ah shit

Euphoria and depression

SMILE?

Beeline (feat. Tom The Mail Man)

featuring @teor1
produced by @prodpitfall

behind the walls, i see the faces (other side, staring back)
the light inside them, broken glass traces (the light blinds me, who do you want to be?)

drive somewhere, it doesn't matter, 
just take me somewhere far.
i'm getting so sick of this - 
the lack of any self-forgiveness. 
endlessly screaming to the void, 
never felt that catharsis...
the kind i was looking for, 
further from a long bliss.
bridge collapsing - 
like burning, but faster.
looking away - 
i don't miss what happened.

take me away 
i think that 
we wont b okay
i shrug i sink 
i cant forgot 
these thoughts they wont 
just leave my head
so take me away
was never okay
blood on my back
im falling
cant keep an cat
i say that 
ill be okay
dont worry
ill be okay
drive me away
lets go somewhere 
we can stay
just let me 
show u the way
cant promise
broke one today
so cold dont know 
what to say
im out of words
so ill sleep 
tonight

Mulholland Drive ft. Teori (Pitfall)

i rly cant make anything right now.. so i make these kind of stuff :/ im having a lot of battles right now and i wish it could all end in a heartbeat

picture from NASA

heartbeat

(p.disarray davis)
mixed by : @farglobe (globe)

sunset staircase

prod IOF @kuriosity1234 @heartwithouta4 @1wintrs

past tense (kuriosity + hart + winters)

PARABELLUM CYPHER - ARCADIA
with special guests - Chromehearts, 3veil, Doublekill, Nocache, Trinity, and Fearclub!

Founders - Pur1fy, Kauwii, and Apex

Special Thanks to TRXIXN for all their hard work

Thanks to everyone who made this cypher possible, these past few months have been busy, but I think the outcome is really worth it :)

Thank you all.

Involved:

TRXIXN    https://soundcloud.com/trxixn
1Booth    https://soundcloud.com/1booth
Lurang    https://soundcloud.com/lurang2
Cvrrie    https://soundcloud.com/cvrrie
BunnyEX    https://soundcloud.com/bunnyex
Kxly    https://soundcloud.com/kxly
HXCHI    https://soundcloud.com/liltpk
P01CE     https://soundcloud.com/p01ce
Terron    https://soundcloud.com/yungterron
juni    https://soundcloud.com/1juni2
p1nknokia    https://soundcloud.com/p1nknokia
1crusafix    https://soundcloud.com/1crusafix
Halo https://soundcloud.com/hnlo
thewrld    https://soundcloud.com/thewrld5
pur1fy    https://soundcloud.com/probably_pur1fy
syve    https://soundcloud.com/1syve
kauwii    https://soundcloud.com/1kauwii
poem    https://soundcloud.com/poemxoxo
nitemare https:soundcloud.com/nitemarepakk

Producers: (thewrld + pur1fy) (syve + kauwii) (poem)

Arcadia 2021

##parabellum - arcadia + chromehearts + 3veil + doublekill + nocache + trinity + fearclub

cover art by celeste

i juz wanna kiss u
n baby do u kno how much
i miss u 
everyday iz so lonely 
when im falling
the world beginz 2 crash
without a warning 

i hav so much on my mind
but theres no time
i jus gotta press rewind
and try 2 feel fine

i wish i could jus change the past
i know u hurt real bad
im sorry i was the issue
but baby everyday
i miss u

i fell asleep at the wheel

triv2