Verse:

Fuck it all/ I’m drowning in this endless pain/
They dont really understand what happen in my brain/
All i see in my life is just despair/
All i says i’m fine/ i wanna fuckin die/
Try to get some help but nobody cares/
Life is not fair/ put a bullet in my brains/
Deep down I’m hurt/ but i know i cant share/
Cross my heart and hope to die/
Somebody please share the light/
I’m tired of livin in fear/
I’m tired of lovin in fear/
Sleeping in fear/
Crying in fear/
Laughting in fear/ 
Just can’t hold more tears/ yeah/
Can’t keep the fear/ out of my eyes
Can’t keep my tears/ in my eyes
Cant keep my life/ in my hands
Can’t seperate the truth/ from the lies
Ah/ This shit is so goddamn real/
What the fuck happens to me just let me feel/
Many peoples just curious/ they dont wanna save/
Cuz they dont fuckin care/ what the fuck you been take/
All this nightmare/ please just let me wake/
Smoke another cigs/ to hold on the pains/
Cuz maybe today/ i’m gonna slit my veins/
Depression and anxiety this is how they end.

$ickmind - Is It Too Much? (prod. Masked Man)

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