Raylist

Art by @worldwidewilly

Used to be a friend
Now I don't know at all

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

(Starfall)
Its my confession
Don't know without direction
We are losing our connection
I know you crave affection
Cause I know you
Better than anyone else
Yea I know you
Better than you know yourself

(Christian Blair)
Swear you in love
Watchu gon do
This time I aint worried bout you
This my life
I don't lose
Even if you wanna tell the truth
And i'm always there
You been tryna stop and stare
How many times will I not care
But you'll never know
I won't talk to you

(Kaido)
I won't talk to you
This feeling i'm stressed out
I feel like I'm older
It's cold in october
I love you it's over
But how could this happen to me
Too many drinks in hotels I'm ashamed
I'm feeling like Drake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
You did me shady
I couldn't love you
I couldn't hold you
I don't even want you
And it was a mistake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
I'm glad that you love everything that I make
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

Set w/ Starfall, Christian Blair & Kaido (Michael Warren)

produced by soju!! @buginfestedfloorboards (go follow them rn)
my ig: https://www.instagram.com/whoiskaido/
bird: https://twitter.com/kaido2k
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spotify
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0UENogXhLeGTZjub4eejjX?si=1qMa0dAtQrSr3Yx8mqphnQ&dl_branch=1

ty for listening :)
[Lyrics]
you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

why would i wanna see that
its cool id never be there
never gave me a reason
been like this every season
i wish i could help you
i don't fucking know how to
and everyone doubts you
fuck everyone that surrounds you
i've got a silly dream
its better when its you n me
feel better when you're feeling me
well can you fucking stayy
i don't wanna be away
i gotta hit it off
its reoccurring in my head
tell them to fuck it all
can we just end it all
can we just break it off
do i look better off
i don't wanna be alone

you sit in her beauty
you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

recluse

fwb (rel flip)

I don't need your sympathy
Falling down onto my knees
I can barely fucking breathe
I try to float but always sink

Yea thought I moved on then I got your text
Still running with this delusion you're the best
Can't tell when I'll be moving onto the next
Somehow you always find a way right to my chest

You just don't compare to the rest
On another level on a pedestal of death
Bob cuts always making me feel stressed
Even when its curly and its half dyed black

Snake bite
On my neck
Toxins rushing to my head

Snake bite
On my neck
Toxins rushing to my

Snake bite
On my neck
Toxins rushing to my head

Snake bite
On my neck
Toxins rushing to my

Act out for all your friends
Can't lie I don't want this shit to end 
You just pretend
When everything's fine when we're on the edge

Where did you go 
Why did you leave me here alone
I didn't know
I'm feeling sick in my own home

I'm hoping that we fall out 
I'm hoping you don't call 
I've almost cried my all out
I've almost cried my all

Snake bite
On my neck
Toxins rushing to my head

Snake bite
On my neck
Toxins rushing to my

Snake bite
On my neck
Toxins rushing to my head

Snake bite
On my neck
Toxins rushing to my

Baby don't leave when I call your name
Baby don't leave when I ca- ca- ca-
Baby don't leave when I call your name
Baby don't leave when I ca- ca- ca-

I don't need your sympathy
Falling down onto my knees
I can barely fucking breathe
I try to float but always sink

viper w/ starfall

stream :)

dishonesty w/ starfall

ty for listenin
prod plantcham
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spotify
open.spotify.com/artist/0UENogXhL…phnQ&dl_branch=1
fuck all the motions 
i left you hopeless 
why do you
look like that
i know you
don’t try to lie 
give me some time 
time 
i’m hurt all over 
du du du duu
don’t uh 
du du du duu
don’t be dramatic 
my love is at ivory window

face in my pillow 
something we had 
she wants to die 
she said feelings are bad 
closure to laugh 
fuck what we had 
had 
had

fuck all the motions 
i left you hopeless 
why do you
look like that
i know you
don’t try to lie 
give me some time 
time 
i’m hurt all over 
du du du duu
don’t uh
du du du duu
don’t be dramatic 
my love is at ivory window 
du du du duu
don’t uh
du du du duu
don’t be dramatic 
my love is at ivory window

ivory window

https://ffm.to/endie
inspired by mr brightside
prod. joshwa, chrmng, pocketnomoney, endie

Lyrics:
I don't wanna be
Someone you don't love
Cause you're always on your own
Something that you'll never know
It's a problem
We can't come back from
And you can't tell me how to feel

Tell me
If you know someone who can
Help me
I know this isn't healthy
But you're on my mind
And it takes no time
I just really wish you would
Tell me
If you know someone who can
Help me
I know this isn't healthy
But you're on my mind
And I'm tired of the way that you're treating me now

Tear me to pieces
Don't wanna let down
Any of my friends
They're all I seem to have now
This is all I can take
My mind has been warped
My heart is all you can break right now

Allowed
And it all comes crashing down
So why
Would you turn me into someone you won't like

Tell me
If you know someone who can
Help me
I know this isn't healthy
But you're on my mind
And it takes no time
I just really wish you would
Tell me
If you know someone who can
Help me
I know this isn't healthy
But you're on my mind
And I'm tired of the way that you're treating me now

spotify

Help me

w/ https://soundcloud.com/starfall prod https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves & https://soundcloud.com/buginfestedfloorboards
You hurt everytime you love
And I break every sense of trust
I wish I could love you
But i'm making it hard too
Same place that and we're at
Is how we started I hate that
You can't handle the truth
It's so easy being over you

Why do you stay 
Been needing you all day
It's so sad that
I hadda let you 
Go go go
I let you
Hope hope hope
I saved my own
Finding places
I wanna run to
You found your own peace
I found a new you
Even if we fall into pieces
I'll be here if you need it

Tell me if it's really you
i wanna show you all the things we'll do 
Maybe i'll tell you some exciting news
I think i'm startna really like u too 
I think you're great
Always late
Don't care what the world could say about you 
Hate all the way 
When somebody can't relate around you
Hey, may i say, that i really like being around you 
Changing your mind and shit
I'd rather have you lie than this 
Maybe it's time to quit 
But you are all i'm thinking about

Why do you stay 
Been needing you all day
It's so sad that
I hadda let you 
Go go go
I let you
Hope hope hope
I saved my own
Finding places
I wanna run to
You found your own peace
I found a new you
Even if we fall into pieces
I'll be here if you need it

Everytime You Love w/ Starfall (Joshwa, Soju & Rosesleeves)

Thingsudo2me (ericdoa) Sped Up

@starfall
prod. @prodbyjoshwa 
yall both so amazing

We were never on the same page
I liked you but it's too late
One day you'll be into me
and the next you'll be so twofaced
Where could we take this I don't know
There's too much inside my mind I think I'd rather be a ghost right now

Your lips
Your touch
No I can't give it up
Because I miss your love
No I can't get enough
Oh you're stuck inside my mind
Even after all your lies
But tonight

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

I don't know how I'm keeping on a leash cause
I'm too occupied with me but
You've been on my eye all week again
You know
That I'm so tired of just being friends
You know that
Maybe you should know
I'm getting tired of the way that you've been treating me so wrong
Keep on trying just to get out my head
Woah
I've been dying just to know how you've been keeping me along
But I'm smiling with the way you move my breath

Your lips
Your touch
No I can't give it up
Because I miss your love
No I can't get enough
Oh you're stuck inside my mind
Even after all your lies
But tonight

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

You can call me stupid
Maybe I'm just clueless
Maybe I don't know how I've been using my time
But I just can't help it
I've been too damn selfish
So I'm coming back so we can give it a try

hypocritical with starfall (joshwa!)

instrumental https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RYJwyWY5Y5k

B.Y.S. (keshi cover)

2/3 of transparency

track 3 on may 12

my socials:
www.instagram.com/bhertuy
twitter.com/bhertuy

produced by me

lyrics:

“hi i’m just passin by
i’m not here for life
ur troubles are not mine
it ain’t worth my time
i’m a bystander in a line
with all the other eyes
we ain’t lookin ur way of sight
this the way of life”

oha
oh how u gon treat me like that
never have i asked that
or thought that
gave a fuck back
never read into it
so don’t bother me through it
im set on my mind
on my size that i’ll dine

im set on my mind
on my size that i’ll dine

can’t chase a thing
in this damn life youll go blind

i’m not the one who decides what u plan by
im not the one who derives where ur art lies
i’m not the one who disguises my outside to infiltrate ur damn life

hi i’m just passin by
i’m not here for life
ur troubles are not mine
it ain’t worth my time
i’m a bystander in a line
with all the other eyes
we ain’t lookin ur way of sight
this the way of life

how did yall ever fly
thinking by this state of mind
thinking where the statement lies
knowing u ain’t crossing the line
the story writes itself
how could i pass it on to anybody but myself
this my responsibility
for my own damn health

bystander

self prod ofc ofc

sampled this: www.youtube.com/watch?v=5KLsjhz9jMI

me and @maxrrss made this in an hour or so in the vc

if you wanna make beats like me buy my drumkit!

payhip.com/b/jSQW7

max:
i dont wanna see you when ur falling all apart
i tried to be perfect
when ur sad and all alone
trust me
i dont wanna be the one to see u go
cuz
i just want you!

me:
u dont need me
i feel unloved
maybe i should just say
im done with you
youuu

and u told me
im not enough
im so sorry
that i cant do it
for you
youuu

the sample!

i just want you! +max ruben

Rant: I made this song in 8 hours and uploaded it here bc I'm so fucking mad at myself that I'm nowhere near as good at music as I want to be no matter how much time I've put in. I understand that it's a never-ending path and that I lack experience, but when I listen to the music of the role models I admire or even any SC artist, I genuinely wonder what I'm doing. I keep thinking about how people in SC who have less equipment make such beautiful music, and I keep telling myself that I'm not cut out for making music because I feel like it might be true given that no matter how hard I seem to try, I just keep producing things that I'm not proud of.  I'm still fucking mad, but I won't stop trying.

Edit: Arhghghg you guys really liked this song and wanted it on spotify so I uploaded it there! Thank you so much for the messages and love. I don't know how to feel. So please feel free to listen on any platform you like ;w; ♥ (Though I mastered the spotify version a bit better heheh)

[Verse]:
Lately I've been taking so much shit from no one but myself
(You wanna break it off, break it off)
I cant get anything to work,
Is it just my lack of talent and reserve?
(Boy, youre just not enough, not enough)

But I wanna cross 
The boundaries that I never thought I'd touch
All the pain that I go through for things I love
And I wanna give it up, god I wanna stop

[Pre]:
God I cant,
Waste my life
All this time, 
Have I done any right?

Dont think I wanna do this anymore
It just makes me feel miserable
Dont even know what to do
Lately I've been feeling like a fraud
Now I put my heart in the ground

"You're not cut for this, stop it now"
Ha, yeah

[Chorus]:
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
Mess up all the time, oh no
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 

(God I cant)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Waste my life)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more 
(All this time)
Mess up all the time, oh no
(Have I done any right?)
Wanna stop but I cant keep it up no more

viper w/ starfall

tricky ethan

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