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Beat by Decrept & Milodrama
Mixed by Crowz

living room (dercept + milodrama)

produced by uhoh
 engineered by @lightsleepr

did it 4real (uhoh)

produced by @2dgirlzz
engineered by @lightsleepr

fwm (ertu)

w/ @fleshgolem

first single off of the ep, 
happy bday fleshy

lyrics

[mæsk]
im worn, im worn
been wearing and my skin is all torn
but i feel alive, when in eye of a storm
i tip my hat off to those that can move on

she said lets go
well ur just going home
ima be drifting slow

she paddles out to sea to see i see her halo
i cant allow it, need to escape 
ill fuck u up, 
please just go back to where u came

depression i just battle it
im sinking on this battle ship 
steer till i cant battle shit
this is my own settlement
until im old, thats if im old

im holding on to rafts with no sign of a life boat
i know on this 1 i wont have time to grow

she sent a signal to me that i wasn’t alone
now urs to take 
all my flesh, yeah my skin and my bone

im outta time in this world im outta time 
and its just me by myself on this grind
and its time to let the pen down
write my final words coz im just out of time

[flesh]
so why is there still time to waste?
i'm still disoriented from the time the tidal wave came thru
cause i've been washed up, cleansed all the way thru
and i'll be damned if i'll be drowning cause of you
it's a process, that's what i tell myself 
inside my head its saw traps, i run with reason 
but i always tend to talk back, it's changing seasons
nearly autumn guess i'll fall apart in my room

i said let's go but i'm just going home
i wish that you'd come too, lay my fantasies out on the table
high seas, pulling me away
i went too far the tide is tryna steal my shame
i try to battle it, i swim but i'm just paddling
there's water in my lungs and i don't think i can handle it
i'll tip my boat, that i'll do
before i ever admit defeat to what i knew
before the life before me ever became true

signal w/ flesh golem (flesh x sunshowers)

gimme 1 more lie.... #clc

produced by guccig0th (@slptlk)
engineered & executive produced by @lightsleepr
art by @stale.co on insta

1more lie (guccig0th)

produced by @xangang-tm
engineered by @lightsleepr
art by @stale.co on instagram

pick it up w/ light sleepr (xangang)

about last nite...

lyrics

wait for me 
when th darkness comes
my heart still beats 
so u havent yet won

bae im looking out 
do u not hear me when i call
r things really that different 
i havent changed, not since last fall 

lock me in a cage, throw th key
sure you’d like that
coz every time i bring it up u all ways talk back
to me
baby 
this dont hav to be th last time 
can we take it back to last night
they dont fucking know about the words we’ve shared
so baby why the fuck u looking over there

uuuuhhhh fade in to the night
take another third at least ill tell u that i tried
but then the worst thing comes to mind
i knew that this would happen but i still let it fucking slide

no way its th worst thing that could do
no way, i held my peace and im not coming back to u
i gave it time so dont think id forget u 
i live my life like a ghost so should be thankful
that i got a use

last nite (flesh)

is there anyone home?

lyrics

[mæsk]

i cant listen to to u speak, gone and not coming back
she’s the one that fucked me up 
now she wanna blame her past now
feeling sloshed baby so u wanna talk now
i just needa stop 4 ur pushing me around

i should not
but now she in my arms
the face that look like heaven but behind 
its a ahhhhh
she calls my name like a saint
she fucked me up
but when in arms we can run it back

im running back on my own, dirt shoes
but she right on my neck to pay her dues
she said “i just hate it, i dont wanna make it if im not with you”
know ur on ur own on this one
but i can make it fun
my angel speaks, i wont listen
i think the horns have won

[flesh]
you can say you're sorry all you want know you dont mean it
you just wanted someone you could fuck and share your weed with
never really gave a shit about how i was feeling
im a hollow body to you none of it had meaning

hollow bodies w/ flesh golem (flesh x nihil空)

theres a lot, come take a seat

lyrics

spreading untrue words like a disease
baby can’t u see, or u still living in a dream
please dont blame urself now
that’s on me
that’s on me
that’s on me

this is us now 
u can stay or leave
j know they tryna mess up all we’ve come to be
they don even know how far we’ve come in reach
but i cant tell u, i did my part to save us, u gotta think for urself

its not ur fault 
the worst comes when th fakes invloved
all they do is take 
and i cant take it anymore

this right here is a way to escape 
so jus take my hand, b4 the wall starts to cave x2

prepare to jus move on
its alrite, im ok
maybe im too fucked rn 
to say everythings great

all night, offerings
triplin uh, and they forcin th sip
they wanna write my name on every cup
better urself or wanna have fun
who r u? i ask myself 
when depleting health
but then take my cup 
and then finish it up
ill try livin life

coz ion giv a fuck
like com take a seat
think too much 
so i barely sleep
ion talk a lot 
but i say too much when im feeling fucked
this what true friends would be tellin me

u right now needa look in th mirror 
this cant be th result of a destined disapearer

its not ur fault 
the worst comes when th fakes invloved
all they do is take 
and i cant take it anymore

this right here is a way to escape 
so jus take my hand, b4 the wall starts to cave

destined disappearer (flesh)

we got his cc
we going shopping
that boy wanna b me
i think he shld drop it
me n shawty tweakin off tha adderall
violation, i don't think im stoppin uh

we aint speakin rn
act like a bot n u wont evr find out
& ur bitch she treat u like a cash cow
we finnesed him out his racks until his credits maxed out!! x2

i ain feelin right evr since i kicked the cup
i lack empathy i dont rlly give a fuck
what did u expect
been catchin heat around the fuzz
that shit aint on me
homie thought he was in love
said "give up the card" if he wanna hold her hand
he said he dont mind cuz he got too many bands
actin like he dish, yea he always on demand
she burned all his statements like we fuckin planned
i got hella bands but dont rlly like to spend
he asked what we were and she told him we were friends
ha
i cant trust these hoes i guess
its a free forall n i always stay flexxed

quiet im watching my ipad!

we're not speaking right now (4am)

look at me w/ Jus (flesh + pekarot)

when u come back i wont b waiting
she my favorite drug im her favorite patient
u think its my loss u must b mistaken
i b sliding in this foreign like im fucking skating

walk up, wet em up, fuck a drive by
his bitch come to my crib her phone remember the wifi
30 rounds i dont need no fucking eyesight
bloodlust fill my body baby im ready to die tonight

she dont understand me like i talk in code
man down baby i wont ever make it home
glock tucked, run up, they gon find u cold
fill my body up w blues n fill my mouth w golds

thats how it goes spiraling out of control
somehow im always better off the less i know
live forever animate my body make me float
fueled by hatred baby i cant ever let it go

haunted by everything i wanted
at the edge of my reach, shes just taunting
insomniac, eternally exhausted
had the world in my palms but i lost it

bounce back i aint going out like that
i dont check the price i walk in n cop the rack
i got up i got off my ass n got a bag
hop up in the porsche n peel of like a fucking scab

when u come back i wont b waiting
she my favorite drug im her favorite patient
u think its my loss u must b mistaken
i b sliding in this foreign like im fucking skating

walk up, wet em up, fuck a drive by
his bitch come to my crib her phone remember the wifi
30 rounds i dont need no fucking eyesight
bloodlust fill my body baby im ready to die tonight

when u come back i wont b waiting
she my favorite drug im her favorite patient
u think its my loss u must b mistaken
u think its my loss u must b mistaken

scab (taurs x cell40 x gateway)

@owtiss 
@domerrz 
@arid 
@prodkirian 
@rewind214

COVER ART:
@maplekeurig
twitter.com/maplekeurig

[@owtiss]
would u wait for me
will u stay with me?
leave it all in the past
but i love when u laugh
in the rain dissapear
with the wind in my ears
when the weather is clear
i just rly need u here ;(

[@domerrz]
its not fair
im still rotting all alone, u not there
and im scared, you dont care
ive spent too much time alone
if i let you go i would drown again
the pressure on my chest just starts to cave right in
and I still miss the love from when you played pretend
tearing up my heart its gonna be hard to mend
just hold my hand again

[@arid]
acting like i really need u here
i know that the fogs not clear
im always searching its never working
i just really want u here
u cant tell me that its real cuz i know its fake
i still miss what we both had threw it all away
i know im healing until i break
i guess that ill feel it another way

need u here

SPOTIFY

owtiss, dom & arid - need u here (kirian & rewind)

nerves thru the roof...
 
⋆𐙚˖°⊹♡⋆𐙚˖°⊹♡⋆𐙚˖°⊹♡

featuring @shlain170 & @terastic
produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter!!!
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lyrics
candy paint on my whip
we was swerving
they call me petty
but i think that i deserve this
i gotta watch my back
somebody always lurking
don't say you want me back
don't care bout how i'm feeling :/

spending all this money's unappealing
but i can't stop
it's like i got something to prove
you say you miss me
but you treat me like a burden
i forgot my purpose 
when you said that we're through

paranoia let you eat my heart out
my body drops, i can't slow down
it didn't take too much to walk out
but you still come around when you're lonely
paranoia let you eat my heart out
my body drops, i can't slow down
it didn't take too much to walk out
but you still come around when you're lonely

@shlain170
didn't mean too much
did i say too little?
i been counting ever penny
but i'm stuck up in the middle
everything that i said
it's just gone right out the window
i can't leave this bed
can that girl just be my widow?

this isn't like you
i just wanted you back
yea my heads up above the water
i ain't cutting any slack
i've just been like hella tired
i ain't getting any rest
i feel like i'm under fire
i can't leave without my vest on

@terastic
put yo money where yo mouth is
you say you gon ride for me
but i really doubt it
looking for the answer
bitch i found it
took too many drugs
my head hurts, vision clouded

auuuueehhhh 😭
they wna talk too much
i can't trust a soul
you know i been thru too much
i guess it was all fake
it was never true love
tryna show me that you care
but you never did much

@hiseph
candy paint on my whip
we was swerving
they call me petty
but i think that i deserve this
i gotta watch my back
somebody always lurking
don't say you want me back
don't care bout how i'm feeling :/

spending all this money's unappealing
but i can't stop
it's like i got something to prove
you say you miss me
but you treat me like a burden
i forgot my purpose 
when you said that we're through

paranoia let you eat my heart out
my body drops, i can't slow down
it didn't take too much to walk out
but you still come around when you're lonely
paranoia let you eat my heart out
my body drops, i can't slow down
it didn't take too much to walk out
but you still come around when you're lonely

paranoia w/ shlain & tera #dynasty ⋆𐙚˖°⊹♡⋆𐙚˖°⊹♡

Parasite 寄生虫 @fumiko!

Lose myself for a week now I’m lost here
Say you’ll see me in hell well I’ve gone there
Made a lot of mistakes miss myself now
I don’t wanna be here with this self doubt

Fuck me and love me
I want you your something that I need
An omen that I keep
Right with me

Now your saying that you miss me
Your the only thing I’m missing
Oh oh 

(More pills 
That I take everyday
It’s a new day
I stay baked everyday 
I don’t get lies
Might as well throw away
I can’t get by
When your standing in my way)
(X2)

Omen (P. ANPU)

Who knew it would be this long since I met you
I don’t wanna fall baby I can’t even catch you
It’s me I know I’m broken
It’s me my heart is frozen

Everything that I said I can’t take it back
I wish I was dead give me more of that
When I call you your ignoring that
When you see me you see I’m always sad

But you make my day better
Put me on top never under the weather
Your so soft girl skin like leather
In my room just shaking yeah my head hurts

Fucked up that I need you to change in more ways
I try so hard to be here
We’ll be okay
I want to know if you love me the same way
I go to church feeling blessed on a Sunday

Feeling Blessed On A Sunday (P. ANPU)

Im the poison in your system
Listen here now
Couldnt kill you if you want
I dont know how

How to get rid of what
What I want now
I don’t like how I feel
I feel so down

I feel so down
Baby slow down
Going too fast
Needa turn around

Can your heat it now
Can you hear me
You don’t want me now
Wont come near me

(If I lose you I lose myself
It gets bad it’s all my health)
(x2)

Kill me but slowly
I wanna bleed out
Look in my eyes 
You’ll see that I’m not found
Lost in disguise
Who am I right now
Im gonna die and you’ll see when I’m found

Lose Myself (P. ANPU)

Light me up douse me in propane
I feel stuck and I feel like I have no name
Look at you do you need me right now
I don’t know if you’d see me when the lights out

If I ever said I was happy then it’d be a lie
Feeling like a problem all summer almost all the time
If you saw the real me you need the baseline
If I ever said hello I’d never have to say goodbye

Do you miss me
Was it something that we had
See you glistening 
Your the star that’s in my head
I feel so sad when you leave me
I feel so bad can you see me

I know i smoke too much
I could really give a fuck
Please don’t tell me what is real
Cause I’ve already had enough
When I’m singing all my songs they sound bad enough
When I’m looking at the sky know it’s getting tough

Can You See Me (P. ANPU)

find it hard to get by
In my situation
Dreading every second
Closer to our graduation

You can see I’m sad
Always sad dont need no confrontation
You say that I’m mad always mad
But there’s just no relation

Every party that your at
I Get no invitation
Am I real or am I fake
In your simulation

Pretend who you want me to be
It only left me breakin
See what you want me to see
Now I just keep on shakin

What do you want me to say
Now
Do you really want me here
Or am I crazy to stay
Think I should get away
But I don’t really care

Find my way out the back door
I’m like your back board
Takin your hits
But I’m on the floor

Now I seem to just crash more
Your like the crash course
Thought it was fine
But it’s getting worse

I’ve been way to sad
Don’t think it’ll pass
In over my head
When I saw you in class

You don’t know how this changed me
Given up lately
You still think that I’m mad
But really I’m sad oh oh oh

You don’t ask what I’m goin through
You don’t ask if I’m fine

And why don’t you tell me what you think of me
Why do you tell me all these lies

find it hard to get by
In my situation
Dreading every second
Closer to our graduation

You can see I’m sad
Always sad dont need no confrontation
You say that I’m mad always mad
But there’s just no relation

Every party that your at
I Get no invitation
Am I real or am I fake
In your simulation

Pretend who you want me to be
It only left me breakin
See what you want me to see
Now I just keep on shakin

What do you want me to say
Now
Do you really want me here
Or am I crazy to stay
Think I should get away
But I don’t really care

Find my way out the back door
I’m like your back board
Takin your hits
But I’m on the floor

Now I seem to just crash more
Your like the crash course
Thought it was fine
But it’s getting worse

I’ve been way to sad
Don’t think it’ll pass
In over my head
When I saw you in class

You don’t know how this changed me
Given up lately
You still think that I’m mad
But really I’m sad oh oh oh

Situation

[sendflowrs]
and as the cold came, it didn’t feel right
on my deathbed i pray for your warm soft kiss
these angels they lay next to me and calm it 
i don’t think i really loved you baby if i’m honest 

and in my resting place, keep the seal tight
cus i would raise all the dead for you if you wanted
i would purge these dark woods with a bow and harness 
just cut out my heart whenever u want it 

[nevermadeithome]

You’re not where i need you
When i sleep at night
My lungs are so hard to breathe through 
My throats so tight 
You’re pretty like the pleiades
I mesmerised just by your eyes
I can’t seem to look at you 
Your hue and glow just seem so bright

Sleeping at night in your gown wear 
Swim the sea
Kill the king just to be there 
Bring your coat because its cold where  we‘re leaving 
Hold my hand baby this is the deep end


[sendflowrs]
on my grave 
in native tongue under my name 
is a phrase that says
“the one i love will always get away”
guess it never changes
no matter how much i sit and pray
for a better day
i’ll always be the one that rots away 
call me anyway
call me when you’re home or MIA
call me when you’re sad
when you’re feelin down or feel ok
call me everyday
call me fuckin now before i tear my face 
maybe you would love me more if i would finally get in shape 

[blaidd]
Stack my chips up high like I'm all in
Fall in love with your face in the morning
All this hate in the way had me bawling
But now I got you 
Your love was the only thing to prove
This world is nothing without you 
Now i find myself with nothing left to do 
But I came back from a business trip 
I Wanna go home cause I miss my *beep*
If I stay longer I just might flip
I wanna go home to the softest lips

starlight (feat. nevermadeithome + blaidd) (prod. flesh + jolst)

SURPRISE BITCH!
this song is inspired by Atl Smook-Schedule

Glo!(Prod.Vinso & MessiahBeatz)

6 Wolves

Full Throttle

Scar

RONALD.

Post Malone (feat. RIZ LA VIE)

jaanay + heroinsick - VILE (prod toga + qqquincy)

BOXGANG 📬
hollowbody 🕸️
https://linktr.ee/ttreez_
dm on ig for vocal mixing/collab