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Heartbreaks & Last Goodbyes

Heartbreak & Last Goodbye

Nothing Lasts Forever

LIVE FREE OR DIE

In Santa Ana

A live sounds better!

You rolled two lines off your tongue,
meaningless words, rehearsed and numb.
No deeper truth, just static noise,
a hollow act, a clever ploy.

To find a space in this cruel land,
you bowed your head, betrayed your stand.
You had to take or you’d have none,
forgotten what should not be undone.


And still you rise, and still you smile,
those empty phrases bought you miles.
You walk through doors that once were closed,
with secrets only silence knows.


Alone
you haven’t felt love in years.
Alone
not sure if someone missed you through the tears.
That feeling…
is the one you truly miss.

So now, go on, reshape your mind,
trade old beliefs for new design.
You turned your gold into the mud,
a kingdom crumbled into dust.

What once you had, you didn’t buy,
now you know the cost of that old lie.
You see how blind you’ve always been—
in love, in loss, in your own skin.

Alone—
you haven’t felt love in years.
You don’t want to
be alone—
no memory that someone held you dear.
And that ache…
that’s what you truly fear.

“All that I am, I gave away…”
“The mirror cracked, but still I stay…”
“A wave of love, it pulled me out…”
“She changed me—there’s no doubt.”

You changed yourself and the world turned new,
a wave of love, it carried you.
Out of the cage, the golden haze,
away from guilt, away from blame.

Yeah… yeah…
That’s the feeling…
That’s the feeling…
you were missing.
Yeah…

empty phrases(live)

Signals from the Silence – Album Description (English)

Signals from the Silence is a female-fronted shoegaze journey where shimmering guitars, layered vocals, and cinematic synth textures collide. This album dives into love, heartbreak, social critique of life in your 30s, alien abduction themes, grief, and inner healing, weaving all into a hypnotic sonic landscape.

Each track is a signal breaking through the static: some songs glow with warmth and serenity, others echo with tension and mystery. Together they form a tapestry of sound that blends dreamy nostalgia with bold storytelling, inviting listeners to drift, reflect, and feel.

🎧 For fans of ethereal shoegaze, dark dream pop, and atmospheric soundscapes.

✨ Genres: Shoegaze, Dream Pop, Atmospheric Indie
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SIGNALS FROM THE SILENCE

Some Days

Coming Home 1992

I wanna give you the silence
I want you to believe in me
I want you to love
I want you to see me

See my worth
See my strength
Look above
I'll save the day

Let me heal you
Heal your soul
Let me heal you
You soon will know

I love you
I love you strong
I love you
The love belongs

To you
For you
I lust
And I trust

Forever
For good

I love you
I need you

Forever
For good
For us
Understood

Forever and Understood
Forever and Understood

Let me heal you
Heal your soul
Let me heal you
You soon will know

I love you
I love you strong
I love you
The love belongs

To you
For you
I love you
I need you

Forever
For good
For us
Understood

Forever Understood
Forever Understood
Forever Understood
Forever Understood

Forever Understood
Forever Understood
Forever Understood
Forever Understood

Forever Understood

The Buckfast Blues

The haunting centerpiece — Radiohead-style claustrophobia, dry mix, and cold beauty.
A hymn to the tenant of one’s own mind — the voice that never leaves.
It’s repetition. It’s survival. It’s surrender.

“There’s someone living in my head.”

The Lodger Cycle (Venus in My Head) is a dark cinematic concept album by Leya, blending trip-hop, gothic soul, and surreal art-pop.
Each track is a different room inside the same haunted mind — where mirrors whisper, spoons float, and thoughts bloom into flytraps.

The record moves through madness, irony, and fragile beauty.
It’s not about escaping the darkness — it’s about learning to breathe within it.

🖤 “I breathe, I burn, I’m still within.”

The Lodger Cycle (Venus in My Head)

Lodger

AI doesn’t write my songs. I do – and the AI brings them to life, like a team of session musicians and sound engineers behind me.

Hungarian composer and songwriter exploring the future of music with a guitar, a voice, a phone, and a vision.

With 94–98% Audio Influence, the AI strictly follows my musical input. The songs musically and lyrically are completely and meticulously written on a guitar before I start work with AI. 

These tracks show what happens when you lead and control every detail of the musical production – and AI listens. From a simple game it turns into a smart musical instrument.

The songs are examples of early AI music production preserved for the future.

Coming Home 1992

Trust in My Unknown