I see reminders everywhere I go
don't say hi and I wont say hello
Love is not something I’ve ever known
I know I will always be alone

Im alone
alone alone
alone
alone alone 
I’m all alone

I’ve never had anyone there to talk to
No brothers or sisters, no one to look up to
All the problems I have ever known
I’ve had to struggle with on my own

Im alone
alone alone
alone
alone alone 
I’m all alone

Alone

see me

keep it steady sick fuck. cold poke in the small of the back. turn around too quick and it snaps and your legs get weaker and the ground goes smack. shit goes black and you never get it back, you just pace around your room cuz youre never doing jack. took it through the ribs now youre hanging on a rack. losing everything i love, i dont wanna get it back cuz i never had a choice, i was held a knifepoint when you smiled at my laugh and got painted like a toy. i just wanna be your boy, i just needa hear your voice. need the comfort of the knife drowning out the scary noise. echos all around my bones. fucking all these stupid hoes, theyre too dull to spark the vein. i dont think they even know i cant live without the hate, i cant run without the race. help me through this shitty world, put me in my fucking place, you could make me scared straight. i can see it in your eyes, i dont wanna fucking die, i can still feel the cold and it makes me wanna cry. i dont wanna be the person i just wanna be the knife.

dated at knifepoint

Just like that everything sucks, 
when will I ever be enough?
To anyone on anything
Someone end my suffering 

Like a zombie I’m dead inside
A walking corpse, drifts his way through life

Just like that
My life is ruined 
And I don’t know what I will do

Like a zombie I’m dead inside
A walking corpse that drifts his way through life
Like a zombie I have no mind
A walking corpse that drifts his way through life

Dead Inside (feat. Krūeldëth)

I will be vindicated on this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0NelkaYnWA

Getting on a plane and flying out to New York
Got so hyped I took the whole week off of work
It was an even better show than Virginfest
It was where I saw this girl who stood out from the rest

She had found the scene through the songs on TikTok
Didn't say much 'cuz I really suck at small talk
She took my hands and smiled at me
Then we kissed and now I'm just a "V"

'Cuz I fell in love with a girl at Steakfest
She said \"hey,\" I told her I'm an incel autist 
She's so based, a femcel who's never had sex
Not like the other girls, I think it's clear
Can't wait to see her at the show next year
'Cuz I fell in love with a girl at Steakfest

I'm in Idaho and she's in New Jersey
Next time we meet I'm gonna fly her back with me
I can't believe this scene is gonna get me a wife
Steakfry's my wingman in the afterlife

'Cuz I fell in love with a girl at Steakfest
She said "hey," I told her I'm an incel autist 
She's so based, a femcel who's never had sex
Not like the other girls, I think it's clear
Can't wait to see her at the show next year
'Cuz I fell in love with a girl at Steakfest

And now she never talks to me at all, won't join my Discord calls
I'm so sick of e-dating
And next year I will get another chance, to maybe find romance
I'm so sick of e-dating

Gonna fall in love with a girl at Steakfest
She'll say "hey," I'll tell her I'm an incel autist 
She'll be based, a femcel who's never had sex
Not like the other girls, will be so clear
Can't wait to find her at the show next year
And I'll fall in love with a girl at Steakfest

With a girl at Steakfest
With a girl at Steakfest
(I'll never forget that night) with a girl at Steakfest
(I'll never forget that night) with a girl at Steakfest
(I'll never forget that night) with a girl at Steakfest
(I'll never forget that night) with a girl at Steakfest

(Song is a parody of Blink-182's "The Rock Show")

Girl At Steakfest (ft. Not The Proper Attire)

i never knew how to fit in
i always feel myself shaking
i never really ever felt right
they all know somethings wrong with me

i never asked to even be here
so many years and what do i get?
theres no point in getting a career
i dont want to be here anymore

feeling
(feeling so strange)
feeling
(im like no one)
feeling
like an alien

alien

and i knew it all along
your not the person you claim to be
cant say that im surprised
that you turned out to be a fraud

and i knew it
and i knew it
and i knew it
your not the person

you fucked my life up
never had i felt so dumb

to think that
i could fix
something so broken
but i was 
so wrong, so wrong, so wrong

wish that i could erase you 
all traces of you from my memory
but i cant, gotta move on
not sure what i can do
its too hard

i couldnt fix her

Eatshitdie

Sealab2021

didnt make this just posing music i like.

Trash 3

Silhouettes

yea sorry sometimes it goes loud on the second verse kinda its fucking bandlab I tried my best to fix
unless Its not bandlab and I'm retarded idk

[Verse]
I wake up andi  feel sad and gloomy 
I feel like I could put a knife right through me
But I have one more thing in mind there called my happy pills
There the only ones that help me feel 

[Chorus]
My happy pills 
Keep me from going down hill
My happy pills
Only thing that's real 

[Verse]
My day is going bad and that's ok
I got fired from my job cuz I'm always late
But none of that bothers me because of my pills 
Without these I would go downhill 

[Chorus]
My happy pills 
Keep me from going down hill
My happy pills
Only thing that's real

Happy Pills

nothing is real

rip watermark

soundcloud.com/techclub
https://soundcloud.com/oragami-oragami/sets/misatocore-volume-2
soundcloud.com/oragami-oragami/sets/misatocore-volume-1
soundcloud.com/effemel
soundcloud.com/nonproductivecounseling

dated at knifepoint

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