might as well and call it quits 
-and why’s that?
rip out the bottle from my grips
you’ll see that i know something you dont know and-
might as well remove this tumor by myself
im not afraid of Hell 
ive been there this entire time
dont call my phone dont got shit to sum up
walked out of AA planning to numb up
3 whole days of this acid that comes up
why do i care if i die?

i need a crutch im dislocated
a lack of trust had my mind sedated
i gave a fuck but it dissipated 
and now im stuck limping through frozen in time
like what the fuck have i created?
my own take on Victor Frankenstein 
im half dead but still so faded
a destructive vulgar paradigm

Spinal Fusion

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supporting vocals: @horoshavibes

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Lyrics:
its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’
huh?
vitals go thumpin’
“hold on and relax”
“when the xanax comin’?”
this shit kinda suck
and for what?
for nothin’.
i do not deserve 
this shit room im hung in

its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’

im stuck so far away from all the action 
fuck my passion 
yuh
would down about anything for a chance at satisfaction
so fuck the fame
you can suck it dame
i blow Os from my contraption
you faggots lame
we are not the same
i get off from your reaction

and just like maroon 5 i wasted all my nights on payphones and screwdrivers
hoping i survive her
panic caught up to me
RIP yours truly 
i dont know anything when i unfasten 
yeah

its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’
huh?
vitals go thumpin’
“hold on and relax”
“when the xanax comin’?”
this shit kinda suck
and for what?
for nothin’.
i do not deserve 
this shit room im hung in

what the fuck?
im paranoid and seething
call the doc
because i really cant tell if im breathing
oh my god
oh my god 
it creeps again
something you’ll never comprehend
i have to power though all of this torment 

its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’
huh?
vitals go thumpin’
“hold on and relax”
“when the xanax comin’?”
this shit kinda suck
and for what?
for nothin’.
i do not deserve 
this shit room im hung in

its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’
huh?

Delirium Tremens

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Lyrics:
One hit, two rips, three remain
Rookie stats but my throat stings from propane
Watch me hit that, it might be hell
If this trip don't stop, I'll end myself

I slow down to time travel to another place
As each long breath gets more shallow, I can see my taste
I slam the breaks
Still ramping up the pace
What a fucked mistake
It's crawling up my face
Theres no escape
My jacket should be straight
Bring out the gallows from the shadows

One hit, two rips, three remain
Rookie stats but my throat stings from propane
Watch me hit that, it might be hell
If this trip don't stop, I'll end myself

Four weeks, five days, still in pain
Healing slow from the shank put in my brain
I point fingers
Won't take this L
The truth is I did this to myself

prod. @trechorboy
feat. @sushisai

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Lyrics:
just grab me by the head
dunk me back n forth again
BL00D BATH 
covered in my favorite red
i cant breathe no more

so take what u want instead!
& leave me with what’s left i guess..
how to cope?
when every breath is a chore

you throw blows right to my chest
im a human punching bag at best
i cant fight you anymore
I’m a coward surrendering whore

i desecrate the grave im laying in
i fall apart
the body im decaying in
why cant things be like before?
how to cope at the bottom of a bloodbath

so take what u want instead!
& leave me with what’s left i guess..
how to cope?
when every breath is a chore

help me never see the end
lead flies
paint that shit bloody like a death screen
im ready to die fucking test me
theres no more hope
life a fucking bad dream
smoke a pack of stasis
feels like ketamine
what the fuck we here for?
and what the fuck am i always running away from?
Suisai put that shit on my gravestone
when the words mean nothing in a few years
all thats left is the memories
and i dont give. fuck if you remember me

so take what u want instead!
& leave me with what’s left i guess..
how to cope?
when every breath is a chore

just rip my mind 2 shreds
& leave me broke just like the rest..
i don’t know what emotions are no more

Blunt Force Trauma (feat. Suisai)

prod. @trechorboy
supporting vocals @horoshavibes

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Lyrics:
i read my palms 
the lines were worded and italicized 
im losing mind but feeling fine at the same time
i fucked up fucking up
cant even get that that right
like why the hell can someone like me even try?
the first time i tried to take my life
it was after dusk
but the stars were bright
i had my toolkit by my side
i was ready to go
but i felt alive 

its kinda funny how shit works 
isn’t it?
the ups and downs throw you around like turbulence 
(2x)

ROUND LIKE TURBULENT 
PROFOUND IMPERMENANCE  
I BROKE THE BOTTLE THAT I FOUND MY PURPOSE IN
DROWNED MY HURT AGAIN
MY SOUND REVERBERANT
IN 2017 I KILLED MY INNOCENCE

but i won’t let it slide
won’t let you fucks pretend to want to die
and all you faggots lie
lie to yourself that everything will be alright
well let me know how the dirt tastes
from the bottom of your casket
i dont know how the fuck im still alive
i guess i’ll spread my message one more time

sticks and stones may break my bones but your words always killed me
dont let go 
please dont let go of all the things i left cuz i

was pushing my will to survive up a mountain of cans again
i swear those hills had eyes
the way my hair stood on end
DONT LET GO BABY DONT LET GO 
JUST RIP ME OUT MY BODYBAG
I DONT KNOW HOW I CAN SHOW YOU THAT YOU WERE ALL THAT I HAD

Decedent

written, recorded, produced by me </3

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LYRICS:
“What’re you gonna do five years from now, what are you gonna make out of your life?”
“I’ll probably be dead in five years from now”
“What do you thinks gonna happen to you in ten years, what’re you gonna be doing?”
“I’ll be dead in ten years. I’ll be dead in five”
“Thats kinda sad don’t you think?”
“No”
“I’m not happy here”
“Sooner I go the better as far as I’m concerned, really”
“I don’t, I don’t live a happy life”

Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy as far as I can see

Condemn me
Fell down my well 
You’re above it
Like “don’t tempt me”
Could never wait to kick on my bucket
Crown empty
Like maybe Jill was right
Jack-knife me
So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his twenties digging graves so proudly!”
Resurrected dead in my head just to get to thirty 
I just might be

But thats how it goes I guess
When you’re degenerated
A scumbag who tried his best
Shit

(He’s back from the dead)

Every day I wake up just to get faded
Fuck reality when you’re isolated
Damage to my brain broke the barricade in me
And now my third eye sees

Cause none of you fucks can touch me
I’m murdering beats like Jeff and Bundy
I’m hopping on feats. 
Your bitch, she love me
She singing my rhymes 
Hymns for the dead

Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy 
Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy
Yung Trech in a Maybach 
Brandy as far as I can see

Condemn me
Fell down my well 
You’re above it
Like “don’t tempt me”
Could never wait to kick on my bucket
Crown empty
Like maybe Jill was right
Jack-knife me
So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his twenties digging graves so proudly!”
Resurrected dead in my head just to get to thirty 
I just might be

So baby tell your new boy all about me!
“He fucked up his 20s digging graves so proudly!”
(2x)

Humiliation Ritual

"things need change yeah i swear"

written, produced, mixed, masterd by TRECHOR BOY
cover art by TRECHOR BOY
guitar riff courtesy of MARC GARCIA 
vocals: @sushisai, @trechorboy


Lyrics: 

[SUISAI]

cause i cant fight
those subtleties and little things
take over me

you'll never see me again !

like please just slow down
bad heart beat skipping when i breathe
every night somehow
things need change ye i swear
like look around at what ive become now
like holy fuck what a let-down
constant bombarding to the walls
tear this place to the ground

(X2)

[TRECHOR BOY]

watch out 
for when i pull up, limousine
sippin white sprite, cola, no codeine

another day pass bash my head through plate glass 
now im bleedin from my fuckin- 
i cant feel anything below my neck & 
you stand still and watch it take me out

[SUISAI]

like when did we decide 
feelings compromised
every little thing
that you said to me
i thought we'd be
better off this time
wish we never tried
lie to myself
bottle up to the brim
overflowing
right out that top
CAUSE I CANT HOLD BACK
NO SENTENCE CAN EXPLAIN
STAY QUIET
TRACK BACK TO BEFORE ALL OF THIS
HAPPENED CAUSE WHAT WAS THE POINT

like please just slow down
bad heart beat skipping when i breathe
every night somehow
things need change ye i swear
like look around at what ive become now
like holy fuck what a let-down
constant bombarding to the walls
tear this place to the ground

BAD HEART

spotify

BAD HEART w/ suisai

"ill never be good enough for you"
prod. @trechorboy & @caustyk
mix/master @trechorboy
vocals @trechorboy

LYRICS:

[CHORUS]
an e-girl named emma turned me down from the start
she got me caught in my feelings then she tore me apart
this e-girl named emma put my soul in a bag
then lit that shit on fire and threw it into the trash
X2

[VERSE]
i remember when we chatted for the first time i told you this stupid joke without a punchline
you didn’t have any choice but to laugh at my voice and your cute little chuckles made me smile for a lifetime
you used to hit up my phone when i wake up i never missed a post on the gram with no make up
those big blue eyes made me wish you were mine
but you only ever really existed online

[BRIDGE]
forget this bitch she don’t care what she did all i wanted was her and she left me on read
i get mad at myself i get down i need help no i’m not good enough yeah this love shit gets tuff
yet i’m somehow alive and this smiles a disguise
where my true colors show i don’t want you to know
if you text me i’ll say i’ll be right there fosho but i never respond cuz my brain moving slow from

[CHORUS]
an e-girl named emma turned me down from the start
she got me caught in my feelings then she tore me apart
this e-girl named emma put my soul in a bag
then lit that shit on fire and threw it into the trash
X4

~i’ll never be good enough for you
~don’t say it’s not fucking true
~i’ll never be good enough
~i’ll never be anything

an e-girl named emma

prod. trechor boy
cover art: trechor boy
thanks @sinxi for the sick guitar melody go follow him

[EVERY DAMN DAY IS THE SAME]

LYRICS:
im so fuckin sick and tired of always feeling nothing
suisai and erisu is what im always bumping

strapped in the back of a sedan
i dont really want to talk about it need to sit down cuz
all of my emotions went and left me fucking stranded
packed all my bags real quick now
going on a trip im never coming back see how ive
become every single thing i said i fucking hated

i feel so on top of the world, but im wasted
every damn day is the same, cannot take it
i am at the edge of extinction, just face it
my entire being hurts, i wont make it

im so fuckin sick and tired of always feeling nothing
suisai and erisu is what im always bumping

strapped in the back of a sedan
i dont really want to talk about it need to sit down cuz
all of my emotions went and left me fucking stranded
packed all my bags real quick now
going on a trip im never coming back see how ive
become every single thing i said i fucking hated

i feel so on top of the world, but im wasted
every damn day is the same, cannot take it
i am at the edge of extinction, just face it
my entire being hurts, i wont make it
(2x)

wasted

prod/mix/master/feat/art: @trechorboy

i never learned how to focus on the truth
you never taught me how to make it through
this life is nothing but an endless pit 
just drag me down
i always think of all the shit i put you through 
the past is in the past but i owe u a-r-e 
not meant for me
maybe this wasnt meant to be

you had that fast car brain and from the looks of it
you got me fucked up every time i visited it
we always talked all night 
hitting up my phone
every time i found myself alone
stop…
think about it for a second now
why would i hide my face?
somehow my confidence is none existent 
the rate at which i dodge; consistent

i never learned how to focus on the truth
you never taught me how to make it through
this life is nothing but an endless pit 
just drag me down
i always think of all the shit i put you through 
the past is in the past but i owe u a-r-e 
not meant for me
maybe this wasnt meant to be

the truth

✨EVERY DAY IS JUST 24 HOURS OF ME TRYING NOT TO KILL MYSELF✨

prod/mix/master/feat/cover: @trechorboy

i feel emotionally drained 
what am i here for?
it's 3am and pouring rain 
i'm standing at your cellar door
the shawtys that i like just simply never like me back
and you really still ask me why i dress in all black...

i had my hand on her throat 
with a slice on my wrist 
my heart raced
like the first time that we kissed
she told me she never imagined it would end up like this
cuz i'm a fuckin masochist 
when the days fly by,
to be awake is a chore
i used to have real feelings but not anymore
all the dopamine and serotonin drained from my brain
the only thing to search for now is pain

i can’t feel a thing
break caskets when i sing
it hails glass shards outside 
i fade into the night
(2x)

YOU FUCKING LEFT ME STRANDED ON MY OWN AGAIN
FUCK TONIGHT
I GUESS IT DOESN'T MATTER, NOTHING LASTED IN THE END
FUCK
GOODBYE

i had my hand on her throat 
with a slice on my wrist 
my heart raced
like the first time that we kissed
she told me she never imagined it would end up like this
cuz i'm a fuckin masochist 
when the days fly by,
to be awake is a chore
i used to have real feelings but not anymore
all the dopamine and serotonin drained from my brain
the only thing to search for now is pain

i feel emotionally drained 
what am i here for?
it's 3am and pouring rain 
i'm standing at your cellar door
the shawtys that i like just simply never like me back
and you really still ask me why i dress in all black...

MASOCHISTIC, NIHILISTIC.

prod/mix/master/cover @trechorboy
feat. @trechorboy + @nicoteenninyo

TRECHOR BOY:
she said she never really cared about me
wasting my time maybe
fuck all that shit
hypocrite 
doesn’t even come close to the way i think of you 
can’t you see 
there's something wrong with me
incapable of love
im never good enough 
but
(X2)

turns out i really wanted this shit 
i had the confidence to make moves with it so 
i went and got my bag 
all i had 
was you
fast forward four years on the timeline 
i woke up and realized all the online shit won’t help
and i still hate myself 
fuck

NICOTEEN NINYO:
is he as warm as me, holdin u on a cold night?
does he say i love you cuz it just feels right?
yeah im gone and ur okay but maybe u wont be in a couple of days
listen to the words u say
does he make u smile like me?
cuz

i only say i love you when we break up
i only say i need u when we cant make up
ill only ever call if im drunk enough
to say the things i never said
tryin to force this new girl down my throat
but it just makes ur taste in my mouth worse
i wish i could say i believe u
i wish i could fucking hate you

~i wish i could fucking hate you
i wish i could fucking hate you~

~i wish i could love just like you
i wish i could love like you do~
(X2)

LOVE/HATE

trechor boy x nicoteen ninyo - LOVE/HATE

this is my life

prod by @trechorboy
cover art by @trechorboy

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

the seasons change 
& its getting colder
my mind is the same
but im getting older
piece of shit 
20 something
low life bitch
if i was incarcerated
i would prolly snitch
i had a dream 
last night
where everything
was just alright
i woke up
in regret
that my life 
hadn’t ended
all quite yet

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

i searched for a reason to not kms & found nothing.

LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
STAYING AWAKE EVERY NIGHT
SUICIDE IS ON MY MIND
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS 
CUTTING WHILE I BLEED TO DEATH
MASTURBATE THEN GO TO BED
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
OOOWEEE
WHY DO I EVEN TRY?
I JUST WANNA DIE
OOOWEEE
IM ABOUT TO CRY
IM TRAPPED INSIDE MY MIND

LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
A BURDON ON EVERYONE
I JUST STOLE A FUCKING GUN!
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS
DRESSING IN BLACK EVERY DAY
I DONT GOT MUCH ELSE TO SAY 
LITERALLY MY LIFE IS 
OOOWEEE
YOU FUCKING KIDDIN ME?
IM ON THE TV
OOOWEEE
SEARCH PARTY
YOULL NEVER FIND ME!

LITERALLY, MY LIFE!

~i was bullied in school for being different.
~they called me a fag but i wasn't phased.
~im just a femboy. 
+FUCK UR HOMOPHOBIA BITCH+

prod/mix/mast: @trechorboy
feat. @erisucult

TRECH:
i could leave ya
breathless 
face down in the dirt
remmy 20 gauge shot
i put the cobain in kurt
lemme
dress up 
like a b!tch in a skirt
cross dress but trech gets the girls for sure
you told me:
‘why the fuck you do that?’
& ‘nice outfit, fag.'
& ‘ill proceeded to vomit out words u hate’
damnit 
this femboy aint fuckin with ur mental
i'll get joy when im fuckin up ur temple
crop tops
in my drop top
with this dental grill
but the shawty giving me sloppy top is complimental
im more pretty than your bitch will ever be
ur just jealous you'll never look like me
.
.
.

ERISU:
they call me a faggot and a homo but i’m fucking your girl 
she sold her soul to me just 2 get her toes 2 curl
he told me:
‘why the fuck you do that?’
&
‘nice outfit, fag.' 
& i’ll proceed fuck on your girl on my onlyfans..
punch a bitch in the mouth if you hate me!
strapp3d up wit the teki,
2 clips will make you fucking bleed... 
yeah!
looking pretty,
don’t you fucking drown!
i’m studd3d 2 my wrist slit,
Kuai Liang, im iced out-
and i’ll rock a fucking dress
and i’ll rock a fucking skirt
i’ll wear anything i wanna fuckin wear you little 
whore!!
you on some 
fuck-shit,
fuck-bitch!!!!
punk bitch,
suck dick!!!
make-ups LIT!!
you cunt, shittt!!
pretty femboi in this bitch 
yeah i don’t need to say shit
if i wanna be a fucking cat boy 
let me be it bitch 
I DONT NEED UR SHIT OPINION 
YOU DONT GOTTA SAY SHIT
CLOSE YOUR STUPID FUCKING MOUTH 
B4 these pumps up UP ON YOUR NECK
.
.
.

TRECH:
BREATHLESS FACE DOWN IN THE DIRT
I SAY I NEVER GIVE A FUCK
BUT OVER TIME WORDS HURT
HOLY FUCK I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
ALL THE LAUGHING AND STARES
STFU LIL WHORE
WHAT?
YOU'VE NEVER SEEN GUY IN DRAG?
IM SO SICK AND FUCKING TIRED OF BEING CALLED A FAG
YOUR BULLSHIT SHOWS THE TRUTH UNDERNEATH
ILL RIP UR MOTHER FUCKING BALLS OFF WITH MY TEETH

FEMBOY (feat. Erisu)

WELCOME 2 SAINT WRLD!
*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)'･
PROD/MIX/MAST: @trechorboy
FEATURING: @erisucult

YUNG TRECH THE PROD GOD:
they call me shaye saint
steady stackin up heavy lately
the underground screen queen
hit up macy’s
kiki always by my side, she my A team
its a daydream
wire therapy 
drip drop drip
in the washroom
skin tape 
what i sip
u better bet believe im up in this bitch
and when ur eyes locked in its an acid trip

elastic spastic fantastic 
im boolin by myself
although im covered in plastic, im manic and need help
i fade away 
in the day
till the night time
is when the wire therapy will make it alright
im in my own world
kiki my homegirl
she know what’s up & never talks back
+saint wrld!
.
.
.
ERISU DELPHINE:
she calls me shaye st.
i told that bitch 2 do the “HAND THING “ 
lil kiki broke her wrists on my balmainZ 
BEST believe u bust IT DOWN 
GIMMIE me “THAT GOOD BRAIN” 
LET THE BL00D RAI-i-N-N-N-N!! 
wire therapy 
i drIP drop drip 
in the washroom 
SKIN TAPE ON MY LIPS 
you know me & trech up in dis bitch 
and if UR JAWS BROKEN KITTY CANDY YOU’LL MISS ;((
.
.
.
YUNG TRECH THE PROD GOD:
i call her shaye saint!
cuz they say
she so moves godly!
street walking 
you’ll be stopping for selfies!
kiki hovering around in my driveway!
like its broadway !

wire therapy

wire therapy (feat. Erisu)

producer. 🦇

Reaching out from the depths of Eau Claire, Wisconsin, 24 year old self-taught and produced artist Trechor Boy defies genres and pushes the boundaries of modern emo, electronic, and rap music through his incredibly unique and highly produced instrumentals, featuring raw and unfiltered lyrics that truly speak to the human condition. 

With humble beginnings in the EDM and Dubstep scene, Trechor Boy takes inspiration from artists such as Skrillex, Getter, and Rickyxsan, melding these influences in production with his sullen and visceral vocal performances. 

After the well received release of 'Femboy', featuring vocals from Erisu, Trechor Boy has returned with his debut 13 track album 'A Mortician's Guide to Decomposition', featuring artists such as Fran$e, SuiSai, and Nova Garden. Highlighted in this project are solemn confessions of a deeply troubled adolescent held up high for all to see by dark yet eloquently crafted instrumentals, dealing with topics such as addiction, depression, solitude, and death. 

Proving himself to be a lethal force ready to take over any scene with his experimentally bleak yet long-honed style, Trechor Boy continues to revolutionize and breathe new life into the musical ecosystem as we know it, and shows no sign of stopping.

Instagram @trechorboy
Twitter @trechorboy
contact: trechorboy@gmail.com

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