featuring @h3artch3rades
circa — October 2021

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

Two steps ahead, that's how I'm feeling
Thinking about me all night got you dreaming
And I believe everything happens for a reason
I want to feel like your air is what I'm breathing
I know it's hard for you
Just believe in yourself, we can make it through
You know I will always try for you
If you believe in me, let's make an attempt to push through

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

It's so weird when you're innocent, but your heart hurts
You're trying to say what you're not worth
Not meant to spite you
But instead to inspire you
To step outside of your comfort zone
We've been on the phone
Going back and forth it seems
Arguing the same things
But it's never getting anywhere
And I don't wanna see you disappear
Even if I wasn't your first choice
I'm happy being at least one of your considerations
But I can't help but feeling the way that I feel
It's okay, it's just rain, I'll dry up
One day you'll make your mind up
I hate to say I told you so
I hate to say I told you so

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

You're the only one that makes me feel alright
I said you're the only one that makes me feel alright
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

Attempt (feat. h3artch3rades)

(plays are botted)

dont expect me to change
only change that i see
is my mind and my heart
only time's what i please

so, dont expect me to change
only change that i see
i please everyone
and nobody please me

nobody please me 

dont expect me to stay
the time gon pass and please
i remember the days
that i felt that you like me

cuz youre everything i like

prod. me

Featuring @sanriorose
Produced by @viinssoo
Outro section by elxnce
circa — November 2024

I'm just sitting outside by the bleachers
I'm just getting high up off that reefer
I just want to be here right with you
I'm not gonna try just to please you
I'm just one line from the preview
Hit that shit two times for the whole crew
I can help anything you're going through
Even with the smallest things you have no clue
I'm not trying to judge I just miss you
Your love sticks with me like a tattoo
I'm just trying to drive through your avenue
It's gonna take a while to get used to this
I'm just missing you crazy 
Always want to make new shit but I'm lazy
I can see your love through your heart and It's racing
Ima keep on going to the stars yeah I'm chasing
Ima keep on going to the stars yeah I'm chasing
Ima keep on going to the stars yeah I'm chasing
I guess that this is how it goes
Ima keep on going till I'm playing shows
Everytime I think of you I hear you and it echoes
But ima keep on going till I'm with my bros
I guess that this is how it goes

I guess this is how it goes
Fit fire but my heart cold
You don't even wanna know
New bitch like the old flow
New want the old flow
Pray to demons smoking hella dope yeah
I get high and then I let it go
I get high and put on melrose
Long hair and a face tat
If that was you would you take that

If I take this pill ima throw it up
Im not bout to tell you where I'm going yeah
Please don't piss me off ima go insane
Yeah I'm going up I ain't got time to wait
People try to talk down on my name 
But they know my fame
Yeah they know this game we're about to play
One time, two times for the real ones
Three times, Four times can we get some
They don't understand
Yeah I can't stand
Let's stick to the plan
Take me by the hand
Lets get out of here 'cause I'm not tryna stay
Your wish is my command
I guess that this is how it goes

COMMAND with @d0llywood1 (prod. VINSO)

ft @trustt 
prod @xaev

lyrics/
@lynyou
lost my fucking mind 
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind
think i lost my fucking mind 
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind

what more do u want from me
every step i take theyre still haunting me
i been screaming in the dark i let it swallow me
i ran so far away from my past its still part of me
im carrying this weight on my back
if theres a way out baby tell me where its at yea
im carrying this weight on my back
i take 1 more step and its fading to black

@trustt
tell me what you want, i got 4 of it
girl don't tell me lies, i'm so full of it
bitch i see the goal, ya i'm scoring it
when i see your name, im ignoring it
cuz fuck that, i can't stand most people
when i'm mad im lethal
im sorry im just fearful
talking to myself in the mirror, i lost me
tell me what you see, i dont feel like me

@lynyou
think i lost my fucking mind
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind
think i lost my fucking mind
get to the point stop wasting time
im getting so tired i feel like im going blind
that boy aint gon catch up he so far behind

catch up^ w/ trustt

prod @lynyou
cover art @trustt

@lynyou
i got 2 racks on my body i got 2 racks for my twin
i cant switch up on nobody thats a mf sin
i feel like im chosen bitch all i do is win
dropped a bag on these jeans then i do that shit again
i just walked right out the bank boy i dont gotta play pretend
i got money coming fast bitch i cant even count to 10
i just walked right out the bank boy i dont gotta play pretend
bitch dont hit me up again boy im not ur fucking friend

@trustt
if i cut you off throw you out and you still complain
this is why i dropped you little bitch  don't taint my name
showing my true colors i hope god decide my fate
breaking through the canvas when i spray em i see paint
i got jewels on my body and especially my waist
that percent of hating i got all of in my bank
all that time you wasting i can tell you got no play
im so done with winning i got nothing left to say 

@deepinparis
if you cant catch all this shit im saying you not listening
how am i supposed to count these racks when i cant count to 10
i just took a break to come back better than ive ever been
ive been going too damn hard i need to ease it up a bit
i got so damn rich remember the day it clicked
you said you think its out of reach i know it never is
maybe you wouldnt sound so bad if you put effort in
when i get up on the mic im leaving an impression bitch

prod me ib my friends
samples voyage 1969 & voyage 1970 from touhou 8

story // voyage 1969

project file https://payhip.com/b/oK2GL

prod @lyn_u @2rel
featuring @cruseyyyy

lyrics
[@me]
ima keep on runnin
yea my bank is filled wit hunnids
new friends ya they keep on frontin
i take drugs becuz i love it
cut that btc off i aint cuffin
i dont rlly do that love shi
ima need another substance 
shoot shi like im andre drummond

yuh
rolling a wood, taking that shi to the face
cloning me boy you is copy n paste
i got a pole n its tucked in my waist
cartier spent a rack on these frames
old friends keep saying i changed
fuck that i just cut off the fakes
whole lotta guap and its coming my way
free my twin out the cell
unlimited money don't tell
she wann a tell me she love me (love me)
i said btc, oh well
i cant kiss and tell
wipe my tears w half a mill
i got lean i crack the seal
shoutout twin we in the field

free lil mikey out the slam
you want a feat thats gon cost you a band
8 figs ya we counting up m's
broke boys tryna get on the trend
posted w twin in the benz
fuckin that btc and she bringin her friends
do what i want, and you do what you can
hitting a lick than im hopping the fence

[@cruseyyyy]
i just made a bag im goin state 2 state
me n trin up on the block we ballin in the paint
i wont do yo verse boy dat shit just a waste
yea im goin mia they all know my fucking face
yea no complaints no i can not relate
ur stuck up in my brain u still act like ur a saint
i try to runaway shoulda know i cant escape
i want a cleaner slate dont know how much more i can take

[@me]
free lil mikey out the slam
you want a feat thats gon cost you a band
8 figs ya we counting up m's
broke boys tryna get on the trend
posted w twin in the benz
fuckin that btc and she bringin her friends
do what i want, and you do what you can
hitting a lick than im hopping the fence x 2

love it ft crusey (lyn_u & 2rel)

Now this is truly just digicore
😭😭😭😭😹😹😹🐱😸
prod @lynyou
@lynyou @trustt

fakeFriends +trustt [bonus]

post engineering/master by https://soundcloud.com/billsburyjoeboi
<3

Yeah, feels unreal, I'm fucked up
Let's push up and rush 'em
I'm so up like Russell
I-I'm so up like

Country got me f-
I'm tryn tour in Russia
I might do a flip
My blunt might do pushup

And we not friends, we fell out
So don't ask Four for wisdom
'Fore I push start and
'Fore I push start and peel out
Two faced, I'll bring the real out
Spin like grabba, cigarillo
Two faced, I'll bring the real out
Armor on me, armadillo

Yeah, it's a dead party, where my car keys?
Eugh
Young Four a one man army,
Eugh
Young Four the young Prince Charming
My lil Cinderella, she a Barbie
Eugh
Sick like salmonella, stay afar please, eugh
Uh- she my Van Girlie, she my art piece, yuh
When you hit my phone it make my h-h-h
When you hit my phone it make my heart speed up

fuck
whip that hoe like larson
my heart stay on fire like this hoe stay commiting arson
im fucked up
thats the hoe i want yuh.
i might love that hoe more than you can until im done yuh
but fuck that, i got plenty more
you still worried bout that hoe, but i got more to go
i pull up yo lil hoe want me, fuck it hoe lets go
why yo lil hoe want me so bad, ion fucking know

Feels unreal, I'm fucked up
Let's push up and rush 'em
I'm so up like Russell
I-I'm so up like
Country got me fucked up
I'm tryn tour in Russia
I might do a flip
My blunt might do pushup

Feels unreal, I'm fucked up
Let's push up and rush 'em
I'm so up like Russell
I-I'm so up like
Country got me f-
I'm tryn tour in Russia
I might do a flip
My blunt might do pushup

And we not friends, we fell out
So don't ask Four for wisdom
'Fore I push start and
'Fore I push start and peel out
Two faced, I'll bring the real out
Spin like grabba, cigarillo
Two faced, I'll bring the real out
Armor on me, armadillo
Yea
Ooooh,
Go, Go
J- J

Russell ft funeral prod jane remover

hey! this week's EP has 2 songs that have quite different vibes, the first one being an ambient-esque song that uses breakbeats to create a fast paced but chill atmosphere. the second also uses breakbeats but to make a more hectic and wave-y soundscape. I hope you enjoy these 2 tracks and thank you for listening ❤️ 

Listen on Youtube:
https://youtu.be/tdE3S_vHElA

Free download on Bandcamp:
https://kyak.bandcamp.com/album/on-you-ill-be-alright

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