take my life (meta)

@earpiercing @1stendy
can you find whats left of me
like ooh she cryin, whats next for me
i got dreams of u blessin me
i just pray that you wont mess w me
i got u now they sextin me
like oooh ur company
like oooh u lovin me
oooh u stuck w me
ooh, ooh
u lovin me
u trustin me
like oooh youll die w me 

i cant stop cryin whats next for me
i take pain killers just to fall asleep
like do u really fw me, say u really fw me
ill catch a hat jus 2 die w u
pandora ur wrist, i cry w u
ur heart my poison i fall w u
say u werent ready to follow through
ur blood my lead i follow u
u broke my heart, im sorry 2
didnt know u could be so slimy u
i was ready to love on u
put my soul put  faith in u
my heart, my blood, my trust in u
my hands still shakin im nervous 2
said u werent ready to follow through
ill die right next to u
catch a hat jus 2 stay w u 
these kisses n hugs its all 4 u

you know its all for you
do this shit all for you
straight pain in my songs for you
keep da glock right by my side for you
ready to bang out or die for you
pour blood and drip tears for you
i drop all my fears for you
yea
gave u dat love that u never had
nd its fucked up cuz u still gon do me bad
in withdrawal bae you know im gon crawl back
want yo mind n yo heart i want all that
you could give yo behind i wont fall back
you brought light to my heart that was all black
know im trippin for u like im on brack
call my name man i feel like a lost bat
forget what i said
i dont want you dead
blood for you i bled
i pour all my red
tears seep in my bed 
you gone what i dread
fill my brain wit led
7:21 PM

all4u featuring moxi prod ikari

@1dec @rippnova
www.instagram.com/01decx
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need u (rippnova)

unseen:  ‎‎  ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎   ‎‎ ‎ ‎  ‎‎ ‎ ‎ wit the team (shyne)

eternal luv w/ nicky & angelrave (dec shyne)

most of these beats have been made in different manic bipolar episodes lol but i hope yall enjoy and big thank you to everyone who ive worked with on these <333

1. "starships" (solo)
2. "ehehe" (solo)
3. "slit" (solo)
4. "lock" @pitchweavr
5. "lullaby" (solo)
6. "tweas" (solo)
7. "stand" (solo)
5. "rose" @1yungsouljah
6. "heart" @minasxx
7. "balls" @prodtrashboat
8. "mug" @1plugsoon
6. "dear maria" (solo)
7. "imospizza" @prodtrashboat

if you are interested in any of these hit my instagram $20 solos $30 labs :3
https://www.instagram.com/01decx/

guns.lol/decc

bipolar pack '25 @ragetysm @pitchweavr @prodtrashboat @1plugsoon @1yungsouljah

@shyne2400 @itwasntherfault

sry 4 not dropping 4 a while im working on a project; this song is going to be on it:) not dropping  again til tape done #imonmywayhome soon

lyrics:
u lost me
she crash inna whip cuz it haunt me
u want me 
cant find me
she watching my back, get behind me
she stalk on tha gram tryna find me 
she ride or die, know she behind me
like damn, look what you did 2 me
im poppin these pills its so fun 2 me

she got nothin from me; like damn that b* she touchin
damn, what do you want from me
this g19 im clutchin

pills
look what you did x2
look what you did 2 me

blood 
im coughing up blood x2
every time that you notice me 

i mean like honestly do you still really think of me
she gettin on top of me
no i cant say bye honestly
no i cant even fall asleep x2 

our love keep crashing down, down
my heart fall to the ground (fall asleep)
our love keep crashing down, down 
my heart sink to tha ground (fall asleep) 
our love keep crashing down, down
my heart fall to the ground (fall asleep)
our love keep crashing down, down
my heart fell through the ground