mayh3mp x capoxxo - iCarly

soul searching [hallow + yurms]

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

can’t take no more of your lies
i’ve been tryna find reasons why not to die
i don’t wanna decide
i jus wanna get high
yeah, i lust for the sky
put me into the ground, yea im tryna hide

my heart, yeah it’s colder than ice
got a bottle & im gonna sip it all night
can’t take no more of your lies
i’ve been tryna find ways to leave u behind

i can’t leave u behind
no matter how hard i try
rain it falls, falls from the sky
all our conversations dry

i’m jus tryna meet u in the middle
but you’re breakin’ all my bones
they’re brittle

yeah, you make me feel so fuckin’ little
you don’t even care
you jus call me mental

i jus write & i rhyme
do we fight all the time?
do i make you feel sad?
or do i get you high?

i said i wanted to die
then she told me goodbye
i guess we don’t see eye to eye

nothing here feel’s right anymore
i jus hide anymore
& i cry in the floor

i don’t wanna get high anymore
i jus died in your floor
we can’t go back to before

i can’t give you no luv anymore
you were the one i adored
but now i locked all my doors 

i been cryin’
there’s blood on the floor 
& a pain i’ll ignore
yeah, my heart, it’s so sore

hate me ‘til the end of your life
i know it’s all outta spite
i can’t do anything right
so jus leave me behind

break me baby, i’ll say im fine
although you shattered my spine
you’ve extinguished all light 
…i’ll jus die

spite

Tough choices with Scorpio and Mackk :)!

Lyrics below: 

(Vails)
I don’t think these meds are working as they should do 
Cus I’m still in pain, I still feel the same

drop the act, well I’ve tried too
I failed a thousand times tonight  
Trust me this an issue
even when I’m high as hell I still miss u 
keep a photograph close, pretend i could kiss u
holding it close
I really never let go 
so I don’t let go, but I still feel low 

I still feel the same
And rotting my brain 
The most intense pain 
Was i to blame

I dont think i was but ima take credit for it
Cus i cant shift the blame, i never wanted this shit 
But im left with it, guess ill deal with it 
Its not like i had a fucking choice to begin with 
Uh im not hating myslef because thats easy
And its not like anyone else could please me 
If things were differnet that believe me
It wouldnt  be so easy to defeat me 

But im going away for good
Wrapped the pain around me like a cloak 
i never knew if i should
But ive got good at learning how to cope

I don’t think these meds are working as they should do 
Cus I’m still in pain, I still feel the same

drop the act, well I’ve tried too
I failed a thousand times tonight  
Trust me this an issue
even when I’m high as hell I still miss u 
keep a photograph close, pretend i could kiss u
holding it close
I really never let go 
so I don’t let go, but I still feel low 

(Scorpio)

I feel like im dying and no I'm not being dramatic
I feel like I've been trying for what feels likes been ages
I'm not even crying cos the meds don't allow it
I cant stop myself hiding from all of their faces

stone cold rock you could call me onix
i might blast off maybe join team rocket
jumping out my socks run from my feelings like im sonic
turn up off the wall like vans if im honest

Ive never been good
At talking about my problems
I just take a puff
Until they’re all forgotten

Telling me she like me
Like im an option
Baby that’s unlikely
im barely worth a conversation

theres too many options
and too many tough choices
and if im being honest
i feel like im nothing

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Tough Choices (feat. Scorpio)

follow secre x jolst 

lyrics:
stay with me 
you are my home 
stay with me girl 
you are the soul, that i’ve always known

i just wrote you a letter 
(a letter) 
yea a letter
whenever you read it feel better
occasionally (occasionally)
yea, ima disaster 
ill have my shit together then ill lose it so much faster
i really hope that it doesn't change the way you look at me
i can't seem to maintain stability
i know i have, the capability
i know that, i know that

stay with me, you are my home (secre x jolst)

4x (okayypablo)

minding me (lil biscuit)

conjuring w/ JUT (lil biscuit)

FBL Manny - Night Thoughts (Unreleased)

High Bitch

боль

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