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🔥 New Track Out Now! 🔥  
Title: [You Feel Like Home]  
Produced by: [Music RooM]  

This track is a blend of real bars, raw emotion, and authentic rap vibes.  
If you're into real hip hop, storytelling, or trap beats – this one's for you.  

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You Feel Like Home

lyrics for the fan that messaged me sorry it took so long

much love keep your head up it get's better homie trust me <3


you dont even care like you used to
you aint ever there like you used to be
hard like the usual
you just give me stares like your used to me

im just writing songs istead of doing wrong
instead of you alone
im just hitting packs of the bong
it was peace, then
suddenly nobody get along
fuck a reason
i just want you inside of my arms
but you dont wanna
my love she dont want it
perfect she a goddess
goddesses are heartless

and i stay
filled in with blankness as bliss
i get lost in the pain of the shit
faded the canvis it's raw like i'm blazing 
the scent break the cloth when i'm painting the shit
need to stop overhearing ho
personal buissness is blended but different than all my lyrics
no way
teardrops hit any others might stain
still the same kid any others might change
forever i roll with the homies even if we smoking 50 miles away
and im still accidentally passing the j
someone's gon grab that shit one of these days

oh no no no no i never take it like i used to
all this hurt and high shit dont faze me like it used to
she gon do me wrong she gon break me like the usual 
all these ruts and drugs still dont change how i get used to
(x2)

you dont even care like you used to
you aint ever there like you used to be
hard like the usual
you just give me stares like your used to me

homesick (YourStandardSappyOverlyEmotionalHeartbreakSong) |prod. GHXST|

project soon

thanks to my dude @notmorgn
go check him out if you haven't

heartless w/ notmorgn

this song lowkey from like a year ago lol

F5F5F5F5 / Dumb (prod. ACR Radio)

there are so many amazing people that contributed to making this song become real

all guitar
@cam-quinn98
violin
@mohinighoshroy
clarinet 
@thaya-zalewski

prod. mixing and vocals by me

TRASH

Look Me In The Eyes (ft. lil lotus)

lyrics 4 the fan that asked for em shout out to you 

nightshade
and my Styrofoam in twos 
i change
and when i go home with you i'll stay

these nights in this waistland, ay
keep me right by your waistband, ay

ooo, leave me on my own too high
leave me make me start a new life
seen it far to much it aint right
too many times

nightshade (prod. truett)

no sample.
@qawikamri
about a girl that sucks

B A C K G R O U N D  S T O R Y
I flew over for a girl and turns out she was taken and didn't tell me about it, but the date was kinda fucked up cos she was on her phone all the time so i'm not actually missing a lot.

(Qawi Kamri)
dont leave me i fall apart without you
dont leave me im sorry that scarred you
second chance thats all i ask from you
second chance hope you thought this through (x3)

i just want to fix our problems
we can take time to solve them
i don't want to hit rock bottom
i hate the feel of feeling numb

i just want to wrap you in my arms
and tell you everything is fine
i just want you by my side
a feeling i get all the time
i know that you're scared right now
cos we are moving quite too fast
and you said you're not used to that
but i promise i wont break your heart

dont leave me i fall apart without you
dont leave me im sorry that scarred you
second chance thats all i ask from you
second chance hope you thought this through (2x)

she got looks but a shitty personality
maybe its my fault i let her inside of me
now its too late, im stuck, i cant fucking leave
stole my heart, fell in love with a heaven's thief

she got a pretty face
so i flew to her place
thought you were a bless
all you give me is stress

always on your phone
you don't want to talk at all
wow... its nice to be ignored
please put my head on a sword

i do believe in second chances
what do you say? do you want to fix this?

(cause I still want to)
wrap you in my arms
and tell you everything is fine
i just want you by my side
a feeling i get all the time
i know that you're scared right now
cos we are moving quite too fast
and you said you're not used to that
but i promise i wont break your heart

dont leave me i fall apart without you
dont leave me im sorry that scarred you
second chance thats all i ask from you
second chance hope you thought this through (3x)

want to wrap you in my arms
and tell you everything is fine
i just want you by my side
a feeling i get all the time
i know that you're scared right now
cos we are moving quite too fast
and you said you're not used to that
but i promise i wont break your heart

SPOTIFY

Second Chance

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//ごめんなさい//

less than a week until outsider drops. i've been excited to release this track with my homie for a while. i hope you guys enjoy it. i love you <3

available on apple/spotify
https://fanlink.to/FzT

follow my mans @blckbrn

also show this track some love over on @your_secret
s/o to the homies over there <3
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lyrics
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it's 2 in the mornin'
i'm out explorin'
i've just been soaring 
it started pouring
so we found a tree & sat out until morning
i think i'm boring
but you don't think that, you're too busy adoring
so give me a warning
so give me a warning
baby i'll start restoring

everything that i've got up inside my head
supercalifragilisticexpialidead
i've been feeling lost forever shitty weather up ahead
i'm the eye inside the storm that's lingering around your bed
never settle for a broken bond you're more important than
every problem that you focus on, your purpose to expand
on an idea or a singular thought inside your head 
tryna make it through the night without the 
demons that i dread

what am i suppose to do?
when they comin' thru
take my brain & consume it
i don't feel how i do
when they say i blew up and labels amazed man
feels like i've been in a cage man
my disinterest for the words that you've been saying
dismiss it gettin' to workin' all day then
sit inside my room & contemplate my fate again

follow blckbrn

blckbrn x guardin - caged

young existential crisis V2 (prod. young taylor)

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJ8S70OsKMQ
Produced by Hi-Fire(@dunnadidit x @okayconch)
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/73nye2Om0b1uTovcfKZ1N7?si=FS-qJcdbQf-sXgdeiQZjPA

Lyrics:
Been a minute since you hit my line
Been a minute since I saw your face
Been a minute since I faked this smile
Lost love shit don't feel the same
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Hit my phone I don't know if I should pick it up
You just wanna bring me down I just wanna live it up
X2

I can't sleep yeah
Ain't been counting sheep yeah
Rollin deep yeah
Riding down the street yeah
Dark nights got me staying up late
I can't help thinking bout my fate
I'm just hoping that somebody can relate yeah
Cause we all got some problems up on our plate yeah
Some days I ain't feeling great
Blue skies turning oh so grey
I shine bright even if its never nice out
Black fit u can't see me when the lights out
Dark shades I'm just living for the right now
I got too much drama in my life now
Lately I been on the road
Lately I been in a zone
Wrist froze had to get it on my own
Where I'm going I don't ever really know but it's

Been a minute since you hit my line
Been a minute since I saw your face
Been a minute since I faked this smile
Lost love shit don't feel the same
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Hit my phone I don't know if I should pick it up
You just wanna bring me down I just wanna live it up
X2

Young colt why you tripping over nothing?
You got future vision they gone see you stuntin'
Grew up too fast hit the gas do the dash
I remember when I told 'em that id be something
Took some time but I'm really getting mine now
Now they wishing for tickets or stand in line now
Got some secrets you won't ever wanna find out
All I really needs a little peace of mind now
I'm just hoping that somebody feel my pain yeah
I'm so sick of these lonely nights in the rain yeah
I'm so sick of these mornings that feel the same
I been mourning for some months flip the chapter flip the page yeah
Lately I been on the road
Lately I been in a zone
Wrist froze had to get it on my own
Where I'm going I don't ever really know but it's

Been a minute since you hit my line
Been a minute since I saw your face
Been a minute since I faked this smile
Lost love shit don't feel the same
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Hit my phone I don't know if I should pick it up
You just wanna bring me down I just wanna live it up
X2

Music Video

Minute (prod. Hi-Fire) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

i hope everyone's having a good day.

I have been desperately searching for clarity
but lately I cannot see much of anything
and it's been scaring me..

wake me up when I'm better please

I have been chasing my dreams like they're all that I got
so I don't think of all that I've lost
shit, I've lost nearly everything

momma said it gets better
she said it gets better
please, give it some time
I promise son you gonna shine

but when I look into her eyes
all I see is her pain
but somehow she's still okay

don't know what to say
I guess I feel guilty
i caused of a lot of it
and that shit kills me

my soul is filthy
emotions are crippling
broken within
don't know if you could fix me

I'm way past hoping and wishing

and I don't know
what to do with my self
think I'm falling apart

and I'm so scared 
to try and love someone else
cause there's no love
for myself in my heart

I'm just feeling overwhelmed
driving home late at night in my car
cause I know that I made this hell
I may run but I wont get too far

I won't get too far

clarity

girl chasing butterfly

Toy Co.

Rockout

written recorded produced mixed & mastered by 93FEETOFSMOKE

℗ PLZGOAWAY

Lyrics:

I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars
Cuz I ate a lot of shit 
Tryina get where I’m at 
Used to daydream this 
During seminars 

All I ever wanted was a dirt bike
Was a dirt bike
Was a dirt bike
I don’t miss much 
Bout the simple times
But a tank of gas 
And the sun kissed lines 

Hit the footy gap
I’m Wearing Jordan’s
Wait run that shit back
Did you record it?
Yz125
I’m Whipping foreign
Got the pillow grips
Cuz It’s important 

Out of gas
Out of road
Don’t know
Which way imma go 
Hit the dirt path
And I hit full throttle 
Hit the backpack
And I hit the whole bottle 
Out of gas
Out of road
Don’t know
Which way imma go 
Hit the dirt path
And I hit full throttle 
Hit the backpack
And I hit the whole bottle 

I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars
Cuz I ate a lot of shit 
Tryina get where I’m at 
Used to daydream this 
During seminars 

All I ever wanted was a dirt bike
Was a dirt bike
Was a dirt bike
I don’t miss much 
Bout the simple times
But a tank of gas 
And the sun kissed lines 

out of gas
out of road
don't know
which way I'm gonna go
hit the dirt path
and i hit the full throttle
hit the backpack
and i hit the whole bottle
out of gas
out of road
don't know
which way I'm gonna go
hit the dirt path
and i hit the full throttle
hit the backpack
and i hit the whole bottle

TRASH

Truett

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