this feels like the end
for me
yea i feel my lips turning blue
i might already be dead
a zombie walkin back and forth 
stuck on what i said to you
“i loved u” what u said to me
its like u knew it’d break my heart
i bumped into u the other week
just another many times i’ve felt gross in your eyes
don’t look at me
no, don’t look at me now
u know i said it’d be better if we were apart
so don’t look at me
no, don’t look at me now
go find another reason to go n break my heart

shteppi - dont look at me.

this song was completely performed by shteppi :3

the smell
of the rain
takes me back some moons
and stars
oh i 
can’t refrain
from cutting loose
and falling in your arms

your eyes
so unbothered 
i stare at you as you glace off to me
reminds me of my interest
how the water
evaporates, then comes back down
puddles up and trickels off 
the leaves

in love 
with the way
your glasses match the color of your hair
“they get 
in the way”
is what you say whenever you catch me stare

and you get embarrassed
cuz you don’t think they look good on your face
no no

but if you ask this gal,
what she truly thinks
they make your eyes reflect like puddles
reminds me how much i adore the rain

shteppi - this weird girl really likes rain.

oh nephew,
you’re going through some changes
my presence feels outdated to you
nephew 
i’m sorry i look different 
its a shame we’ve grown so distant its true

but your auntie
is no longer that boy thats you looked up to
and i’m sorry if that cuts you
where it hurts
but your auntie
doesn’t feel good in her body
she’s just coping how she ought’ be
to be her
and she hopes you understand 

oh nephew, 
i’m going through some changes
we not having too many exchanges no more
oh nephew
its not that i love you lesser
i’m just changing out my dresser 
you can have my hand me downs 

cuz your auntie
is no longer that boy thats you looked up to
and i’m sorry if that cuts you
where it hurts
but your auntie
doesn’t feel good in her body
she’s just coping how she ought’ be
to be her
and she hopes you understand 

oh nephew, 
we’re both going through these changes
i promise that i still got love for you

shteppi - nephew.

the moon tells me its morning i woke up 2am
stuck alone to ponder why i’ve wasted days on end
the world seems scary and disturbing up outside of my bed
so i’ll just sit here hiding, covers lifted over my head

cuz my pillow can’t hurt me like the people do
headphones on my head to block the people out my eardrums
not gon leave my house unless theres a reason to
but i’m too busy ignoring the world for there to be one
i’m sick of seeing myself every day
at the bottom of my shower staring up through my reflection 
i don’t look good enough to see my friends
i don’t want the humans i avoid to realize what i’ve become

♫

walkin through the trees and moonlight tells me i’m looking good
nobody round to judge or ask why i don’t sound how i should
so as i sit and pluck  these strings atop a bridge made of wood
i’m harmonizing with river singing bout what i could… do to be social

cuz the moonlight can’t hurt me like the people do
headphones on my head to block the people out my eardrums
not gon leave my house unless theres a reason to
but i’m too busy ignoring the world for there to be one
i’m sick of seeing myself every day
at the bottom of my shower staring up through my reflection 
i don’t look good enough to see my friends
i don’t want the humans i avoid to realize what i’ve become

shteppi - pillow.

shteppi - my new sweater.

shteppi - weepy ol girl.

prod. @killmiri

yo supxr all your music copy paste you flopped after whats up
all you do is make shitty tik tok music you fell off after in my head
and i guarantee you 2026 supxr wont even exist

ummm, you shouldnt say that!

ill do what it takes
ill do what it takes to get better
like why did you send me that letter
you set me up jus like you were a setter
im noting your sins with a feather
im judgin no matter the weather
shell bring you down if you let her

knife straight to the bone
its probably better if i do this on my own
whos that blowin up my phone?
you got work to do before i change my tone

huh, work, work it
i just gotta make sure that youre worth it
she wouldnt do it on purpose
but she know that its makin me nervous
im pretty sure that shes perfect
new girl new text imma curve it
one two wait for the third hit
i do it best ive already heard it
wait, move, move it
she gon play with yo mind dont lose it
she is a spike you gotta defuse it
say that youre strong
but you gotta prove it
move in the dark keep em clueless
give me the truth but i alr knew this
told you a lie cuz i knew you would use it
give her my trust
whyd you abuse it

Girl i’ll show you how i made it 
Cant fw her cuz the bih outdated
Don’t show the bands around me i’ll take it
Mad cuz im up lil nigga stop hating
Just one kick baby i’ll beat it
Keep yo hoe from round me ion need it
I never lose im undefeated 
I got the haki, i always see it
Yuh Work it, and she gon do it on purpose
When she walk in i get nervous
Trynna get below the surface 
Okay Revert it
Trynna get to know ya person 
How would i know if you’re perfect
She took my heart and she cursed it

huh, work, work it
i just gotta make sure that youre worth it
she wouldnt do it on purpose
but she know that its makin me nervous
im pretty sure that shes perfect
new girl new text imma curve it
one two wait for the third hit
i do it best ive already heard it
wait, move, move it
she gon play with yo mind dont lose it
she is a spike you gotta defuse it
say that youre strong
but you gotta prove it
move in the dark keep em clueless
give me the truth but i alr knew this
told you a lie cuz i knew you would use it
give her my trust
whyd you abuse it

brokie: pfff, they call this guy supxr? for what? hes not super at anything he cant make a hit for the life of him *punch*

WORTH IT

cutter ft. Sadfriendd (prod. icymxncler)

sampled this:
https://soundcloud.com/user-472027417/in-the-summer-we-just-had
@user-472027417

i love you anatole muster

✨

trix5ter