sept 2024 song

prod @rewind214 and @rpsu :pp

lyrics:
cant forget its alright
I need you by my side
don't want this
guess I lied
I don't know nothing 
guess I tried

I tried to runaway
I cant get you up out my head
you make me suffocate
and I do anything I can
but I still feel the same
its like you don't even know me
don't think you'll ever change

@7akkiro
i can try, but it dont seem to work
a thousand times, but you dont seem to learn
look into my eyes
what is it you feel?
baby please dont throw it all away 
please dont throw it all away

you put the blame on me
like im all alone
the things you say to me 
makes me lose control
i could never understand why you treat me this way
the way you make me feel is like i suffocate



cant forget its alright
I need you by my side
don't want this
guess I lied
I don't know nothing 
guess I tried

I tried to runaway
I cant get you up out my head
you make me suffocate
and I do anything I can
but I still feel the same
its like you don't even know me
don't think you'll ever change

suffocate ft. akkiro prod rewind + adrien

prod me n advxrse

the long awaited @deepinparis collab

lyrics:
you wanna see who goes the farthest
i done fucked up my whole life i wont restart it
got your girl in the whip she push the start in
why do the fuck do i end back up where i started?
do it when u want girl i know youre a poser
i said i wanna be different but im a loner
nothing special she wondering why i chose her
 need to get my shit together bitch im older

I got gas inside my lungs I'm never sober
I'm still waiting for the weather to get colder
fucked up one too many fucking times, like is it over
yea just know its not ur fault that's what I told her
why ur squad they always do the most bruh
how the fuck u 25 and wear a choker
yea I'm in her bed but I don't really know her
yea u wake up and ur hating do ur homework
want a feat u cant afford it
sorry I cant answer ur call I'm too busy I'm recording
please do not hit my line if you got no gas I'm in a shortage
my bros ride around the town we run it up like we some tourists
I might follow u on ig just know I wont view ur story
I cant hang with no one new cuz I think they all boring
I don't keep up with ur music cuz that shit it got me snoring
crack the seal we circle round just know that my squad we gon pour it
we got good ass fucking gas u know we get that shit imported

restart

Track 3 - "Learning to Love Myself"
aka; A moment of reflection, let it be my last

Produced by Serena Liars
Vocals by JAYOVSN
Started March 23rd, 2025 - Finished April 2nd, 2025
140bpm Fmaj

Lyrics:

Crystal markings on my chest
Hold my hands as I repent
Lift my arms while I grow again
When I die, please let me rest

Ooh, but I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-

are x10000000000000000000

Hard to let go
Looking at the x's, o's,
No longer at home

Thinking 'bout past mistakes and
I wonder the most
If all of the wrongs been lingered

Feeling the pain in my sides
I guess this is my part of my life
Looking at the skies above
Now I'm just wondering why? (Ooh, but I don't wanna)

Go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-

(Ooh, but I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-)

also listen to bevels song that dropped today 
https://soundcloud.com/b3v3l/youll-see-exactly-what-i-mean/s-fQ2zbLri6XI?si=f57ba0252d7a481ea569802c4989b841&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Learning to Love Myself (with JAYOVSN)

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/1cYNMKtdFx7WlufBfVvNst?si=q04Wyr4jTr6WmplYQXpU0A

prod, mix, artwork by me
featuring @imyzuli
more synths, less guitars this time
again shoutout my bro @i437 for the starter midi <3
lyrics: 

if u come outside, you wont see me walk away
leave without a fight, thats not how i want to play
i got too much to say, im having issues feeling brave
i felt like floating away, the floor beneath me starts to break

sometimes im too scared to call but really wanna talk
dont wanna hurt for too long, cuz i feel too alone
im out of luck all my life, tell me what i do wrong
outside the lightning has stuck, it keeps hitting my home

too scared to tell you, my emotions are wrong
i really dont wanna fail you, but im just like anyone

keep telling myself i won, i won
why dont you tell me im wrong?
im wrong, im wrong
why dont you tell me im.

@imyzuli

ill put her part here later, something about 100 signs and shoutout @qlein

buy mah music meow

too scared to lose + imyzuli

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/65gWW5syaM2h3Zb1LfYoYP?si=YIWNap8uSDiuc4yx0F49dg

artwork by me, @camdenn and @aellzis
s//o @trustt and @hiisero for big inspo

lyrics:
i sacrificed every moment to be, just like you
and ive been way too dishonest to seem, just like you
i know i wont last long but i want to change
watch how the meaning gets lost, when i say ''okay''

(pre-drop)
oh, but i know, its true
i could never be like you
well i fell for you
biting more than i can chew
but i know, its true
i can never be like you
what a shattered view
tell me we wont split in 2

its been far too long
and fat too late
i like to stay alone
its okay, its okay
if more hours pass
imma go insane
just wanna fade away, its okay, its okay

cuz ive been acting too toxic
ive been way too annoying
tell me now its the time i say goodbye
ive been begging for something
in the end i got nothing
walk away with the fact i couldve died

how to become somebody else

evil rotten soul..
produced by me
featuring @hiseph  #dynastyszn

join the dynasty discord: https://discord.gg/GkpPF5vRnY

[@v2nthan]
i meet the quota 
im at the center
its paranoia
i do no better
i tried to get up
light as a feather

moncler dats my coat ya
dont think that i know ya
im passed out like coma
evil rotten soul uhh
moncler dats my coat ya
guess that's just how it goes
im passed out like coma
evil rotten soul uhh

[@hiseph]
this bitch think that she good for me
i'm bad for you
straight tragedy
xo tatted all over me 
doing too much 
tryna get company
graveyard nights took all of me
when i left you took that half of me
when the life we want is fantasy
i got no choice 

i'll shut that shit down
when i come around
girl will you be waiting 
like you told me you would
that scarlet rot 
yea i drown 
i won't make a sound
i know i deserve it 
girl you tearing me out

rotten x-X ft. seph

prod me i fucking hate this song it doesnt represent anything about me if you ever catch me making another song like this shoot me in the fucking face

soul▸ @1crusafix @7akkiro

Russian Drive-By Vol. 1 (Letting You Go Preview)

Now this is truly just digicore
😭😭😭😭😹😹😹🐱😸
prod @lyn_u
@lyn_u @trustt

fakeFriends +trustt [bonus]

https://www.instagram.com/hiisero/
prod, mixed & mastered by me

it's a cliché
and it comes right back to say
that i'm nothing, it's touché
and it hits me in my face
it's so hard to redecorate

if you tell me a lie
kill me, stab me, throw me in the fire for it
burn me alive,
trust me, all about me i will regurgitate

tell me about it while you cry
its always bark, you never bite
tell me why i should say goodbye
guess ill lie to myself, guess ill lie to myself

its different every time
but i guess it always hurts
no matter if i try
the thought of who i was will hit me

if my art doesn't speak for me
then neither will my mouth
i try to avoid it but i cant
cuz it haunts me, it haunts me

tell me about it while you cry
its always bark, you never bite
tell me why i should say goodbye
guess ill lie to myself, guess ill lie to myself

bark, bite

what you'll never have + daikyu prod me

@alwaysalasttime

@aisle-4
@nitecor3

self-prod unless stated otherwise

aka tristastic

too scared to lose + imyzuli

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