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@benjahmenw
@99twisted
@woonerf
@3krump
@daikore
@2scram
@fbvcf4c4niex

BDAY!!! W Ben, Twisted, Woonerf, Lumina,Daikyu ,Scr4mbl ,And Ho4

*PLAYS ARE BOTTED*

produced mixed mastered by me
additional guitar from @pitifulrock

he wants me back and i don't even fight it
she knows i'm a mess and i can't stop panicking
fall back on my vices like i'd ever quit, no
i don't wanna be here
like i ever did

right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
i took his hand
right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
right as he walked by,
he said

@m4xyne
he walks me back
& i dont even fight it
you love to talk
but i never thought you could be lying
you drive me crazy with things i never said
no i dont wanna be here
i dont wanna be anywhere near 
you
i cant choose
right as he walks by
right as he walks by
right as he walks by
i look away

listen

vices w maxyne

guys this is epic
me:
"its so fucking annoying when
i gotta deal with you"
i got lots of fear of abandonment
because of you
it left some scars im not gon lie,
i cannot heal with you
how would you feel if i took peace from you?

consistently running out of time
when you say you loved me knew it was a lie
i could die today and nobody would cry
i could end it all,
lived a thousand lives

would it be okay if i said no for once?
would it be alright if i could wear your
coat in the sun?
colorado weather whys it always cold af!!!
take me back to tennessee
watch my head destruct

@2scram
have my hand on the wheel but its stuck
i cant turn i cant leave i cant stop
i cant feel but i never give a fuck
whats the time again

i hate looking at the clock when the hands dont move
tried to help but my hand cant move
take me out make me feel more full
cant be happy if ur just a carcass

am i that impatient
took a minute but it feels like its been hours waiting
they pathetic they alone and theres no one relating
couple hours spent to write a load of cliche slop

had a thought maybe i should stop
got a mind but no thoughts to offer
watch your tone imma make u speak proper
in the mirror thinking should i off her

this aint an offer
i could hurt with everythign i wanted
put my thoughts in your head if you want it
put my thoughts in your head you never wanted

put my thougths in your head like youre a crackhead
got code but i dont think i can crack it
never knew if u ever rlly meant it
go full circle like im minted

1000lives w scrambl prod me

@6498, @4urc,
prod: @cruseyyyy 
lyrics (2/3)

me:
i cant stop til im dead
i guess imma stop.
looking at the clock in my bed
it dont tell me nun.

how u gonna keep a promise?
u cant keep a glock
bitches always wildin cus they know im up ^^
i js hadenough these bitches never keep it up

big gold up on my neck im a winner
that boy got paper cuts his bread is getting thinner
that boy got paper cuts his bread is getting thinner
dont take ur losses on the chin cus u a winner

dont ever stop yea my niggas never hinder
if i catch that nigga lacking 
imma post a couple pictures
i cant stop til im dead
couple bullets to his head

never talk to no fed
i dont grip upon my glock 
i js let it fold
its got a mind of its own 
yea lil nigga walk

xurco:
i swear to god
u shouldve never seen me 
its all your fault
i can never leave you
its too much
i can take the red pill
im far gone
she dont wanna see me
thats too far 
or i could take the blue pill
and save u all
u saved my life but at what cost?
i told u that i loved u
i took it too far

keep it up + xurco + story (crusey)

prod me

love you all

i could not sell my own soul
no im not taking no offers
when does it start getting old
tired of taking these losses

new friends but it dont feel different
they wont hear the rest of it
you dont have to care
i'll just give you less of

where do i go if im not even claimed by the place that i came from
those who r judging are living in misery how can they find shit to talk on
how can i let someone digital ruin my day
i still let it happen
its an honest mistake
happens again anyways

i can not talk if theres nothing to talk about
thats hard to remember
i keep running my mouth
they wont talk to me now

they want attention until they receive it 
now they try turn back time
and they still telling lies
habits take time to die

i had my friends online
i couldnt talk to the people
i couldnt look anyone in the eye
all of my efforts just end up in nothing

you can talk all you want
i always knew u were bluffing
think youre a miracle worker
cant turn nothing to something

u sit around n do nothing about it
couldve been thru in the time you were thinking bout ways you tried moving around it
i have my ways i could care less about sharing your ounces
i couldnt smoke anyways think my lungs already melted

when i woke up it was alr sundown
and it was hard to sit still and stay on the ground
i might be cloning myself who are you to care now
and i still talk to myself theyre still here somehow

memory loss

Do i even exist?
Am i part of you?
Was I made with flowers like the others too? 

Will I suffer like the rest of the garden?
Birthed to bloom, and wilt from pressures of your touch

Do I even exist?
Can I claim my blossom mine?
The soil beneath me gave me life as the sun shined

What’s there to cherish? 
This husk was built to comfort eyes
if it’d fail, then it'd be cut down from its height

Efforts to shed, regrow, rebirth, repeat
A final end to my own means
A means to an end left unreceived
Face my fate assigned to me

The constant molting of the skin
Has left a trail for bugs to eat
Space to burrow in my roots
For what does my essence precede


Planted by your hands of failure, 
Grown by your selfish, loathing heart,
Enveloped by your scalding light
and drowned by flood, for what you think is love 

Planted by your hands of failure, 
Grown by your selfish, loathing heart,
Enveloped by your scalding light
and drowned by flood, all in disguise as love

Well do I exist?
What did you make me for?
To be created and accused and nothing more

My petals ache with 
Your purging of my thorns
To be grown and stripped of what you take me for

Take my heart, rip it apart
And place it in a house of glass away from harm

All that's left is gone now
I cannot go on

Reduced to what i was before the day you fell apart




formless:created:diminished

reprod: @bonedoji, og-prod @attc, og song by @sinefelt

huh, yea, huh,
i've been on the run
i've been running for a moment
i'mma leave the drugs
i'mma drop em like i'mma disown them
nah i'm fucking wit ya u know imma pick em up
if i can't be off them bars then how am i supposed to live with us
pick this weight up off my chest bitch u gon need a pick up truck
told me i need rehab i'mma act like i don't give a fuck

who goes there
who, what, when
oh, my eyes
oh, haaaa

you been on thin ice
i've been freezing for a moment
guess the key to love
is to be haphazardly chosen

fuck it, chop it up; been feening for a weekend
shaking shaking down, i think i need a recheck
living in the future fore' i even reach it
die to grasp at benefits and fail to try and reap them

who goes there
who, what, when
oh, my eyes
oh, haaaa

[...th- this person insisting, from day one, that they got the wrong body...]

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)
and my brain, it's playing games
guess it's always been the same
and you perceiving me makes me feel ma-

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)
i feel pretty in your arms and pretty disarmed
when we really haven't felt each other's touch in a minute
you switched up, and i'm glad that you did it
oh, who am i ki-

just wanna feel pretty, i just wanna feel pretty (x2)

[...and this was a landmark study, fabulously well done...]

this song kinda reminds me of us by sinefelt

i wish you were dead

Produced By Me
valentines gift 4 u
let my voice be the key to ur heart
lyrics;
iv been thinking bout uu
tell me, do u think abt me
u say once forever
do u wanna see me bleed :P
i could tell u everything that i like abt u
even if i did that, i dont think that i'd get thru 2 uu

i wish i could take my eyes out
so u could see how i see u
ur an angel, u make me feel see thruu
wanna keep u, yaa i need uu
i watch ur location, girl i see u

turn up wit me
turn up u all alone
turn up wit me
turn up u gtg
turn up wit me
turn up u all alone
turn up wit me
turn up u gtg

bloody notes in my diary [ shoutout han for this part]
like would U die for me?
like i'd die for you
take my life 4 Uu
all the blood spilt was it worth it?
all my love tell me is it worth it?

this song kinda reminds me of us by sinefelt

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