closed doors + jolst

looking for a reason (noah808 x rainn_god)

Nowadays I’m Sick (flesh + nihil)

bittersweet [jolst]

prod. by caspyy
https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr
https://soundcloud.com/pinkcasperr
https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

goin' ghost

goin' ghost - nvr nvmbr x p!nkcasperr x etai s0

lyrics:

hitting the nail on the head
melee on deck i don't play with no straps
i gotta run up my bread
i used to chill in the bando and trap

i peeped u been on some bullshit
i dont understand it 
you speaking Bulgarian
all of my homies be carrying
crossing you out
walk em down and they bury em

im breathing in toxic fumes
yo bitch is a witch 
ride my dick like a broom
u know when i walk in the room
the reaper following me into it too

lately i been on the move
maison margiela duct tape on my shoes
i had to cop something new
red bottom lou's on my way to the moon

Red bottom Loubs
Feels like I’m walkin on the moon
I’ll send my shotta through
Old skrap too hot, I bought a new

Old phone too hot, too many plays got all blue guap
Stack it up inna shoebox, nah, the safe, what the fuck you thought

They can hate on me all day
Foreign car race off, the jeans Balmain
Xanny, xanny, xanny, I sleep all day
In em panties, panties, panties

~

there's face on my computer screen
but its made of dirt
all i ever wanted was balenciaga shirt
all i ever wanted was the pain to just not hurt
i can't feel a thing 
im off cocaine and then a perc

getting high im on cloud 9
floating through time 
i'm a star 
how can i not shine?

this is our time, it's our time
X on my back this that off white
now im in the spotlight 
and its so bright
my futures so bright
i been spotting signs
from the universe 
i stay true to earth
baby what do you prefer

What do you prefer, backshots or you wanna ride it
3 Xans n 2 dem Percs, they kickin my ass, I’m still fightin
Goddamn I’m on Jupiter, can barely open up my eyelids
4gk, the coupe gon swerve, I’m the one who flew dem birds

I’m the one who made the pack land
Smoke a lil gas, then get off my ass n stack bands
Baby this that thraxx, Thraxx World, you smoke shawg grams
I don’t smoke half grams, 3 inside the slap, man

I’m wit Etai, shawty want some meat I- think I’ll let her eat mine
Book of Eli, got ski mask on me I- really needa free pint
These ain’t Levi’s, not even my jean size, I still rock em each time
These is Undercovers, I ain’t gon wear no rubber, jus cause she fine

Hop up inna spaceship, I’m wit my first day twins
Hop out n we swang sticks, give yo ass a face lift
Nah, that’s me, you ain’t him, exotic, I hate mid
Get that shit from round me, pull up Audi, brought the gang wit me

melee wpnz w/ yxvng jones (3th3r34l)

produced by buggy
lyric:

we built this house...
on the words that we left unspoken.
it's all crashing down...
cuz now it's all out in the open.

i watched you
burn that bridge.
you watched me 
sink too deep.
right now i feel paralyzed.
im horrified,
staring back at the man
that looks like me.

[intermission]

i watched you
burn that bridge.
you watched me 
sink too deep.
right now i feel paralyzed.
im horrified,
staring back at the man
that looks like me.

we built this house...
on the words that we left unspoken.
it's all crashing down...
cuz now it's all out in the open.

(urghhhh)
you thought that i would forget.
the silence inside of my head
replaced by the words that you said.
distort my desires they're not gonna stop till i'm
dead.

dead (x4)

we built this house...
on the words that we left unspoken.
it's all crashing down...
cuz now it's all out in the open.

i watched you
burn that bridge.
you watched me 
sink too deep.
right now i feel paralyzed.
im horrified,
staring back at the man
that looks like me.


house of the dead (+buggy)

prod. flesh

lyrics:
mic wrist strap 
and my passport
i don't wanna guess
i just take it as i
see more fly around like wii sports
tryna reconnect
i been on the sea floor
buttons all pressed
i ran out of breath
i ran out of breath
its rough on the edge for now
but i don't think i'll wreck
i'm fine with what i get
the fuck you gonna say
they're burning all the radio signals along the way
keep on telling myself the same shit
find different ways to arrange them
lines blur on the highway
i grip my head idk what
the fucks been going on
i got shifted to a later one
do i incinerate all i touch
walking towards a casualty
and i hope that you're proud of me


radio signals

lyrics:

life's so boring, it's raining, it's pouring
i know i could ignore it, i'm raging, i'm roaring
interrogation, how i feel, i'm not talking
i could be a great or i could sleep until the morning
call me kobe how i'm always going down
i'm numb to all the pain, been a while since i frowned
i could try and scream but you'll never hear a sound
i don't like this feeling, it's some shit i can't pronounce

as the day gets shorter, earlier i'm slaughtered
i'm surrounded by disorder
and you know i had to leave, even when i still adored her
wasted or sad, it's the latter or the former
if i get money then i spend it
they want me to live, but i really wanna end it
bless up, but this shit was not a blessing
i guess it's turning into shit that's like confessions
first off, i'm so bored
i'm being helped by this shit that i poured
it's gonna turn into a problem
i don't like problems, i don't wanna solve them
i'm always tired and i get no sleep
if mother knew about the shit i'm doing she would weep
it's my fifth time drunk in a week
i've got a beer in my hand right now while i speak

bored forever (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:

when is my life gonna end, like can it get any worse?
swerving my car round the bend, i should've bought me a hearse
i should've never had a friend cus in the end it only hurts me
i should've learnt to play it dirty
it's 11:30, i'm pouring up the lager
all this shit i'm doing, swear i disappoint my father
throw me in the derby, i'm making enemies with karma
every time they left me on the curb so i surround myself with armour

i'm in the field like a farmer
if i was american i'd tell you i have trauma
can't deal with immaturity surrounding drama
they dragged it on for so long, i got trauma from that
i'm not hot-headed, i prefer a korma
but i don't feel happy when backed into corners
i don't have money to possibly launder
i got a clean record, i'm normal for that
am i normal? i'm not normal
i'm a weirdo, why you acting formal?
i attract attention, that's why i'm immortal
why i gotta live for so long on this planet?
i'ma jump through the portal
i'ma call up my friends, let's do anything unlawful
i'm waking up every day feeling awful
if i died, would you feel awful? like

derby (prod. ninewaters)

you vandal (saves the day cover)

BOXGANG 📬
hollowbody 🕸️
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