DIFFERENT

made a potion in my room late past light
brewing sinister alchemy is my birth right
sip it slow cause the spirits in the bottle bite
and ive never seen those fuckers lose a single fight


I'm in tune with the magic
never sober anymore
I unravel the fabric
while you shut and lock the door 

im a wizard
and I love casting spells


and my robe's getting wet
wading through this mist
and the ghouls getting mad
cuz they cant get nona this
if the opps fly on me they gon get the magic stick
fairy dust in their nose
got their head in a twist 

drawing sigils on the backs of my eyelids
got my toungue melting on some chemical
test strips
coming up orange sunshine what a nice trip
mix n match with all these spells and im losing grip

wizard

Chainsaw Grrrl

Make the news

lyrics:

If god had wanted you to live he would not have created me

Slog out of bed and roll across the floor
I dreamt last night of seeing body horror
I'm all out of everything and feeling bored
I'm coughing like [redacted] and I want some more
I want some more, and I want some more

Turn on the TV any station
And the bombs will drop, of nuclear creation
It's a battle royale, with nation v. nation
And the train is leaving, hurry up they're waiting

You know me, I'm all unscrewed
You know me, I need some glue
You know me, I need therapy
You know what you would trust with me

Uncle Sam, won't you
Trust me with a firearm
Uncle Sam, I wouldn't do you any harm
Why don't you, why don't you
Trust me with a firearm
I can be trusted with firearms

Every day I'm more excited inching ever closer
And I'm so delighted, because soon they'll
Give me my Damocles and
I can bring it down with ease on
Any unsuspecting enemy
Be red green blue or purple team
It just does not matter to me

I'm a product, and you made me
Feeding garbage to millions of teens
And we're growing around it like weeds
Through a sidewalk, till they're ready to burn
We're ready to spree

i can be trusted with firearms :D

lyrics:

The table's stacked with shades
I'm tryna haggle up and sell my double number spades
But this guy knows his shit, yeah
He knows how to fucking play
The chips are in the pot
One of us has gotta pay

In deep, and I can't fold
Why do they treat you so cold?
They're spitting lies that might be true
I bet that I can't fold on you

I don't mind when I'm losing with you
Cause you act like a kid that I once knew
I'm a googly eye and you're the glue
We stick together but I'm still prettier than you
I guess I get why you're so well hated
But I'm chilling like a gradient, faded
On the same spectrum, halfway braindead
Only mean love towards you when I say this

In deep, and I can't fold
Why do they treat you so cold?
They're spitting lies that might be true
I bet that I can't fold on you

The stakes are in the sky
I'm looking up and thinking that I might have to learn to fly
Cause when I'm falling I don't even wanna start to try
And no one gets it but I know you feel it all the time
And that's why I blame it on the bad luck
And the bad foundation to your construct
Maybe I'm wrong to give you any trust and
Maybe I'm just fucking my life up

cant fold on you

lyrics:

The wood grains swirl into my fingertips
And surf across my skin
And I can smell the air that knows it's tricks
And sends my head flying

I'm reaching out you fill my bowl
Done this all before
And I don't mind
So pack it up

I'm locked on the couch and I'm watching family guy funny moments
Always stuck in a slouch so I can't keep my fucking focus
Is it 4:20 yet? yeah it's daylight savings, don't you know this?
Need the magic in my life, half my paycheck's for that hocus pocus
Call me any name you like but me and my slimes gon' stay toking

We can play anything
I'm down for whatever so we could talk forever
You don't know what you mean to me
Cause when we're all together I feel that I've found treasure
In every single crevice that I never even looked
It's building up a tether to my brain and I'm hooked
The sense of familiarity makes me sane
So all I wanna do is sit and home and play our games all day
But my willpower flunked out
Dropping all my grades
On the path to e-sports, lay it in the grave
Rather sit at home all day and play our games
Rather sit at home all day and play our games

I'm reaching out you fill my bowl
Done this all before
And I don't mind
Pack it up

I hit it till it blink 3 times then it's done right hold that shit
I'm rolling in to class with my eyes like kunzite, glowing pink
I'm a goddamn prodigy, high score midterm, zooted kid
Everything fake disassociate, fuck it, bad trip
But I know what can help at a time like this, lemme fix it

We can do anything
Let's drive across town please tell me that you're down cause
You don't know what you mean to me
I'm a king without a crown when nobody's around
When nobody's around

One Thousand Bowls

i know you need some time but i don't need some time to realize you're perfect to me
i hope you change your mind cause it would be really convenient since we talk about a lot of stuff
i never felt this way before except for all the times i swore that i fell so in love
i really think it's different now i really like when you're around it makes me happy

i know you're really lonely even though you said the opposite
none of this would matter if you'd only let me hold your hand
i'd kiss you all the time and it would be really romantic
we'd take selfies together and we'd post it all on instagram

lalalalalaa lalalala alallalala

i know that you're not ready for a serious relationship but i think that's really dumb
i'm cooler than your exes and and im smarter and im hotter, yeah i'm really such a special boy
our friends call you a narcissist but i think that they're full of it, you have my total trust
remember that one time i helped you with that thing you're going through, you owe me your affection

i know you're really lonely even though you said the opposite
none of this would matter if you'd only let me hold your hand
i'd kiss you all the time and it would be really romantic
we'd take selfies together and we'd post it all on instagram

ooooooooo ooooooooo ooooooo ooooooo

im going to kill myself if you don't date me

I see the scars on your thighs
Your dead body super hypnotized
Magic spells complicating my thoughts
Overwhelmed why'd you leave me like that?
You left me like that that
You left me like that you left me like that
Like that like that

Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide
Oh oh, start of winter suicide

winter suicide (xo_willow cover)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4ynFu3W3EAJjPsTJQezIXB?si=43b5074ba9f84f0c

the jen song

https://open.spotify.com/track/4s6JzKlGJFLAeUXxZP8JBx?si=2f2efaf8701c4e8a

I sin for you
what is this thing
that we have here
you think you're really that cool

its my birthday
im on the edge of my seat
im waiting 
nobodys comin for me

am i ugly 
why dont you miss me
why wont you kiss me
why wont you love me anymore

I sin for you
what is this thing
that we have here
you think you're really that cool

this is what you are untitled

Full body excitement 
My Nerves are heating up 
Your Splitting atoms 
Underneath my skin
It really hurts

So hold my hand before I go under
Kiss my face before you see 
Vulnerability 
Im sorry you see me this way

Biopsy lethargy  
Please cut me up 
primal discomfort
please shut off my frontal lobe

So hold my hand before I go under
Kiss my face before you see 
Vulnerability 
Im sorry you see me this way
So hold my hand before I go under
Kiss my face before you see 
Vulnerability 
Im sorry you see me this way


AMORPHOUS

hell yeah

cry 4 help

hate myself

i fucked up the project file but here is what remains

close your eyes
dont look at me
you'll be terrified
im so fucking ugly

when i walk along the street
people think its halloween
im so fucking ugly

i've never kissed a girl Before
i know that they're all just laughing at me
hide my face behind my hands
and the tears start running down
im so ugly

oh
yes it's true
well
is it to you
you hold my wicked face and say its ok
you say that you really like it
that i look like something monstrous

close your eyes
dont look at me
you'll be terrified
im so fucking ugly

when i walk along the street
people think its halloween
im so fucking ugly

i've never kissed a girl Before
i know that they're all just laughing at me
hide my face behind my hands
and the tears start running down
im so ugly

you say it doesnt matter to you
well i say that it fucking matters to me
how do you not get it
you're a stupid fucking bitch
i dont wanna be a ghoul for the rest of my fucking Life

it'll never get better
so i'll stay home forever
IM SO FUCKING BLACKPILLED




Ugly

you kiss my open sores, love soaking through my pores 
i've lived a thousand lives, this one is my demise
the day you leave my side, come thoughts of suicide
im riding shotgun in a car 
 going nowhere but we’re getting far

Substance abuse

nothing is real

rip watermark

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https://soundcloud.com/oragami-oragami/sets/misatocore-volume-2
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soundcloud.com/effemel
soundcloud.com/nonproductivecounseling

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