can you put back up ​i go through this all the time pls

L & R !!!

R:
I know you wanna see me cry.
I'll never forget cuz I know it's the only you want.
Why you never picking up my calls?
It's cuz your praying on my downfall and your waiting for me to fall.

I got what you need.
When your with me I cannot breathe!
Digging in my skin scrapping on my teeth.
Please don't go! Please stay with me!

L (Pre-chorus):
and the reasons i dont let go
the things i left in the marigolds
i miss the sight i had on everything
i lost it when i turned 17

the dreams i had
the views i saw
and the things i learned from them
now i cant get them back ever again

L and R (Chorus):
tell me why u gotta take so long
i keep starin at the clock tickin nonstop
why u gotta  make me wait so long
its been a while since you called my phone

ringing nonstop, nonstop
nonstop ringing on my phone 
ringing nonstop, nonstop
nonstoop 

L (Verse 2):
feelin the same that i have always had
always taken the same pld path
and im tired of all of that

help me, i need you by my side
cause im not doin alright
and i need some of the light

dear diary, i lost my way today
and i dont know if im okay,
my heart is stuck in a race
and its never gonna change

the finish line, its always moving back
its close and then its far
and its starting to hurt my heart

L and R (Chorus):
tell me why u gotta take so long
i keep starin at the clock tickin nonstop
why u gotta  make me wait so long
its been a while since you called my phone

ill tear it down and put it back
youre like a drug i keep relapsin
i dont know why i keep stressin
actin like its a confession

if i keep goin ill collapse
ill decompose the time elapsed in
seconds that i count in my mind

L and R (Outro):
is that good?
yea, its good

Nonstop !

https://open.spotify.com/track/1KscQlFv34cpMMv2ZLnb9L?si=4c33aca715394f82

prod: @1kaynn
ft: @trustt

lyrics: 
(me)
i dont know the words that i can tell u now
feeling stuck again i needa break it out
tell me what u need so i can save u now
yea its getting hard to breathe u need to cut it out
so tell me where that shit go?
everything is gone i ignored all the signals
im getting sick of all these people
saying couple words and yea they go like

i dont wanna hurt u, no i dont wanna make u cry
so im telling u its over
everything u did it broke her
covered with ur blurred out lies
gotta do my best to show her x2

(@trustt)
i don't wanna hurt u no more
think it's better if we part ways, go
no matter what they say i still won't fold
self respect is something u don't know 
i don't wanna hurt u no more
but i think that i have to
don't cry if i don't like u
bitch don't cry if u don't win
i could never sell myself short
u don't know that tho
ima hit it from the source
u don't know that tho
i said, i could never sell myself short
u don't know that tho
ima hit it from the source
u don't know that tho

(me)
i dont know the words that i can tell u now
feeling stuck again i needa break it out
tell me what u need so i can save u now
yea its getting hard to breathe u need to cut it out
so tell me where that shit go?
everything is gone i ignored all the signals
im getting sick of all these people
saying couple words and yea they go like

i dont wanna hurt u, no i dont wanna make u cry
so im telling u its over
everything u did it broke her
covered with ur blurred out lies
gotta do my best to show her x2

blurred out

blurred out ft trustt (kaynn)

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i look outside the box
don't know where to start
ask me how i feel 
i feel spectacular
lost track what u want?
don't know who you are
so ask me how i feel
spectacular 

that's enough to kill the bitch
stuck inside my room
i don't give a shit
more time to myself
ima make a hit
yea my mom said i'll make it
IMA MAKE THIS SHIT

i look outside the box
don't know where to start
ask me how i feel 
i feel spectacular
lost track what u want?
don't know who you are
so ask me how i feel
spectacular 

stand on what you said
take a new approach 
if you look outside the box
you can see me
fuck what you said and meant
i don't care at all
i'm like oh my fucking god i don't mean it

but if i said i did 
would it change a lot
i'm like come on what the fuck 
i didn't break your arm
its so simple its a joke
i never got this far
and i'm sorry if i hurt you
i just care a lot

-tacular
ask me how i feel
i feel spectacular 
-tacular 
-tacular
spectacular 

i'm tryna do this shit for too long
it better work out
i've tried to hit the ball too far
now there's no sound
they tryna take me down i said 
FUCK YOU
HOPE IT WORKS OUT
i've got the best feeling 
it's somebody i know 
i hope you get well

stand on what you said
take a new approach 
if you look outside the box
you can see me
fuck what you said and meant
i don't care at all
i'm like oh my fucking god i don't mean it

but if i said i did 
would it change a lot
i'm like come on what the fuck 
i didn't break your arm
its so simple its a joke
i never got this far
and i'm sorry if i hurt you
i just care a lot

spectacular

written & produced by valetical
additional vocals from @trustt & @1crusafix
co-written by @cruseyyyy

lyrics:

i watched the glass shatter, i'm falling, i'm falling
too busy staring away, don't call me, don't call me
no, i can't even fix myself, so how would i fix you?
no, i don't even love myself, so why would i love you?

if i wanted to shoot, don't tell me otherwise
(don't tell me otherwise, don't tell me otherwise)
if i wanted to shoot, don't tell me otherwise
(don't tell me otherwise, don't tell me otherwise)

(oh no, you fucked it up again)
(i'll hold the fort, i'll stand my ground til someone takes me down one day)
(i've got so close to falling down, but everytime i find my way)
(can't even fix myself, so how would i fix you?)
(no, i don't even love myself, so why would i love you?)

i can't seem to find out what the problem is
you hit that part of me, i act like i like it
if i were you, i'd just let me go now
and i'd tell you how i feel, but i don't really know how

if i were you, i'd just let me go now
and i'd tell you how i feel, but i don't really know how
if i were you, i'd just let me go now
and i'd tell you how i feel, but i don't really know how

if i wanted to shoot, don't tell me otherwise
(don't tell me otherwise, don't tell me otherwise)
if i wanted to shoot, don't tell me otherwise
(don't tell me otherwise, don't tell me otherwise)

(oh no, you fucked it up again)
(i'll hold the fort, i'll stand my ground til someone takes me down one day)
(i've got so close to falling down, but everytime i find my way)
(can't even fix myself, so how would i fix you?)
(no, i don't even love myself, so why would i love you?)

(164.689)

debris

prod me.

cover of Bagsy Not In Net by the 1975

lyrics:
this feeling, it's something when you call me
i'm dealing in death and being lonely
try it, don't like it
and leaving you here is the thing that I fear, so I fight it
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?
i'm reeling, I know that I'm appalling
but this feeling, it could be our calling
not dying, no, just lying
seeing you here is the moment it's clear 'cause I'm crying
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?
do you wanna leave at the same time?

bnin[cover]

need a break

all these people around they just staring at me
betting all this pressure you get what you deserve 
just waiting for this week to loop again
and now i get the reason why i fucked it up
you left to rot i didnt forget 
and i just thought about it i dont think your my friend
i see it up there
you tryna mess with my friends thats no cool at all 
i cant wait to see you fall
wish i could disapear 
you tryna mess my head on the phone tryna call
how could you just fake your love

i wake up i got back in my bed now the days gone
i hate love all the same cus we break up
i got stains on my bed cus the makeup.  4x

you dont understand what mean to me
your my looooooooooooooooooove

you dont understand what mean to me
your my looooooooooooooooooove

backing away from everything

demo ... there is a finished version somewhere out there

u painted me a picture and i watched the colors fade
oh love liar
u were the only thing i wanted then u made the skies turn gray
oh love liar

im just a pawn in ur game
(a role u want me to play)
i watched the truth unveil
i see ur real face
im just a pawn in ur game
(a role u want me to play)
i watched the truth unveil
i see ur real face

wounds deep and raw
they dont believe what i saw
thought i was pure im wrong
tainted with many flaws
a burning ache remains
a constant haunting trace
in reverie im lost in an unfamiliar place

love liar

u let me down...


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art by @prodkirian
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lyrics
and the snow matches ur skin tone
aeaouuu
tryna call bout a problem
how should i know?
girl i can’t even think when it all goes wrong
too much im on the brink
cut me off, so long 

don’t need you to hold me hold me down
take these meds when my
heads too heads too loud
you leave me in the snow
that’s why i’m never around
don’t tell me where to go
no bby don’t make a sound
im doing better without you
don’t make it abt you
im not tryna know 
when it all falls down
you tell me to leave you
you know i was abt to 
can’t give you a chance 
when you let me down

and the snow matches ur skin tone
aeaouuu
tryna call bout a problem
how should i know?
girl i can’t even think when it all goes wrong
too much im on the brink
cut me off, so long

so long ꕥ #dynasty

dont expect me to change
only change that i see
is my mind and my heart
only time's what i please

so, dont expect me to change
only change that i see
i please everyone
and nobody please me

nobody please me 

dont expect me to stay
the time gon pass and please
i remember the days
that i felt that you like me

cuz youre everything i like

prod. me

original by R5 This was one of my fav songs ever when i was little
produced by Me

lyrics
u said what u said
when words are knives its hard not to forget
but something in my head wouldn't reset
cant give up on us yet no woah
wo o oah
ur love was so real
it pulled me in just like a magnetic field
id let u go but somethings taking the wheel
yeah its taking the wheel oh woah

my mind says no ur no good for me
ur no good but my hearts made up on u
my body cant take what u give to me
what u give got my heart made up on u
(x2)

i should be making a break
up all night thinking im planning my escape
but this insomnia aint going away
and now im back at ur place / oh no!
wo o oah

my mind says no ur no good for me
ur no good but my hearts made up on u
my body cant take what u give to me
what u give got my heart made up on u
(got my heart made up on u)

look what u did what u did what ur doing to me
u got me searching for the words like a silent movie
i cant breathe i cant see ur so out of control
but baby honestly my hands are up im letting go

(got my heart made up on u)

my mind says no ur no good for me
ur no good but my hearts made up on u
my body cant take what u give to me
what u give got my heart made up on u
(x2)

my mind says no
heart made up on u
up on u
up on u

heart made up on you (cover)

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i move, i move flawless
talk down to my brothers 
we gon' pop shit
telling me to shut up
i ain't toxic 
yea, find the key to shit
but i ain't lock it 
up ...
i don't move back
they know that i'm done
why you so mad? 
why you so sad? 
did you think i'm dumb?
if you doubt yourself ...
guess i already won 

i could NEVER fail
do this shit twice
i don't need help
yea, you see me goin up 
don't know how to feel
yea the message still stands
HOPE YOU GET WELL

cuz i move i move flawless
cuz i move i move flawless
cuz i move i move flawless
i move. 

[-50]

bnin[cover]

trustt

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