prod @lyn_u
@lyn_u @cruseyyyy

@lyn_u
n im not who u
who u wanted me 2 be
but i still try 2 be
and it makes me forget that im still me
and im tired of it
im tired of falling asleep
trying to forget some things
but i hurt myself tryna cut so deep

i dont like to admit the things i do
whenever i talk to u
but every now n then i let it out
(x4)

@cruseyyyy
ive lost it
ive lost it all
you call me heartless
its hard to admit when im wrong
no i dont like it
but ill try again
i know im toxic
tell me when this pain ends
guess i knew this shit from the jump
i got gas in my lungs
i guess i knew where ur coming from
its just not what i want
cant stop feeling stuck
yea ur always on the hunt
and im always on the run
no i cant ever give this shit up
its just not what i want
got no room for yo love

bawl T_T

prod me, og by twikipedia

interpolated lyrics that i changed up a bit
made around november-ish

[PREMIERED ON CHANNEL 25]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=edzx97fzNDg

#blue (twikipedia)

prod: @zeromandia30414
https://open.spotify.com/track/3F4h9GjjxwTXg4swMEbkLP?si=0e1a84b6a7f040d7

u did it once 
yea ik ur not far
my soul u crush
ur love is so bizarre
another loss, its something that wont go away
at times we feelin better 
u would come and bring me down

tell me who was the problem when it goes away
saying that its my fault it just dont feel okay
i-i cant on falling back i cannot leave my guard down
onto another track i cannot be around now x2

i took too long to find myself
just give me one chance take me out this hell
yea u still dont care yea i can tell
i gotta move on
cause baby ur with someone u like
and ik i cant
never be that guy 
know i really
treat u right
know one i could
treat u right

bizarre (zeromandia)

prod @lyn_u
cover art @trustt

@lyn_u
i got 2 racks on my body i got 2 racks for my twin
i cant switch up on nobody thats a mf sin
i feel like im chosen bitch all i do is win
dropped a bag on these jeans then i do that shit again
i just walked right out the bank boy i dont gotta play pretend
i got money coming fast bitch i cant even count to 10
i just walked right out the bank boy i dont gotta play pretend
bitch dont hit me up again boy im not ur fucking friend

@trustt
if i cut you off throw you out and you still complain
this is why i dropped you little bitch  don't taint my name
showing my true colors i hope god decide my fate
breaking through the canvas when i spray em i see paint
i got jewels on my body and especially my waist
that percent of hating i got all of in my bank
all that time you wasting i can tell you got no play
im so done with winning i got nothing left to say 

@deepinparis
if you cant catch all this shit im saying you not listening
how am i supposed to count these racks when i cant count to 10
i just took a break to come back better than ive ever been
ive been going too damn hard i need to ease it up a bit
i got so damn rich remember the day it clicked
you said you think its out of reach i know it never is
maybe you wouldnt sound so bad if you put effort in
when i get up on the mic im leaving an impression bitch

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/2ZoicqsQsEeIzm8ujkuXPC?si=A--lfgG7QEaZNRsJv_uPxg

production,mix,master,artwork by me
thanks to @i437 for the starter midi, thats my bro fr
might change the artwork cuz im not sure if i fw it
s/o @14106lyn for big inspo

lyrics: 

is it even good to hang out with your best friend?
tell me im wrong, but ive known im the best (yeh)
feel hella lost, she was not the right person
ive been getting hella sleep, but my condition has worsened

but now i cannot stress out
why i feel this all the time?
and now i get so stressed out
i dont wanna go back

(chorus)
i cant live like this any longer
i should stop wasting my time
you have to tell me im wrong
i know im worthless
and it leaves me paralysed

again and again
yeah i fucked up
cant take the pushback any longer
again and again yeah i fucked up
can you tell me im important?

(bridge)
why u comment on me? its not me anymore
wanna be in my house? theres so much blood on the floor
lately feeling too much, i got the feeling im bored
why u acting like a bitch, .....

please dont talk about it, (yeah im feeling hella lost)
i cant live without it (i dont talk about it, i cant live without it) x2 (kinda)

buy my music meow

again again

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/283UBtnUlTdo8qNqvlJwLb?si=uBiml5d4T-KK9NmfU5IRnw

instrumental by me

Lyrics
[Verse 1]
oh i, couldve said something else
something that wouldnt make me mad
i, couldnt even stand a chance
my body feels too many bends
so lets do it once again

[Chorus]
all the signs pointing at me like i lost today
.... ill be here to stay
you can always play me but ill never lose my name
y,know i dont wanna leave but im too afraid
i never could repay, for the damage that ive dealt
the damage

[Verse 2]
im going home, you dont wanna know me
but i keep asking ''do you feel lonely?''
you dont even know me
i feel the pain, that i've earned
noone to stand beside me
stop being afraid
just wanna hear ''ᶦ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ''

[Chorus again]


please come again... thank you

Buy my music ;3

damage

prod me art by me

lyrics:
feel so malnourished
cuz i cant get you out my mind
things i do for I lost my mind
what'd you do for it?
its a crazy way to end our lives
should've known, there's no surprise

hold me close
let me know
I'm not the same
you know what I want
so please let me know
its hard to go home
its getting old
the story's told

I lost my way
I cant find my face
its hard to misplace
am I going insane?
i cant get you to stay
I cant choose who to save
x2

I've lost my train of thought 
I've lost my brain in an instant
if I tried to talk it out
would you even try to listen?
hold on again
just wait til may
you'll feel again
just one more day

malnourished

------production,mixing,artwork by me------
unmastered
---its an old track thats mostly instrumental---
140bpmBmajor+50cents

(lyrics)

is it even fun to go outside when all your friends are filled with lies
if i asked you to hold my hand would you just do it or be suprised
cuz u never do it when i need that
am i gonna make it thru the night?
just stuck in the bedroom im inside
cant do much about it so i sit down

i open my closet
i see all the ghosts that live inside of my own room
but theyre not even honest
yet i dont even mind them being in side talking shit

cuz its the first time of the year
when i dont even mind being sick

cuz theres too much blood drippin on my face
but i take my shot and get replaced

is it even fun?

ashamed of how i treated myself around us, it's pitiful but i forgot who i was before you.

i knew that this was just a waste of time
you know you wrong
that doesn't make it right now
don't call my phone 
can't give you one more try
you got some fucking nerve
you acting like i messed up

i turned into someone you'd never like
i'm not the person that you met
before i got crushed up
in everybody that i meet
i see our past, love
don't get too attached
this feeling won't ever last

force of habit

evil rotten soul..
produced by me
featuring @hiseph  #dynastyszn

join the dynasty discord: https://discord.gg/GkpPF5vRnY

[@v2nthan]
i meet the quota 
im at the center
its paranoia
i do no better
i tried to get up
light as a feather

moncler dats my coat ya
dont think that i know ya
im passed out like coma
evil rotten soul uhh
moncler dats my coat ya
guess that's just how it goes
im passed out like coma
evil rotten soul uhh

[@hiseph]
this bitch think that she good for me
i'm bad for you
straight tragedy
xo tatted all over me 
doing too much 
tryna get company
graveyard nights took all of me
when i left you took that half of me
when the life we want is fantasy
i got no choice 

i'll shut that shit down
when i come around
girl will you be waiting 
like you told me you would
that scarlet rot 
yea i drown 
i won't make a sound
i know i deserve it 
girl you tearing me out

rotten x-X ft. seph

@alwaysalasttime

@aisle-4
@nitecor3

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