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gëmz {gëmzjii}

nenji

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made this while sick {still sick, wish me good health, xoxo}

She said that she would stay 
Give me signs I would stay 
I’m all alone and it’s getting to me 
How you run to him 
But you said you love me 
How you tell the truth 
But your lies repeating 
We’re always having fights 
That’s why you leave crying 
I can’t take it 
I can’t take it no more
Blood all on the floor
I kick open the door 
My eyes red from the sore.

Gosh, where do I begin
You said you’ll love me till the end
I thought you was my best friend 
But it turned you you lord 
So that’s where the story end 
It was just the two of us and 
No one else and 
You kept the lies 
Until I found the secrets 
It’s all over now 
So you can get out 
I’m sorry that it ended this way 
I’m sorry that it ended this way 
You can be with him now 
As long as you know your place.

gëmz ~ final words of sorrow to yöu. {restored version}

@user-460425115

(lyrics)
cant believe she not trusting me
i got glocks i got glocks u not touching me
its no wonder that she not in love wit me 
glock 19 if he fuck wit me
2 twin glocks keep me company
beam onna gun do not run from me
i got money right now she wan fuck wit meeee
i got money right now she wan fuck wit me

please just trust me ft saga (vrtex)

rage&nicky - hear me (smexkey & violet)

It’s her time to know huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I just want you to save me
Somebody come save me 
Your crying in the rain I see -
Uh
Your crying in the rain I see
It’s jus super sad to see
I jus wanted u to die with me 
Feel like greys anatomy-

Makenzie said it’s over 
Your my only lover 
It’s her time to know huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I can’t let it go huh 
I just want you to save me
Somebody come save me 
Your crying in the rain I see -
Uh
Your crying in the rain I see
It’s jus super sad to see
I jus wanted u to die with me 
Feel like greys anatomy 
Your my favorite fantasy 
Uh 
Uh
Yea
Yea

gëmz ~ mackënzie hears me now…. {hazel&jannah}

Tell me what you want huh 
I got what you need huh 
That bitch insecure huh
I don’t really need her 
That bitch name Serena 
Ha 
That bitch name Serena 
Give her all of me yuh
Mhm 
Like Mhm 
Like Dear, Serena
Dear, Serena
Dear, Serena
Godamn 
Godamn

gëmz ~ i fucked up serena, im sörry {narumi}

https://soundcloud.com/iloveyelowandmom
https://soundcloud.com/itwasntherfault

nicky & rage - lost of words prod. ???

self prod

and I can't find my worth
going through my days, when you don't text me
girl it hurts
I can't tell you how I feel because I never find the words
remember the day I took you out? 
there was the sun, we heard the birds

girl I'm really struggling and I just wanna talk
remember when it was cold at night and we went for a walk?
and I just wanna work this out at night I pray to God (Jesus saves)
I just wanna be the best but I know that I'm not

I'm right beside you in the cold rain
we were standing in the storm and it was pouring
its late at night and I just wanna see my girlfriend
you told me you might say somethings that you don't mean

so who am I to choose? everyday I'm missing you
I see it better now, baby do you see it too?
think back to sophomore year, in class when I sat next to you
and now you're here with me but I still don't know what to do

and when we talk bout things I jus-
I don't know what to say
and you're my girl now, I liked you since the 10th grade <33
I'm on the road now, I'll text you when I'm at your place
and everyday, I just wonder if you're wanting me

and girl I fell for you
things are so much different
from the nights that I spent in my room
I said baby, where do you wanna go?
I'll try for you, I'll take it slow

i wish i was better at communicating things 2 u :((((

can't find my words prod keepsake

prod @violetxx9

https://open.spotify.com/track/0aMhb6NYjWNei3K3RvQJNH?si=9bb8c0bad610432d

lyrics :

needa get myself together i’m a mess now
yeah i’m feeling better now
only when you’re around 
you’re poking through my heart
wanna see me bleed out ? 
you’re the one i need now
i just wanna scream loud

poke through my skin
until i can’t feel it at all
rip me to shreds
leave me dead on the asphalt 
everything that i feel is it my fault ?
i don’t want nothing else but to feel well

leave me here to die
hope you know i tried
tried to make you mine
mine, mine (try to make you mine)
i won’t say goodbye 
not just yet no
cuz before i go
i need to see you one more time

i know you said you’ll stay here
just wanna hear you say it one more time
you’re imperfections are perfect in my eyes
you & me , it feels like the stars aligned

SPOTIFY

nothing else (violet)

I just wanna die tonight
She give me the side eye, Tell me what you fuckin like
You go inside it’s suicide, You and me it’s do or die
Yea watch that bitch, she bleed me dry
I can tell your hearts cold, baby told me that she know
She know she my true love, like baby where the love go
Tell me you knew, like baby it’s not true
Like baby what i do, i love you hope you love me too
She think I’m a rockstar now, so you love me now
Where was all the love, my heads in the clouds
Never felt like this before
you broke me down right to the core
Nasty bitch, nasty whore, I can’t love you no more
Like baby i regret it, I bought you diamond necklace
I wanna see you naked, bitch you give me a headache
Like no blood has been shedded, I’m sorry you’ve been mislead, damn

great, now im bröken… {clockwork & dimpleb}

u make my voice go up nd my hrtt go down +gëmz (me)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/b1em/i-dont-really-think-u-love-me-3

i don't really think u love me (prod. me)

prod @discerning

if i say i love u then i mean it 
im still thinking about you and me 
i keep thinking abt what we could have been 
im sorry if i hurt u 
i don’t wanna fight 
if i could see u tonight
then i wouldn’t be sad 
tell me why r u mad? 
i wanna see u smile 
wanna go back in time 
where are u now? 

please lemme hold ur hand 
i think i can’t forget u
can u feel the pain too?
you are still in my head 
shawty you’re too perfect
im alone in my bed 
me and u till the end 
me and u yeah it’s over
feel like a loser 
i said that i hate her 
but i still fuckin love her 
why even bother? 
we die in the end 
and i cry in the rain 
i think i lost her
i think i lost her ://

if i say i love u then i mean it 
im still thinking about you and me 
i keep thinking abt what we could have been 
im sorry if i hurt u 
i don’t wanna fight 
if i could see u tonight
then i wouldn't be sad 
tell me why r u mad? 
i wanna see u smile 
wanna go back in time 
where are u now?

feather (prod. irony)

My Lyrics:

Its either you stay wit me
Or you get left 
I don’t wanna argue fr
Is this a test?
I think you’re the for me
You’re the best 
I feel like it’s my time 
I feel like it’s my time
Girl all we have 
Is right now 
Girl I wanna be with you
For a while

b1em
can you take my hand ? 
can you take my hand ? 
u need confidence
i need evidence
i need patience 
idk what to say 
and imma be silent 
i might do drugs
and i finna forget u
someday , someday , someday 
i might need a pill
don’t even know my name 
time can tell 
time can tell

We luv y’all🦋

nenjixb1emxgëmz- lonely nights on the grid (onelite)

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