when im eighteen w/quannnic

production by soundcloud.com/valerii and soundcloud.com/xona

lyrics

valerii-
green skies so far away
they talk but never change
tryna find me
i was on your side never mind me
ooooo
i can feel you
touch me i just wanna heal you
why they telling me to fear you?
when they i cant hear you

ahhhh ahhahhh
i cant hear you
ahhhh ahhahhh
i cant hear you

and they told me that its okay
ima leave you behind its the only way
to save me
to save you
betray me i betray you
you hate me ima hate you
you blame me ima blame you
ooooo oooo
just promise you'll stay close

ooooooo
ooooooo
ooooooo
ooooooo
ooooooo
ooooooo

ima learn this the hard way
we just part ways and that shit okay
and im sorry for the mistakes
i was dealing with some heart ache

and they told me that its okay
ima leave you behind its the only way
to save me
to save you
betray me i betray you
you hate me ima hate you
you blame me ima blame you
ooooo oooo
just promise you'll stay close

xona -

and I cry for days on end for this
I fight all on regrets
and i fucked up letting you pry in
I’m pushed away from friends
every second that I let pass by
I break trust and I hate my life
cold winter is where we lie
hold aspects where we reside 
where we reside
break trust and I hate my life
hold aspects where we reside
break trust, I hate you

seasons change, ppl don't feat. xona

حبار
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i didnt name this after squid game lol
wanted to name a song squid for like 3 months
sorry for the wait if u care haha
everything by me

ur not my buddy
my nose is bloody
stakes raised like someone is conducting
like a freight train u know i keep chugging
reflection polluted its murky and mucky
bobbing my head up
punching and ducking
the way that its set up
im feeling quite lucky
spent like 3 years on a pipe dream
idc if u dont like me

it's all bruised up its unsightly
stretch their hands out
then they bite me
gon be a man down if they try me
they better stay back for the time being
they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

corny ass verse: 
right now they wanna talk down
breeze past them like a top down
u assume the worst what is that abt?
idk why ur talking now
idk why ur talking now

time is running its course
im beaten down to the core
i hate the sound of my voice
wish i could rip

too corny so censored

they stay on weird timing
if they dont care then theyre lying
gonna go nowhere with all that crying
sum days feel like -

chorus:
we might dance around n die
leave a msg in the sky
n ion even know why im standing here
how u feel u made it clear
wish i made it it outta here
x2

lyrics for funny song :)

squid

Credits:||
@hereisalden

Data Log:||
>i dont think that ill ever even find my way
>step 200 paces

pain +aldn

im back baby

lyrics:
 im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u- 

ya
now they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me

u came out the woodworks like a lil tool 
acting like someone that i been should have knew
when ur off the gas u act a lil fool
im the only lil welshman in the fuckin room

but no one ever told me i could feel like this
i went clubbin in miluakee cuz i feel like it
im havin fun in the sun and i really like it
no i never felt better n i feel like this:

like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 

ya
now they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me

so yea i fucked it up
i was flyin thru the skies goin to new york
so now here i am
ive been moving round doing what i want

i fucked it up
i fucked it up again like u said i would
so now here i am
sitting at the start cuz im not enough
no its never enough
i wish i was special to u
im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u understand?

i been feeling happy for the first time in a long time thats progress
i woke up so i could see the sunshine in the outside its been a process
yea we was on the roof
cuz we didnt wana smell of gas all up in the room
and ross was lookin hella trash on the tv too
but i know ur there for me so im there for u
aww

yea they fuckin w me 
i made a couple lil payments now they fuckin w me
thought i was gone but now im back its pretty funny me 
cuz i was down abt someone that wasnt fuckin w me
 
but no one ever told me i could feel like this
i went clubbin in miluakee cuz i feel like it
im havin fun in the sun and i really like it
no i never felt better n i feel like this:

like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
like the fuckin boss
like the ceo 
u came out the woodworks like a lil tool 
acting like someone that i been should have knew
when ur off the gas u act a lil fool
im the only lil welshman in the fuckin room

no its never enough
i wish i was special to u
im worth a penny in the gutter smellin ycha to u
if u wud tell me what u want then i wud give it to u
its not my fault im no magician could u understand?

no magician

this song is a story thats very hard to understand

cause my head keeps rolling off
my jeans keeps rolling of my shoes
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you
when my seams start ripping 
then my blood starts spilling onto you
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you
when my legs give up 
i wont get up
its cause i think too much about forever and stuff
i call and text but its never enough
i try so hard but its never enough
cause my head keeps rolling off
my jeans keeps rolling of my shoes
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you
when my seams start ripping 
then my blood starts spilling onto you
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you
i miss when it was all brand new 
you keep me close and tight but 
now i think it was all for you 
they all want so much more for you
i just want what is best that true
cause my head keeps rolling off
my jeans keeps rolling of my shoes
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you
when my seams start ripping 
then my blood starts spilling onto you
and when my head starts spinning 
then my feet start crawling back to you

queen of puppets

worse 3-1-2021

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

written, produced, and performed by beverley hill

lyrics//

yeah, i said let’s figure it out
i wanna be on the cover
don’t wanna be on the couch, i wanna
talk to ally or sammy or abby or anna or lauren or remi
or anyone that can get me
out of my situation that i’m facin
walkin’ round my bedroom pacin’
every night’s the same in terms of destination
hard to face that facts that you might not be so amazing as you thought you were
embarrassing yourself just to sing your fuckin’ spoken word

i,
i don't wanna try
i don't wanna try no more
i don't wanna try no more
i don't wanna try

i don't wanna

uh, so let’s get back to the basics
i’m always patiently waitin’ for explanations to save it
fact is i’m broken you made it
congratulations, you hate it
can’t take it back once you say it
it’s complicated, i hate it
four in the morning i’m faded
we fuckin, last night was dangerous, fuck it
strobe lights and lasers, we touchin’
arms leadin’ way from the club
and can’t say you don’t know what’s up
bottles and bottles of bub
cocaine and dick is your drug
pussy on a mink rug

i,
i don't wanna try
i don't wanna try no more
i don't wanna try no more
i don't wanna try

i don't wanna try no more
i don't wanna try no more
i don't wanna try

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