hello :)

short AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V2Au6l5A72Y

lyrics:
no more lies, lets be honest
this ain't all about you
running cause i have to
not because i want to
three four five,
and this next step's gon be goodbye
yeah i really miss him,
miss me when i'm alright

tried it all, but i'll stay by my body
it hurts so bad it feels like im nobody
need all your love, could you put me down slowly?
ill get you what you want, in my blood and my remedy

walking on the street, and i think about it often
you lied to my face and i took it like a burden
i care way too much, yeah i really wanna bury them
writing these lyrics in blood like a surgeon

does it really matter?
would you really care or would you throw it, watch it shatter?
its like im moving backwards
tore up all my letters
upside down in patterns
wanna die now
burn me with an ember

this is never ending
ion really give a shit
guess you wanna leave now
leave me when im hurting
someone that i can't be
on the ground, im bleeding
you make it look easy
i know im not winning

remedy (decago x hartfxlt x feature)

fun song prod @bothhappyandsad
with @fabs4k and @sensuku

@xternalz

here we go again!
its my loss when i can't stand to meet the cost
so i push it away
stop asking me to stay
we both know we won't be the same
every time
“i’ll make it right” were the words that i said
were they even mine?
that's what you thought
and i don't want to fight
i'll do what you want
cause i don't know what's right

@fabs4k

i don't know what's right
cause i'm still finding myself
i put my thoughts on a shelf
because i need some better health
i don't want you anymore
you put my heart on the floor
can't make me feel like that anymore
what was there isn't there
and you still want more

@sensuku

i still want more from you, for us
a back n forth, you break my heart
ive seen it all, ive seen it all
forget, forgive, its all a loss
whats the issue? let me know-
all pain cos i miss u
put aside my voice till im with u
stare the sky for days till i see through

@xternalz

here we go again!
its my loss when i can't stand to meet the cost
so i push it away
stop asking me to stay
we both know we won't be the same
every time
“i’ll make it right” were the words that i said
were they even mine?
that's what you thought
and i don't want to fight
i'll do what you want
cause i don't know what's right

here we go again! + fabs & sensuku (wallflower)

비지( @ilyveezy ) 생일 축하해! 🎉🎂🇰🇷
나의 소중한 친구 비지야, 생일 정말 축하해!
한국에서도 멋진 음악을 만들기 위해 노력하는 너를 항상 응원해.
너의 열정과 끈기는 언젠가 꼭 큰 무대 위에서 빛날 거야.
올해는 네 음악처럼 특별하고 멋진 한 해가 되길 바랄게.
멀리 떨어져 있어도 마음은 항상 함께야.
오늘 하루 마음껏 즐기고, 네가 원하는 모든 걸 이룰 수 있기를 바라!
생일 축하해, 아티스트 비지! 🎶🔥

항상 응원하는
[jay and pei]

feat by @peiflowy
prod by @77will

lyrics:

@peiflowy

Yeah, happy birthday to you,
Yeah, happy birthday to you,
Yeah, happy birthday to you,
Yeah, happy birthday to you,
It’s just another time,
For big celebrations,
I hope you stay happy,
And get all your wishes,
It’s a new age,
Take all of the picture,
Stay away from hate,
Don’t worry I’ll keep them away.

@trustohm

Wake up feelin’ light, sun is on the way
Even though you far, you still feel close today
Wishin’ you the best, nothin’ less, no delay
Time moves fast, but real ones never stray
We were just kids, now we growin’ up strong
You in South Korea, still we get along
Heard your name shine, like a brand-new song

shine for veezy w/ pei flowy (prod. 77will)

"stand out" produced by @kashik05
Performed/Written by @counterxo

stand out

stand out (kashik)

@itxmi @1akura / @foryourheart @kyoakyo @hartfxlt @rewind214 @lifegiverr @nazzz333 @decago

0:00 - :55 @kyoakyo & @1akura
:55 - 1:38 @kyoakyo
1:38 - 2:23 @1akura & @kyoakyo 
2:23 - 3:17 @hartfxlt
3:17 - 4:06 @itxmi
4:06 - 4:50 @rewind214
4:50 - 5:44 @hartfxlt
5:44 - 6:25 @1akura
6:25 - 7:20 @1akura
7:20 - 8:15 @kyoakyo
8:15 - 9:10 @rewind214 & @1akura
9:10 - 10:24 @kyoakyo & @1akura & @nazzz333
10:24 - 11:17 @decago & @1akura
11:17 - end outro by @itxmi & @1akura

thank you for listening <3

'25 afterstory ❤︎ samples 1

hey i made the beat for once :P

ft. https://soundcloud.com/drewalongtheglare

ִֶָ 𓂃˖˳·˖ ִֶָ ⋆★⋆ ִֶָ˖·˳˖𓂃 ִֶָ

[https://soundcloud.com/ritsuzuki]

im feeling numb tonight
i know it all cause i died too much
i dont wanna live again
its like last night
yeah
stay by my side
we'll be alright yeah

"its not that bad"
its exactly what they told me
im feeling sad
and im missing, i miss the old me
you'll never get me like you always do
im always losing
yeah ill kill myself and then ill kill you too!!

yeah my head is screwed on wrong
i said ill be okay, ill be fine!
its alright,
ill see you in my eyes
dont look at me in the face, when i die
ill cry alot, when the suns in my eyes
"go and make some friends"
its what they say to me
i find it hard to talk
slipping from reality
always seem to fuck it up
i cant change at all
fuck my life i think im giving up!

[https://soundcloud.com/drewalongtheglare]

Said I won't lie, you told me it's all my fault
Why can't you realize I don't wanna get involved
Take a step back, I think that you've had enough
I'll take the pen but I don't think I could write my wrongs

Are you sure you wanna go that way?
Insecure you've always stayed that way
I can't bring myself to take the pain
I was wrong, some things just never change :(

((ritsu chorus loops twice))

giving up +drew (me)

feat by @peiflowy
prod by @resa5real

Lyrics:

@trustohm

Bad lil bitch, she play that game
Trap my name, then burn my flame
Talk that shit, but act so lame
Suck his dick, then claim my chain
Flex on snap, but broke in bed
Fake ass talk, just want my bread
Text me boo, but fuck my friend
Heart so black, can’t never mend

Cap too much, that ho just lie
Cry so sweet, then cheat on sly
Say I’m yours, then fuck that guy
Dick so deep, she moan then die
Thot so cold, no love, no real
Grab that bag, then bounce, then steal
I stay woke, no time to kneel
Fuck that bitch, my pain won’t heal

Fake ass ho, don’t call me bae
Play that role, then run away
Talk too slick, get hit today
This my rage, I spit, I slay

@peiflowy

soon...

fake ass love w/ pei flowy (resa5)

hot as me (2024)

tongue tied w/ akura (dinosaur)

letra;

saco todo ese vial de almas para mi
Demonic staks, dont turn on back
no pienso en esa hoe
a lot of racks, k m calman
empiezo a maquinaria
ahora m quiere buscar (x2)

no c k voy a hacer mañana
hay una bae k m está esperando en mi cama
a las horas k m llama
lo curioso es k a la misma hora ella m extraña

Siempre la bloqueo y luego aparece
ya lo hablamos bae ¿cuantas veces?
m cansé de las estupideces
de ese, de ese estilo...

ya no quiero na' contigo
baby, estoy en lo mio, cada vez más fino
pu-puta no te necesito
baby, esta mierda ya perdió el sentido

Demonic staks, dont turn on back
no pienso en esa hoe
a lot of racks, k m calman
ahora m quiere buscar 

saco todo ese vial de almas para mi
Demonic staks, dont turn on back
no pienso en esa hoe
a lot of racks, k m calman
empiezo a maquinaria
ahora m quiere buscar (x2)

Siempre la bloqueo y luego aparece
ya lo hablamos bae ¿cuantas veces?
m cansé de las estupideces
de ese, de ese estilo...

ya-ya no quiero na' contigo
Baby, cuantas veces k perdió el sentido?
solo estoy confundido
(dese-dese-desert eagle)

no c k voy a hacer mañana
hay una bae k m está esperando en mi cama
a las horas k m llama
(a no estar contigo)

Siempre la bloqueo y luego aparece
ya lo hablamos bae ¿cuantas veces?
m cansé de las estupideces
de ese, de ese estilo... JA


desestilo

prod. 999ines // 

you tryna die i’ll crash 
you tryna drive i’ll crash out
you tryna die i’ll crash 
you tryna drive i’ll crash out

no one alive i’d date
no feelings in my fingers or my face now 
if she high then ill fuck her off an 8th
she want my tongue gotta pill i wanna chase 
down
i told her hang on 
take one while you wait 
hang on 
i think i need to lay down 
i told her hang on 
take one while you wait 
hang on 
i think i need to lay down 

no problem
it soften then i swallow 
i feel awesome 
exausted and hollow 
slow toxins body on apollo 
and just watch i’ma sleep until tomorrow 

cupid 
arrow to my heart no crossbow 
putrid 
smoke into my heart blow crossbones 


you tryna die i’ll crash 
you tryna drive i’ll crash out
you tryna die i’ll crash 
you tryna drive i’ll crash out

no one alive i’d date 
no feeling in my fingers or my face now 
if she high then ill fuck her off an 8th 
she want my tongue gotta pill i wanna chase 
down
i told her hang on 
take one while you wait 
hang on 
i think i need to lay down 
i told her hang on 
take one while you wait 
hang on 
i think i need to lay down

cr@sh

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my twin : @ogmatrixx @shikaiii 