listdn to this NOW

songs i like alot

¹⁷⁷ Bêtẽlgëü̃sē and Rïgẽl

prod me

no i wont take this shit no more
don't u know i hate the way dat this go
thought i could run until my legs wouldn't hurt no more, no more
and if i just take one wrong step, ima end up gone
gave u one shot, was that not enough?
guess you're tryna test your luck
i've been on my lonesome lately, goin fuckin nuts
wish that u would change, but u don't got the guts

act like this shit don't even matter
made it feel like my whole world shattered
seems like you don't know what's imperative to us
and i just don't know where to take this with ya

ain't ask for help, but i'll take it regardless
this an uphill battle, ain't making no progress
ain't ask for help, but i'll take it regardless
this an uphill battle, ain't making no progress

Spotify

uphill battle

@chewy @achorda

[0000027]

\\ sorry i haven't dropped lately, i've had a lot going on. i never slowed down, though. i have at least like 30 songs in the vault; there's a lot more coming this summer !! we're so back. it's sinefelt season mf... \\

her eyes so unusual
find them 2b beautiful
n when i look on back
i cant help but miss their laugh

why can't we turn time ar---

hdwujipvcbhgedwfhjuoivbhijefb 
vhjlebfrwjlhvberwoihubvfoihuef

i felt free
from the lost n found
affectionate n cared
ab
now
i'll c u ltr ig
i'm js scared of
sum1
else
i live w
subconscious fears
that i can't hide
i don't
got
verneers

(move ur hands)

yea i js wanna b near u
reading ur lips when i hear u

um
i think i spoiled myself
a part of me wishes
that it didn't happen
the others r giving
a life 2a shelf

idealizations of u n i
sit trapped in my head
how does it work?
how can i help it?
idk..

idk how 2tell
if the two of us r helpless...

what happened 2feelin the same
rackin the backside of ur brain,
yea!

i wanna uncover the cause
even though you're uneasy bout that,
whoa!
 
i know, i know i know,
that we can't just go
but i been missing feeling ur arms
the one time i felt disarmed
n i see ur soul like art

did you feel mine through my body...?

her eyes so unusual
find them 2b beautiful
n when i look on back
i cant help but miss their laugh

why can't we turn time ar---

hdwujipvcbhgedwfhjuoivbhijefb 
vhjlebfrwjlhvberwoihubvfoihuef

i felt free
from the lost n found
affectionate n cared
ab
now
i'll c u ltr ig
i'm js scared of
sum1
else

dont BE scared @heroine @achorda

prod. @trustt @lynyou

@cruseyyyy @lynyou

@cruseyyyy
tell that boy sit down
they shoulda known I don't back down
I cannot switch I don't know how
if u wanna talk u get tracked down
yeah u get flagged down
I heard yo song that shit so foul
I'm with my gang we on go now
(tryna fuck with us u get mowed down)


I swear they don't know how to act
they don't know how to act
I don't where I'm at
I don't where I'm at
x2

@lyn_u
i swear 2 god that i was lying when i said that
but deep down i knew i wouldnt regret that
dont say my name again
i dont like the way u said that
if i had to give all i have to get u back , i wouldnt
im w my crew we gon slide
tryna fuck wit us u couldnt
i aint gon take ur life
if i wanted to i wouldve
im w my crew we gon slide
tryna fuck wit us u couldnt

@cruseyyyy
tell that boy sit down
they shoulda known I don't back down
I cannot switch I don't know how
if u wanna talk u get tracked down
yeah u get flagged down
I heard yo song that shit so foul
I'm with my gang we on go now
(tryna fuck with us u get mowed down)

I swear they don't know how to act
know how to act
I don't where I'm at
I don't where I'm at
x2

where im at

prod @lynyou

@lynyou @omgisai

@lynyou
its tearing me apart but i wont let u down
i tried so hard to fix me like i need something else
dont tell me that u miss me ur lying i can tell
i tried so hard to fix me but im stuck in my shell
its always hurting my head
ur twisting my words again no thats not what i said
and i aint even say goodbye yet
my lifes on the line again i dont even mind it

@omgisai
its a million things that i think about
yeah if i had a life i would give it up
stop expecting me to tell no i cant spill it out
aint you expecting us to fail? no we gon win it all
talk when the story falls apart
ill stay by your side
oh no its tearing us apart
ill stay by your side
id do it all 
just to live too
so give me anything
i need you

@lynyou
its tearing me apart but i wont let u down
i tried so hard to fix me like i need something else
dont tell me that u miss me ur lying i can tell
i tried so hard to fix me but im stuck in my shell
its always hurting my head
ur twisting my words again no thats not what i said
and i aint even say goodbye yet
my lifes on the line again i dont even mind it

lifeline

prod @lynyou @omgisai

@lynyou @trustt @1crusafix

lyrics
@lynyou
i dont wanna think abt ur smile when im by myself
always fucking feel this type of way cuz i dont get no help
i dont get no love crying cant u tell
staring at the dark stars pray that all is well
(x2)

is it too much to ask for
(x4)

@trustt
i don't wanna talk about it
you talk way too much
plastic surgery i do it for you
not enough
why'd you talk to me 
if all i do is fuck it up
all you do is cry now
that's just not my fault though
lovely, yeah 
i guess that's how you're feeling now
lovely
miss that feeling can you take me home
lovely, yeah
i guess that's how you're feeling now
lovely 
fucking miss that feeling take me home

@1crusafix
yea, slow down, i dont wanna slow down
drugs got me fucked up, had to put the blow down
slow down, i dont wanna slow down
she said that im stuck up, had to put the phone down
and you broke me down, you made me too weak
i just wanted you to say you need me
no matter what i say, you wont believe me
i gave you everything, but youre so greedy, uh Uh

@lynyou
i dont wanna think abt ur smile when im by myself
always fucking feel this type of way cuz i dont get no help
i dont get no love crying cant u tell
staring at the dark stars pray that all is well

is it too much to ask for
(x4)

too much

01.22.24
with @sennaidesu
@dishonors
i cant tell the real from the fake
i only got one shot and i better make it great
they say ray u such a dumbass but my bands dont say the same
say the same
taking lexapro until i cannot feel a thing 
f-feel a thing
and im lying for fun
(again) 
i dont need your love cuz ik that friends will be friends
and i still come back to you
(again)
i cant tell the real from the fake 
real from the fake
r-real from the fake x2

@sennaidesu
i can tell the real from the fake
different money comin different ways
holdin shit down doin what i say
when the times right know i'll do whatever u want
money in the safe, i ain't never been one to flaunt
i aint playing games, never catch me lying for fun
ain't a secret, i already know what u done
but u still cant see the problem
i can tell the real from the fake 
real from the fake
r-real from the fake x2
i can tell the real from the fake

real from the fake @sennai @10soul

back to my roots
@rhekdens for the pic 
stuck inside my head ive never stooped so low
put it all upon you
bby u my home
js leave me alone
leave me alone x2

close ur eyes and i'll try to make it better
go outside
find a way to get hurt
dre told me that sometimes im introverted
just kno some ppl dont deserve ur full attention
lately i've been having fun starving myself
but ik it'll be game over when my hands start to swell
and when my wrist pop pop
(ik that i did well)
i wish my father asked me if im ever doing well

stuck inside my head ive never stooped so low
i remember when u thought i was a joke
smoking apple sunrise till i start to choke
ik the ones that talking hate themselves the most
(stuck inside my head ive never stooped so low)

stuck inside my head ive never stooped so low
put it all upon you
bby u my home
js leave me alone
leave me alone

(js leave me-me)

stoop so low @01ashes

@chewy

catch my breath
hit my texts
wishing i'd roll over dead
misinterpret what i meant
misconstrue what i say

turn my legs to gelatin with every word you speak
don't even explain, i don't want to hear a peep
feel like a fool
used as a tool
bloodlet a pool

really thought this would be a good idea;
the price i paid was premium (x2)

man fuck a safety net
i don't ride with all that
better empty your atm
'fore i take you right around back
damn it really feels like i was made for this
endure any and all pain for this

i can't see without you
why is my heart still fluttering?
i can't be doing this again
i know you meant what you said
bent over backwards ever after
till i was ordinate

fooL* @heroine

cover by @1ure
@zzjay
@46b
@kin1k
@h4blackasf

ok w. edyn, zjay [@kin @ivvys]

@chewy @dreamno7e @finlince

i wanna say sum but i can't i gotta get a grip
gotta bite my fucking tongue until i sever off that shit
or i'll tell you everything you did that was wrong
i can't resist
(oh my god)

sing !!!!!!
dance !!!!!!!
you're braindead if you can't see through the rants
so i have to put all my trust in their intelligence
honestly, it's my fault; she didn't deserve a chance

i saw you again and didn't know if i'd be able to stand it
i just simply ask that you acknowledge all your collateral damage
i could tell though from your eye lobes that you couldn't understand it
feeling so sickle and famished; wanna take back what you ran with

i get so obnoxious when bleeding
and you sent a lot i'm not reading
just kidding i did and got livid
but it's okay, i live for the feeling
(x2)

BiTE my tongue @heroine @dreamnote @finlince

+ @1crusafix & @lynyou

prod @trustt

@deepinparis :

u-uh
said i wont care but boy im lyin
aye i got this big ass blunt and a fineshyt
aye yeah i take a hit every time i feel like cryin
aye if i passed away today i wouldnt mind it

aye yeah you talkin out your neck theres none behind it
uh if you wanna get a feature get in line bitch
s-s-speak this shit straight out the heart no i dont write it
aye you really need to fix your flow go refine it

@1crusafix :

yeah that pussy never comin back
yeah im with the team we posted up inside the fuckin raq
i got so much bands up in my pocket so my pants they sag
i dont give a fuck about that bitch because im bout a bag

yuh you a deer up in the headlight
i was stuck im just tryna get my head right
if i see you its on sight
its a fist fight
bitch im loyal to the team i dont switch sides

@lyn_U :

i dont wanna talk
if he wanna fuck w me Ill make a body drop
if he wanna fuck w us that pussy getting mopped up
i came out of nowhere from the bottom i just popped up
he want a feature Get in line
dont waste my time
ima take my shit back ima take whatevers mine
get in line
dont waste my time
ima take my shit back ima take whatevers mine

bite the hand that feeds me ft crusafix & lynU prod trustt

prod @lyn_u
@trustt, @lyn_u, @1crusafix, @deepinparis, @omgisai, @cruseyyyy, @7akkiro

lyrics:
@trustt
bitch dont talk to me if im embarassed of you
had to spin it, run it back just to show what i do
dont act like my bro if i dont fucking like you
if you know, then you know
if you dont, then you dont
"if its been so long then why you coming back?"
i can do what i want, i dont care about a stat
i just care about my bros ima put them on my back
just do what you want, if its that, then its that

@lyn_u
left his body in the trunk i forgot abt it
im too busy making moves i cant hear a sound btch
gotta keep my circle small its getting too crowded
why u wanna talk.. u not rlly bout it
i cant hear a sound gotta get em out
staying by myself hella fakes around
i cant hear a sound i gotta get em out
yea they passing by tryna take me down

@1crusafix
they be saying that they miss the old me
i like new money, i dont like no fucking old cheese
ive been making racks since i was 14, yuh
walk up in that bitch with big choppas on me
cut him up and put him in a body bag
im with D.I.P. we gon stomp yo head
walk up in the bank i walk out with some bread
bloody scene bloody scene its a mess

@deepinparis
there aint no runnin back to me
im checked out mentally
made that bass thump in the crowd
im always struggling
i put that tab right on my tongue
huh literally
yeah we put the sauce right on the drums
are you kidding me?
look at the pictures and i see somebody else
i got too many drugs i cant do it by myself
i pop too many perkys and i keep em on a shelf
and we dont talk but i hope youre doing well

@omgisai
and its a lot of pain that you brought me
we'll take u down, im the only theres no copy
she said i aint sane so she blocked me
we sending rounds like no you cant ever stop me
i was feeling down i was feeling terrible (giggle), go
emptied out the clip now we did him terrible
i was feeling down i was feeling terrible (giggle), go
no we not the same we not comparable

@cruseyyyy
should've know that shit from the jump
b-bitch what u want
g-gas in my lungs, yea
i been tryna mix this shit up
no this shit just not fun
all this shit just so dumb, yea
hop inside that blue foreign
whatchu gon do for it, yea
i make big fortunes, y-yea
bitch im still scoring
all yo shit boring
i got drank, pour it

@7akkiro
i got too many options i dont know which one to choose
i hear too many people talking dont know whats the truth
i got one more shot before it turns all black
hella guns in the back so u know we dont lack
i gotta clear it out, like whats that sound?
see the dots they connecting, we been shootin hella rounds 
i gotta clear it out-out, like whats that sound?
see the dots they connecting, we been shootin hella rounds

if you know...

Might slow down on dropping, I'm working on a secret :3
Sorry this one is kinda short
Single 1/?

Lyrics -

so can you tell me what's the problem
don't know how to solve em
all on my own
and I can't afford to drop it
rlly gotta lock in
so i gotta go

reaching for solutions
making me feel stupid
lying to my face
cause you know that i wont do shit
i dont really wanna go back home
just so you can tell me ITA

know you're questioning like everything i say
shift the blame on me, you hate on me when things dont go your way
im the punching bag i get it, its embedded in my brain
so when that bullet cross my mind, i know that you got nun to say
always leave me feeling upset
targets on my head
and the numbers aint gon help that
or anything about that
my hands go numb and i can't feel my legs
so put the bullet right inside my-

AITA (xhaji)

lryics later hi gujys song war people cover art by me prod me flip you

scrambl

i dont care abt the side effects
are you stupid why you asking if im leaving yet
you dont know how fukcing bad it gets
i know we aint talk for ages sorry i forget

ho i know you you just duck when youre called out
u know u far away u talking on my phone now
he know what he done he aint even try n clear his name
they try to say i changed

did i do enough
rlly thought i healed but i still want me gone
i could never pick that up
i cant pick it up
i dont want your drugs

i got headaches and it gets too much
im not trying to earn back your trust
i cant name a time i dont know when to start
you can sit back while i tear myself apart

daikyu

i think thats just how it goes
everyone's a poser
i dont know where but im going there
i think that im awful
i think i got set up
but would you come back if you had the choice

no i dont have the choice
i been stuck in one place for a year now
there's nothing more to talk about
dont know why im fucking up so i just keep on fucking round

you could take my life
i'd kill myself to be something
i know that shit will never get better
handful of pills tell me "take it or suffer"
cant rely on shit like that i can't be altered

i see people looking for a way to break the clock and wind it back to change the things that they regret and fix the problems that they left but i could never tell
if that's something that i would do
if its something that i could do

scrambl

and theres nothing i could do
tell me why would i want to
dont go saying "zy you aint call back"
what you said that aint nothing you can take back

dunno why they hate us when they taking what we built up
tried to talk to you i swear that shit was rlly torture
get off their dicks you aint nothing to them
mfs rlly would just kill u in a second w no second thoughts

quite a handful + daikyu

"I ANSWERED YOUR CALL. DID YOU MISS ME?"

cover / logo design: https://soundcloud.com/xaev

I SHOULD BE DEAD, BUT I'M NOT

LEAVE MY JU1CE ALO0ONE!!!111!!!

@blubryrain @onlyquinn prod @breakupbreakdown

#choppermakehimscream (prod breakupbreakdown)

prod @1crisis

@1crisis
(yah, yah)

yah his place is fucking dirty wanna trash it or what?
they all moving when im seen in the cut
heard ur song and it was trash
and ur making it for what?
do a feature for a laugh
(wait) suddenly he's up

and they talking down

yeah that boy gone drown (x2)

@minok0
y-yah
wanna trash it or what yeauh
u ain goin up cuz u fuckin suck
omg let it blow yeah go
i cant switch on my bros nooo

wait 
you makin money but i double it
go 
sold that boy an open then he fuckin fumbled it
(x2)

@rarecryptidcreature
ya ya u trash cus i made it
yo shit is ass ya i dont wanna hear nun
yea its trash when u walk in
makin hella tracks 
yea u fuckin suck dih
im wit mino and we cut down
yah we tellin lies why u wanna talk down
tell that boy he gon fumble it
countin hella racks yea we doubled it

@stylas
yah imma fuckin crashout
they ask where my swag from
bitch im fuckin @1swagout
lemme get my cart i hit my pen an pass out
im 2 fuckin faded i love stayin in the background
couple hunnids for the tints
and i only wear margiela
hit the bank and cash that check
idc i love the chedda
say they hate me thats a bet
bitch im goin up forever
on that burner keep that cash
stfu boy im better


drownn

prod @lynyou @omgisai

lyrics:
r u who u wanted to be?

bitch i know that im worth it
one trip, one time im getting worried
too much stress on my head i gotta walk it (out)
one mistake, bih i fail, im not worth it

b__ i wanna talk when u dont want to
couldnt give a fuk bout what i went thru
i cant fight this feeling cuz it brand new
u jus on my head, ye bitch damn u

bitch i hit too many vapes (they gon kill me)
now i got so many friends, r u with me?
now i think too much its gon killl meeee
yuh, r u wit me?

yeh, oh my goooood
said too many things but it worked out
think abt usss but i got it out
yh bitch u gettin blocked idgaf

worth it (LynU + isai)

not worth listening.
was in my desk since february.


Based on a true story

worth it (LynU + isai)

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