trying my hardest

oh my god no i did it again
now u dont fuck wit me and i hate all ur friends 
guess i fell in the cycle again
i knew it was the end
but it felt so perfect in your bed
now ur just a past acquaintance in my head 
bitch dont talk to me im not ur friend 
but for u id do it all agaiiiinnnn

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

it was just a matter of time before u fell back into his arms

do u feel any sort of sorrow for the man u left with scars? 

but i dont care anymore 
atleast ur not in my hair anymore 
atleast ur not in my bed anymore 
cuz the thought of u makes me drop to the floor 
i feel it down to my core

no i dont care anymore 
atleast that dumb bitch not in my head
anymore 
at least ur not in my bed anymore 
with every thought of u i fall down to the floooor

and imma get the bag imma do what i do
imma do it on my own bitch i dont need u
fuck me over again and again till my thoughts are all blue
if i ignore ur dumbass bitch ill never lose

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

bleed

part 1
prod  (tonycomputerlove + elxnce + nomu + kuriosity)

but u cant see past it
empty carts empty bottles on the mattress 

its like my whole world blackened
i hit that shit and feel my fingers turn to static

cuz imma fuck up i get it
im constantly beggin 
for all ur attention 
its not my intention x2

yea all ur words cut 
deep and down to my soul
yea thats some shit that you wont ever know

you left a bullet
flyin right to my skull
when i saw you and him tho

cuz i been running it up and i do not care bout your opinion 
no i dont give a fuck cuz i did it
walk in the bank and im walking out counting up digits 
take a look at my stats girl im winnin
you are not me no you cannot be in my position 
bitch im reppin the M like a piston
if a bag on the mf table lil bitch imma get it
but, i know

you cant see past it
the empty carts and empty bottles on the mattress 
the empty BO- oh…

its like my whole world blackened
(i think i blacked out!)
i hit that shit and feel my fingers turn to static
(no…NO! LIKE OH MY GOOOOD)

cuz imma fuck up i get it
im constantly beggin 
for all ur attention 
its not my intention:( x3

cuz imma fuck up i get it
im constantly beggin 
but its not my intention 
no its not my intention 


and i try, to stay inside your mind 
and i tried, but i ran out of time 
and i know, i might’ve crossed the line 
but its not my intention 
no its not my intention x2

intention

+ @1wondir
prod @1spooz
inspired by @threedimensionsapart

@1spooz
im having trouble fitting in
im 11 and i cant tie my laces
and all the rain makes the world feel dead
and all the rain makes the world feel
im having trouble fitting in
im 11 and i cant tie my laces
and all the rain makes the world feel dead
and all the rain makes the world feel dead

ur voice is all i hear
these places far but they feel near

im too scared to talk back
i cant sleep cuz we always come back again
and u hate when i say this
i just want this to be over im praying

@1wondir
n if ur scared ill run away
lights on til the sky turns gray
send injections to my face
its not my fault i rot away

n i saw it
every single word lay on my conscious
i’m lost n i’m fallin
got me sick to my stomach too often

p.s: this song took 3 months to finally finish lmao

11 +wondir

@funeral

share with ur best friend :)
produced by @/soontobegus on instagram
orchestral production by @iamkeeve
mixed & mastered by me

special thanks to @f0rdis

selfish (feat. funeral)

B 1502 is a flight from london to LA, this is a dream of running away ive had for a while

Lyrics:
you see me standing here 
im outside alone
now I been tryna find a place
so I can call it my home

I turn my heart into stone
im tryna let you go
ill buy a ticket to LA
im leaving you on the road
i need to go on the run

dont wait for me
like I wait for you

fight with me 
you always struggled getting straight to the point
and I would always lose my temper
fuck I know that it hurt you a lot, you know I wish I could stop
every word it counts
I know I pushed you away

talk to me, ill tell you that im tryna get out your way
im sorry for all of my fuck ups and petty mistakes
youll never have to worry bout me
never see me again, these pills I have inside my hand 
will do the job for my pain

you need to get out of this place
and run away from your mistake
I cant, no I cant worry bout a thing
cause im so drink I cannot think

you see me standing here 
im outside alone
now I been tryna find a place
so I can call it my home

I turn my heart into stone
im tryna let you go
ill buy a ticket to LA
im leaving you on the road
i need to go on the run

I need to get out of here from this spot
you know I struggled a lot 
every word I said
youll never see me again

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B 1502 (michael harrison)

@01kon @prod_pk

lyrics:

I saw your face come up in my mind
Ain't been at home it's been a long time
In San Francisco, all I'm seeing is Connecticut plates
I had to call you just to tell you I want you at my place
I saw your face come up in my mind
Ain't been at home it's been a long time
In San Francisco, all I'm seeing is Connecticut plates
I had to call you just to tell you I want you at my place, Yeah

I really want to punch my ticket
I've been low girl, I admit it
I don't think I'd pass emissions
Heart's been going a mile a minute
I saw your face come up in my mind
I hope we in it for the long ride
Said 'this is done' girl I won't let it
Not gonna live and I can't find a medic
And I know if you leave then you're gonna regret it
But if you're gone know I'll never forget it
Oh
Bet you never thought about it 'till this song
Think about you often girl don't get me wrong
Fucked up!
You need a clover girl, go get your luck up
Said put it on me girl, so why you acting stuck up
You need to quit that talking girl so shut the fuck up
Ain't seen a girl like you that's why I'm feeling lovestruck

I saw your face come up in my mind
Ain't been at home it's been a long time
In San Francisco, all I'm seeing is Connecticut plates
I had to call you just to tell you I want you at my place

I had to call you just to tell you I want you to pull up on me
I want you to tell me now, have you been faking or you want me?
Know I said it from the start, I know that I'm life of the party
I've been wasted every day replacing water with Bacardi
I know I said it from the start if I hurt you then girl I'm sorry
I'll give you anything you want, if it's just love or you want Marni
And you know I don't play these games, this ain't no PS4 Atari
I had to call you just to tell you I want you to pull up on me

(@1sloan)
Y'all still saying Connecticut you confusing me
This is @1sloan shoutout Connecticut
(Shoutout Connecticut!)
Shoutout Connecticut

I saw your face come up in my mind
Ain't been at home it's been a long time
In San Francisco, all I'm seeing is Connecticut plates
I had to call you just to tell you I want you at my place
(Call you just to tell you 'bout Connecticut plates)
(Yeah)
(Bout Connecticut plates)
(Call you just to tell you 'bout Connecticut plates)
(Yeah)
(Bout Connecticut plates)
(Yeah)

connecticut plates (01kon + pk)

Roundabout ft. kurtis prod. yungspoiler

uh oh (bipxlar)

lil song thing w @mysticbummer and @v2nthan
Insta: @9blare
prod. joshwa 

(intro)
i swear im sorry i couldnt give you what you wanted
but i thought we were forever and there wasn't no discussion
so i walk in the room, and im looking for you
i dont know what to do, when im alone no clue
sorry you're on your own, i dont mean to be rude
can we just play it cool

(chorus)
you dont gotta be sad imma call right back
you dont gotta be mad imma come right back
in the meantime, take your dress off unbutton it a little
imma get you right, have you feeling sentimental
x2

(mystic)
i dont wanna, waste no time
i got you, on my mind
cant get you out cause you and i on different times
and we’ll put it back to together yeah we’ll be alright 
what we got is untouchable
but my mind is corruptible
still you drive me crazy
ill lay right back and youll dance for me

(chorus)
you dont gotta be sad imma call right back
you dont gotta be mad imma come right back
in the meantime, take your dress off unbutton it a little
imma get you right, have you feeling sentimental
x2

(venthan) 
you don't gotta be mad, imma call you right back
i know I've been a bitch no hard feelings attached 
i've been thinkin bout our old days for so long
it prolly seemed like I just didn't care at all
no more problems
got me acting up for your love, near the bottom
money addin up, but I'm still feeling rotten
don't worry bout it all
i just wanted to call

(chorus)
you dont gotta be sad imma call right back
you dont gotta be mad imma come right back
in the meantime, take your dress off unbutton it a little
imma get you right, have you feeling sentimental
x2

sentiment w/ mystic & venthan (p. joshwa)

Episode 1!!
inspired by h

lyrics-
i cant catch a break!
this real shit is fake!
i cant get right!
im still stuck left!

cant go back idk what 2 do
yea im posted with the @00clique yea im posted with the crew
and ik im in my feelins but ik i like u
ima send ten shots when u in my view

i know its just a feelin, i know it, i got it
2023 we goin up like a rocket!
yea this shits a puzzle but you know that ill solve it
and no i cant catch a break no i cannot stop this

and theres a whole lotta shit on my mind
and im searching for some wishes that i cannot find
half of my best friends are all online
i cant catch a fucking break at least i tried...

i see the way u moving, ur all in, my eyes
i like the way u do it, im tryna, get high

but its ur decision, ultimately
i could have sworn i seen somebody that was other than me
really i just wana go somewhere with my friends
its just a shot in the end with someone i cant make ammends

nobodies gonna make it out alive
dont care how u gon perceive me i wont lie
so why the fuck would i ever want to try?
no i do not give a f**k who you idolize!!!!!!!!

(x2)
i see the way u moving, ur all in, my eyes
i like the way u do it, im tryna, get high

cant go back idk what 2 do
yea im posted with the @00clique yea im posted with the crew
and ik im in my feelins but ik i like u
ima send ten shots when u in my view

i know its just a feelin, i know it, i got it
2023 we goin up like a rocket!
yea this shits a puzzle but you know that ill solve it
and no i cant catch a break no i cannot stop this

HOW SHOULD I KNOW??? IM STILL IN GRADE SCHOOL! U THINK IM THAT CRAZY???

selfish (feat. funeral)

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