i been on my own with my curses
i don't even know if i earned this
smoke another joint on my own; my soul searching
i don't wanna do this no more, bitch i'm burning
 everybody diggin' my grave and my coffin
i don't really fuck with the fakes, i don't want this
smoke another joint on my own; my soul searching
i don't wanna do this no more, bitch i'm burning

 sometimes i wish i was somebody else
i'd rather do this alone; bitch i don't need your help
the only person hittin' my phone, would be my fuckin self
someone better pack me a bowl before i fuckin melt

she left me scarring always cut my wrists
and i don't wanna fall in love it felt like "fuck that, bitch" 
cuz lately i don't feel it anymore
it left me wondering like why i'm even lookin forth
i'm lookin for...

i been on my own with my curses
i don't even know if i earned this
smoke another joint on my own; my soul searching
i don't wanna do this no more, bitch i'm burning
 everybody diggin' my grave and my coffin
i don't really fuck with the fakes, i don't want this
smoke another joint on my own; my soul searching
i don't wanna do this no more, bitch i'm burning

curses [prod. zupehr]

walk in louis on me and this glock loaded
im the best u ever had, hate me cause u know it
i be riding in this foreign like this bitch is stolen
u a whole different person when the cameras rolling

wasting away, take it day by day
i dont wanna talk i got nothing left to say
im a sinner baby had to tat it on my face
walking thru the fire dont get caught up in the blaze

working like the rents due
left on read "i miss u"
ur the reason im falling apart
i cant forgive u

im out cold, mouth froze
teeth look like an igloo
i still got her name next to a heart
u see the issue?

dozen dead roses, my casket closing
radiate my body i walk in n i start glowing
hollowbody loading, killing shit like boeing
she think im the problem i got errors in my coding

walk in louis on me and this glock loaded
im the best u ever had, hate me cause u know it
i be riding in this foreign like this bitch is stolen
u a whole different person when the cameras rolling

wasting away, take it day by day
i dont wanna talk i got nothing left to say
im a sinner baby had to tat it on my face
walking thru the fire dont get caught up in the blaze

here to take over baby im on the way
hollowbody shit im riding round w the gang
im hitting the road n im changing my name
u knew me back then but nowadays aint the same

yea
it aint the same now 
u cant get the same love
had me but u changed up

yea
it aint the same now 
u cant get the same love
had me but u changed up

out cold (taurs x brknglss)

lyrics

why do i talk
why do u talk
what do u feel abt that
why do i cry
why do i lie
i jus need to bounce back
all in time
we’ll be fine
so pls dont treat me like that 
hold in my mind
folding my time
i do not wanna fight back 

who r u
idk u anymore 
but i
see thru
what ur looking for from me
tonight
ill get going
think its better for us both
if i
dont see ur face
popping up around here in time

i cant see why i cant face that im alone
i cant bleed that way i used to, i have grown
everything i do is tasteless, oh i know
everything i write is basic , oh i know

why do i talk
why do u talk
what do u feel abt that
why do i cry
why do i lie
i jus need to bounce back
all in time
we’ll be fine
so pls dont treat me like that 
hold in my mind
folding my time
i do not wanna fight back

just takethis with a mountain ofsalt

Schizophoria - ILostMyWay Ft Camertin

lyrics


i just sealed my own death
time to turn back
i cant live inside your head
im just left out but im blessed
i cannot die
but i get close when on these meds

im on my own now
oh i know
its ok love, ill see it thru
i cant be left inside the snow
i must push thru now all alone

take it back
take in what u said now
want it bad
but i dont want it near enough 
on attack
i cant change
my soul is firm
what u lack
vs what i know u need from me

this my final departure 
ill see u gain soon
i take back my words
but leave what i knew
i live inbetween heaven and hell
but when i return
ill come back for myself

i will see it through

zero suit (prod. mackk)

Dropping on Spotify October 9th! https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heyleemanzeron/cenobite-2

The reunion that I always wished would happen finally happened, this one is for the longtime supporters <333

produced by Ari Vega
mixed/mastered by Alexis HeyLee Levay

lyrics:

You hit me down like a basketball
After all this time, you don’t care at all
With the way you treat me like I don’t exist
But it’s my fault, lets get on with it
Yeah
Like i don’t exist
It’s my fault lets get on with it

The way you strike me, my lungs feel like their set alight
Iced out baby, you’d melt me like a forest fire
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight
But your heart’s too jagged, with that video game chemistry
Come on baby, play me like final fantasy
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight

Glitter and mascara running down your face
Got that apple lip balm, I know how that tastes
Damn it, what would I do if you weren’t here
Please don’t leave me alone
Please don’t disappear

Cause that’s a throwback to that earlier song, but you already know that
You keep me around because you wouldn’t know what to do if I never called back
nail polish is all black

Gotta see you every night or I think i’d go insane
Cause i need you in my life, i can handle all the pain(cause you a simp, bro!)  


The way you strike me, my lungs feel like their set alight
Iced out baby, you’d melt me like a forest fire
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight
But your heart’s too jagged, with that video game chemistry
Come on baby, play me like final fantasy
The way you do it, you hurt me like a cenobite
And i wouldn’t have it any other way tonight

The way you flick that match into my heart
Light my eyebrows with kerosene, tear me apart
I know that you wanted me dead right from the start
And now you just want to do it again

Takin’ me back to the ways you wanna see me in an early grave
But you know i would have followed you to the end, until there’s nothing left to save
Gonna stab me in the heart, like i worked at the host club
You’re a yandere, and you got me with that sick love
You could stab me to death and i still would have let you play with my blood again

CENOBITE! | prod. Ari Vega

late nights

No mastering here if you enjoy it I’ll go to the studio. God bless you all

Heartsick

Falling

This is the rebirth. Not a perfect ending, just a true beginning. This track is about becoming the man I needed growing up, the father my son deserves, and the version of myself that can finally breathe without hiding. It’s the arrival after years of running.

BECOMING

BOXGANG 📬
hollowbody 🕸️
https://linktr.ee/ttreez_
dm on ig for vocal mixing/collab