i got yo shit in my backpack i aint crap dat

@reject333
@not-a-fucking-hero

maybe im not good enough
for you to gimme all ur love
i rly miss ur fuckin touch
so ima let out all my blood

dont take the knife away from me
there aint a point in savin me
my current state youd hate to see
so ill just end it hastily

ur make believe
i dont wanna be what u make me to be
and i dont wanna dissapoint my family
but this whole damn time nobody was there for me

so ill go


dont really wanna go but i know i cant stay
in the back of my mind voices takin their place
everybody linin up for the start of the race
when i hear the gunshot i cant keep the same pace

take a 9 millimeter to the side of my face 
so i dont have to sit here and count down the days
take a chunk of my flesh just to get you a taste
when i die fuckin happy ill be a disgrace

and i dont want my legacy to go to waste
so the fame and immortality is what ima chase
but everything i want is stuck behind a lens painted grey
i cant make out the faces cant make out the shapes 

[popularreject:]
baby im not good enough 
for you to even give a fuck 
my hands are tied 
my wrists are cut 
and ima drain out all my blood
you arent where youre supposed to be
you belong here close to me 
and ive been thinking overly 
you arent where youre supposed to be 
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
smoking so much i fill my chest up
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
babygirl jus-

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

disgrace

disgrace w/ popularreject (hero)

ｎｏ　ａｉｒ，　ｂｕｔ　ｓｏｍｅｈｏｗ　ｉ　ｂｒｅａｔｈｅ　ｔｈｒｏｕｇｈ

prod by my guy @solofttt
fucking love you all.
more on the way
stay strong
take care; drink water
try to get some rest.
thank you for being here

too much
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways

that's the price that i'll pay
not to be overcome by my emotions
a hallow frame, left to be hung on it's own
where nobody'll noticed it's changed
feel that pain of your confusion
and just turn it into music
orchestrations of my patience
retrospective-made illusions

just be cautious not to lose it
'cause some bitch said something stupid
trust me, god i know it hurts
but know your worth and keep on moving
somewhere in the sky
just go outside and raise your head
there's reclusive ways to cleanse yourself
without this constant dread
but this toxin's running deeper
i don't know how long i'll last
i misplaced my faith with hatred
as i'm staring down the glass
i ain't hitting you up like i know you (but i do)
but i'm up a few notches, i'll understand
'cause the past, it haunts you (it does)
i try to reach out, but i got ghost hands

felt too much
now i don't feel enough
felt too much
i may have dove a little deep in the ocean
for my lungs,
couldn't handle the pressure that they had been holding
y'all folding, but i'm focused
honestly i feel omnipotent
only when i get my hands on the potion
or i'm broken, i'm not joking
but maybe if i break daylight, then i'll get shit done
and i'll feel alright
with a tone so stale there was no real cry
on a blood-stained trail, we still bleed overnight
fuck, i bet that you feel it again
incisions embellish your skin
and now you're all alone again
deprived of the people you thought were your friends
i made a couple calls, did they go through?
it ain't fair, i really don't wanna miss you
take care, i'll be blowing on tissues
no air, but, somehow i breathe through
it's 4 in the morning, my guardian's snoring
i'm sorry i lied, i've been sippin away
i'd make me some porridge, but puke it by morning
the cycle is horrid, but i ain't complain

indefinite pain ain't just part of my day
it's been shrouding my brain
like a vulturous gate
this shit's an escape
i'm always afraid
of being locked out of my own mental state
try not to run away just yet, i feel you
breaching my skin, for the meantime

too much 
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways
(anyways)

woodworks [prod. soloft]

@heylog @oc 

// geist
say you’ll change
words are worthless
baby you’re a fake
and i’m not for it
snakes stay in the lake
so go join them
don’t talk to me
i’m not your friend
darling

can’t stand to hate myself
need to fix my health
so i put the bottle down
and hit the gym instead
you gave it all for wealth
how do you face yourself?
you’re so caught up in your media
it’s so unwell

i don’t want to see your face
i swear show up and you will die.
put that bitch back in her place
can’t tell her ego from her pride
love to talk about your problems
but your life is such a lie
you’re not fooling anybody
swear to god i meant goodbye

// heylog
i was not afraid to tell her that she was being delusional
cause all her little friends just encourage her to be a hoe
well it's not hard to find someone who isn't modest
and with that i feel my brain slowly rotting
don't know why you gotta constantly talk over me
i used to let that go, now i say shut up when i speak
it's like you never have respect for anything i say
you try to lead me on, i can't be weak
i can't be weak

spotify

weak w/ heylog [oc]

prod. @trechorboy
supporting vocals @horoshavibes

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Lyrics:
i been lurking since the break of dusk
up contemplating us
like the reaper i sink even deeper 
to think i’ll be weaker in six months time
i made a plan like we discussed
wrote apologies for thus
a disease or an itch
i want neither
so light up a reefer
and say goodbye

a self inflicted heart attack
popped Azithromycin pack
i drank myself to death & back
but unfortunately imma stay this time

ill fucking snap my neck
no closure
no need to fix this mess 
its over
my cause of death: deceit exposure 
im surfing a landslide 

you took my health away and threw it out
im on display
i’ll show you how i got this way
but first i need to take my life tonight cuz

i been lurking since the break of dusk
up contemplating us
like the reaper i sink even deeper 
to think i’ll be weaker in six months time
i made a plan like we discussed
wrote apologies for thus
a disease or an itch
i want neither
so light up a reefer
and say goodbye

you took my health away and threw it out
im on display
i’ll show you how i got this way
but first i need to take my life tonight cuz

i never thought it would end this way
but my bones are here to stay
if its a visit you’d like to pay

Euthanasia

SPOTIFY

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guitar @sinxi
supporting vocals: @horoshavibes

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Lyrics:
its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’
huh?
vitals go thumpin’
“hold on and relax”
“when the xanax comin’?”
this shit kinda suck
and for what?
for nothin’.
i do not deserve 
this shit room im hung in

its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’

im stuck so far away from all the action 
fuck my passion 
yuh
would down about anything for a chance at satisfaction
so fuck the fame
you can suck it dame
i blow Os from my contraption
you faggots lame
we are not the same
i get off from your reaction

and just like maroon 5 i wasted all my nights on payphones and screwdrivers
hoping i survive her
panic caught up to me
RIP yours truly 
i dont know anything when i unfasten 
yeah

its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’
huh?
vitals go thumpin’
“hold on and relax”
“when the xanax comin’?”
this shit kinda suck
and for what?
for nothin’.
i do not deserve 
this shit room im hung in

what the fuck?
im paranoid and seething
call the doc
because i really cant tell if im breathing
oh my god
oh my god 
it creeps again
something you’ll never comprehend
i have to power though all of this torment 

its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’
huh?
vitals go thumpin’
“hold on and relax”
“when the xanax comin’?”
this shit kinda suck
and for what?
for nothin’.
i do not deserve 
this shit room im hung in

its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’
huh?

Delirium Tremens

out everywhere <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/3yrYYfxULnZ1xz344uKbUB?si=c0df62a5705445d0

lyrics:
I dont know I dont know what they want 
I walk out with a mask, and they bleed,  
I dip from the scene they will never know its me 
and im not moving towns, bitch im moving overseas  
I think im the reason ur in love w drugs 
I admit it, didn’t mean it, its just love 
how many thoughts I had of this city falling down?

and I did not mean this gotta secret can u keep it?

Please don’t tell a soul like baby I mean this

im so fucking high all the time I can’t think straight

I don’t feel a thing anymore, I’m so stuck

I commit these sins just for what, only karma

I try fix myself but lately I don’t wanna

and I smoke this blunt put 35 now I’m stoned yea

scene [ushanka boy]

@yuumu2k told me to drop so i did..
vocals, prod, mix, master by me yada yada yada

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LYRICS:

all the faggots to the mutherfuckin left say hell yeah!
(hell yeah!)
if yous a bitch who done gave me neck you can rope that!
(go home man!)

yea what u know about me?
done busted balls like im Miley
yea
dont think you’ll ever fucking find me
im running from my wrongs
yea
like i could never be the one again
how you ripped open my abdomen
far too gone to fucking tell whats wrong with me

been swinging my machete im ready to drop bombs
if i follow you to hell, so what?
ye i been riding round town with the stick out pop me a Prope so i dont throw up
i feel like Julia from Hinge
ghost a bitch and then i binge
buckshot to the face
look away
yea i dont wanna make amends
tell your coke head friends
they can fucking burn in LA
all you fucks are Splashgvng 2.0
slinging meat on X but beats will get sold
whats a music scene without some pedos?
yall make me sick...

yea what u know about me?
done busted balls like im Miley
yea
dont think you’ll ever fucking find me
im running from my wrongs
yea
like i could never be the one again
how you ripped open my abdomen
far too gone to fucking tell whats wrong with me

yea what u know about me?
done busted balls like im Miley
yea
dont think you’ll ever fucking find me
im running from my wrongs
yea
like i could never be the one again
how you ripped open my abdomen
(how you ripped open, im gone)
far too gone to fucking tell whats wrong with me
(DONT FUCKING FUCK WITH ME)
dont fucking fuck with me

PHANTOM OF THE OPP, BRUH

PHANTOM OF THE OPP, BRUH.

NEXT SONMG WILL FEATURE THE DIGERIDOO FUCK YU ALL 2K25 IS CANCELLED I stay NOT GIVIN A FUCGGKKKk
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LYRICS:

(TRECH)
i got yo gift in my back pack
i aint wrap dat
try to ruin my life and you’ll see
dat jit pathetic
i said it
turned his death into my fetish
havin visions of kicking in teeth
so where u at?
i jus wanna talk back
aint no need to drop knee
dont keep low-key
da way yo bitch did
was suckin on my lipton
poured my a fat mug of dat spiked chia tea

i got yo gift in my back pack
i aint wrap dat
try to ruin my life and you’ll see
dat jit pathetic
i said it
turned his death into my fetish
havin visions of kicking in teeth
so where u at?
i jus wanna talk back
aint no need to drop knee
dont keep low-key
da way yo bitch did
was suckin on my lipton
poured me a fat mug of dat spiked chia tea

cuz i can read yo mind like a psychic
all y'all fuck bois act so tough
when u was ten heard yo daddy fightin
now u hide behind his bluff
u won't pass dat junk to me trickin' bitch
imma slap u in yo place
don't get flashbacks of his dick on yo lip when i shank u in yo face

(BLADEHEART)
your life counterfeited
you wont do shit
but u claim to have attachments fitted
long release no attack
empty drums up from the sky
i see you fallin from yo high
i cleave yo left hand
cant claim to worship devils on the sly
feelin boxed in
keep it lowkey
cus i been snortin rocks in
sippin tea
cus im stayin fuckin locked in
i got them 223s they flyin out the casing
way too crowded in this bitch ima displace it

(TRECH)
i got yo gift in my back pack
i aint wrap dat
try to ruin my life and you’ll see
dat jit pathetic
i said it
turned his death into my fetish
havin visions of kicking in teeth
so where u at?
i jus wanna talk back
aint no need to drop knee
dont keep low-key
da way yo bitch did
was suckin on my lipton
poured me a fat mug of dat spiked chia tea

TEETH

TEETH. (feat. bladeheart)

@notcursed :D

it’s so cold, gotta grab my winter coat, 
I’m alone, it’s just me and the snow, 
I like it though, there’s trouble up in paradise,
it’s petty right, you live a life that’s full of lies

how hard I try, how hard I try I still gon die, 
it’s my now my time I vanish up into the sky, 
I lie right here, I lie right here waiting for you,
hold me tight, hold me tight before I die, 


you think there’s hope but the walls are just closing, 
don’t hold them open ur too weak it’ll crush u, 
and when it’s over I hope that you’ll know this, 
all that you wanted was a bit of closure 

before I die, I will write,
A letter to you, explaining everything that’s on my mind,
if you won’t read please keep it I know another time, 
all the love just dies, i dont know why i try

notcursed:

i wanted to help but i can’t get through
i’ll keep you warm, though you tell me not to
i like you though, i’ll keep you close, hold me here
hold back my tears, i feel too much and i adore
you
trust when i say i’m not gonna hurt you
turn to ice when you’re not there to turn to

keep the letter i can see the light
you’ll be alright, you’ll be alright, i’ll hold you tight

i know there’s hope
though the walls are still closing
just take me with you
your hand i’m still holding

don’t let go
now is not your time
i’m glued to you
we are intertwined 


winter coat w/ notcursed [irby]

[sendflowrs]
and as the cold came, it didn’t feel right
on my deathbed i pray for your warm soft kiss
these angels they lay next to me and calm it 
i don’t think i really loved you baby if i’m honest 

and in my resting place, keep the seal tight
cus i would raise all the dead for you if you wanted
i would purge these dark woods with a bow and harness 
just cut out my heart whenever u want it 

[nevermadeithome]

You’re not where i need you
When i sleep at night
My lungs are so hard to breathe through 
My throats so tight 
You’re pretty like the pleiades
I mesmerised just by your eyes
I can’t seem to look at you 
Your hue and glow just seem so bright

Sleeping at night in your gown wear 
Swim the sea
Kill the king just to be there 
Bring your coat because its cold where  we‘re leaving 
Hold my hand baby this is the deep end


[sendflowrs]
on my grave 
in native tongue under my name 
is a phrase that says
“the one i love will always get away”
guess it never changes
no matter how much i sit and pray
for a better day
i’ll always be the one that rots away 
call me anyway
call me when you’re home or MIA
call me when you’re sad
when you’re feelin down or feel ok
call me everyday
call me fuckin now before i tear my face 
maybe you would love me more if i would finally get in shape 

[blaidd]
Stack my chips up high like I'm all in
Fall in love with your face in the morning
All this hate in the way had me bawling
But now I got you 
Your love was the only thing to prove
This world is nothing without you 
Now i find myself with nothing left to do 
But I came back from a business trip 
I Wanna go home cause I miss my *beep*
If I stay longer I just might flip
I wanna go home to the softest lips

starlight (feat. nevermadeithome + blaidd) (prod. flesh + jolst)

PINTUS - COMA / 2019 / MASIK'S - Кома

producer. 🦇

Reaching out from the depths of Eau Claire, Wisconsin, 25 year old self-taught and produced artist Trechor Boy defies genres and pushes the boundaries of modern emo, electronic, and rap music through his incredibly unique and highly produced instrumentals, featuring raw and unfiltered lyrics that truly speak to the human condition. 

With humble beginnings in the EDM and Dubstep scene, Trechor Boy takes inspiration from artists such as Skrillex, Getter, and Rickyxsan, melding these influences in production with his sullen and visceral vocal performances. 

After the well received release of 'Femboy', featuring vocals from Erisu, Trechor Boy has returned with his debut 13 track album 'A Mortician's Guide to Decomposition', featuring artists such as Fran$e, SuiSai, and Nova Garden. Highlighted in this project are solemn confessions of a deeply troubled adolescent held up high for all to see by dark yet eloquently crafted instrumentals, dealing with topics such as addiction, depression, solitude, and death. 

Proving himself to be a lethal force ready to take over any scene with his experimentally bleak yet long-honed style, Trechor Boy continues to revolutionize and breathe new life into the musical ecosystem as we know it, and shows no sign of stopping.

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Twitter @trechorboy
contact: trechorboy@gmail.com

TEETH. (feat. bladeheart)

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