Saved this song so long ago and it still smacks just the same 

really love this song man, alot of music nowadays doesn't speak to you. this one really does. much love

im in my bag of excuses for bad decisions i made  
bad actions stemming from trauma that doesnt justificate  
i look around and see all of this destruction and decay 
but i think the only difference is i didnt see what was right in my face 
at some point you have to face it
used to think fixing my problems was caving
i used to think that my problems were what made me special and that shit is dangerous
and i used to think that if i got better my art would suffer as a trade and
it got to the point where i thought that my mental well being aint even worth saving 
but honestly i was mistaken 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 

i was a victim of temptation and my own temperament
i get too passionate i come off batshit and 
im just a magnet for tragic infatuation 
almost had it but i couldnt capture it 
dont wanna trap it  
dont know whats happenin
but when youre laughing
its great distraction 
i think we might just be moving to fast and 
keep your hands in at all times and belts fastened 
i dont know 
what the fuck i was on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 
and honestly i dont know
what the fuck i was on
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem

my big bag of excuses for this hole I dug myself into

I Have So Much Love Inside Of Me To Give

[+] tryna spread all my love, its getting hard though
* produced by @metlast *

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LYRICS:

leaving scars

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leaving scars (feat. noahmadethiss) [prod. metlast]

Lyrics:

telling me to get a bag
when it's all that i've been chasing
set for a whole damn week
i ain't stood on my own in a minute
never sober in the club on sum lsd
been at war with the parasite taking me over
i'll void all the things that i wish i had told her
guess that i'll live and i'll die as a loner
the bugs in my skin found their peace and a home here
feel so damn strange on my own two feet
you need direction
you need a feat?
i do not know why you're talking to me
and she won't hit my phone till she's horny in heat
i hear her voice even deep in the beat
i hear it so clearly inside of my dreams
think i'm imagining things
if you're gonna bluff then i think i'll find somewhere and leave

she's just another fucking enzyme
a girl i should forget i'm
lost inside my own mind
i can't meet a deadline
even when i set mine
hang by river styx my love and we could watch the world die
if you'd like the ether
I wonder if in a few years
She’ll still be stealing my sleep
i wonder if in a few years
i'll still live life on repeat
i wonder if in a few years
you'll be invading my dreams
i wonder if in a few years
you'll fall right back onto me

telling me to get a bag
when it's all that i've been chasing
set for a whole damn week
i ain't stood on my own in a minute
never sober in the club on sum lsd
been at war with the parasite taking me over
i'll void all the things that i wish i had told her
guess that i'll live and i'll die as a loner
the bugs in my skin found their peace and a home here
feel so damn strange on my own two feet
you need direction
you need a feat?
i do not know why you're talking to me
and she won't hit my phone till she's horny in heat
i hear her voice even deep in the beat
i hear it so clearly inside of my dreams
think i'm imagining things
if you're gonna bluff then i think i'll find somewhere and leave

styx

untitled (feat. ChinoBoy)

lyrics for the fan that messaged me sorry it took so long

much love keep your head up it get's better homie trust me <3


you dont even care like you used to
you aint ever there like you used to be
hard like the usual
you just give me stares like your used to me

im just writing songs istead of doing wrong
instead of you alone
im just hitting packs of the bong
it was peace, then
suddenly nobody get along
fuck a reason
i just want you inside of my arms
but you dont wanna
my love she dont want it
perfect she a goddess
goddesses are heartless

and i stay
filled in with blankness as bliss
i get lost in the pain of the shit
faded the canvis it's raw like i'm blazing 
the scent break the cloth when i'm painting the shit
need to stop overhearing ho
personal buissness is blended but different than all my lyrics
no way
teardrops hit any others might stain
still the same kid any others might change
forever i roll with the homies even if we smoking 50 miles away
and im still accidentally passing the j
someone's gon grab that shit one of these days

oh no no no no i never take it like i used to
all this hurt and high shit dont faze me like it used to
she gon do me wrong she gon break me like the usual 
all these ruts and drugs still dont change how i get used to
(x2)

you dont even care like you used to
you aint ever there like you used to be
hard like the usual
you just give me stares like your used to me

homesick (YourStandardSappyOverlyEmotionalHeartbreakSong) |prod. GHXST|

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https://truett.bandcamp.com/album/quick-zooms-from-the-super-8

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Art done by Collageno
Production Credits: notmorgn, ACR Radio, GHXST
all songs with no prod. credit were produced by me

i don't even know what to say about this album. i really care about a lot of these songs and for the most part a lot of them are just for me. i'm not really into moping but this album really helped me get a lot of emotion out at a crazy age and point in my life growing up and all that shit, a lot of these songs mean the fuckin world to me. guess i just hope whoever listens to this can feel something the same. love ya

Stuck In My Ways

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i'm still just a kid and i'm trying my best

Spitfire (prod. jody)

Or At Least Thats What I Tell Myself

@sorrow_bringer

lyrics

Fishing off the crescent
Its just something in the air
Its just hard to be prepared
Is there something that i said
Got something to do quick
You go on ill meet you there
I dont wanna read too deep 
Know the world can make you scared
Stay bright
I dont wanna go dont say goodbye
I feel the most sane when it gets around 2 at night
I guess i'm just not the type to follow the light
yeah
And i wanna know how the smoke lights up and glows
I see the curtain in flow from the open window
Nothing has been like before
Honestly i wanna know 
yeah i wanna know why its fucked
I wanna know what is up
I bend and fold i just crunch
Im on my own out to lunch
All of those flowers fill up the pot
Fake shit i deal with it a lot
I do not know what they want
Load up a bowl and blast off
Gimme a dose gimme a blot
Roll me a bone leave me in shock
Pulling my soul out my body
Im in a foreign place and im lost
To the front please move to the front 
I could have it all but its shit i dont want
Smoke so much surprised i can still use my lungs
Yeah I was so tied down now im all strung up
On a crutch i weigh
Always so stuck in my head
And i always find some way to fuck it up
But im just trying my best and things are looking up 
Things are looking up
Im not stuck im not in a rut
Used to always want an explanation now its just because
Had to open up the door i used to keep it shut
I guess you should do it if you think you must
Fishing off the crescent
Its just something in the air
Its just hard to be prepared
Is there something that i said
Got something to do quick
You go on ill meet you there
I dont wanna read too deep 
Know the world can make you scared
Stay bright
I dont wanna go dont say goodbye
I feel the most sane when it gets around 2 at night
I guess i'm just not the type to follow the light

Stuck In My Ways

Truett

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