what gazing outside of the window feels like

sounds like my depression overflowing my brain

omg this is amazing, never stop making music

i love the textures and chops,, really yummy

one of the tracks i use to inspire myself the most lately

"this is what relaxing feels like" - @itsjvke

written & produced by valetical
(also https://x.com/euclicide/status/1757109291029266834 this is super sick :P)

lyrics:

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

i'm being haunted, i know that their watching my every move
stuck in my room, too afraid to go out and fight my fears
and i know you want what's best, but i'm scared of being left out
and i hate to make you feel bad but i'm only getting worse now

i sleep every night and i see that man in my dreams, he’s watching me i fear
do you believe in me? i watch my shadow move on its own, i’m scared
and i tried so hard, you don’t understand, how can i make my point clear?
and i’m changing more than you realize, i’m not who i was last year

talk to me like i'm stupid, ask me if i like you, it depends
mistakes that i made back then, they haunt me
i say "i'm okay," it's all pretend
i'm so tired of lying, but i fail at trying to let you know i'm not your friend
and i know that you hate to see me break down, but this was your choice in the end

(145.130)

haunt

@elliemillss
production by me + ramona heart + valetical

dont try to say what it is
waste my day
i try to let you know how it is
how it stay

i try to say no
i dont know whats wrong with me
ripping out my teeth
i try to forget
i dont know how i let it happen to me

dont try to say what it is
waste my day
i try to let you know how it is
how it stay
dont try to say what it is (i try to say no)
waste my day (i dont know whats wrong with me
ripping out my teeth)
i try to let you know how it is (i try to forget)
how it stay (i dont know how i let it happen to me)

creep

ellie mills - how did this happen?

[track3]
prod. me

lyrics:

tell me that you love me
i tell my friends that i love them more
tell me that my life will change
destroy me to the core
(just make me feel)
-
upside down 
right side up
cant feel shit 
its been so long
its not enough
not enough
not enough to fix me

[-1]

outline(practice)

[track4]
prod. me

lyrics:

distract me 
this time
red stripes (on my face) 
outline
my hands 
my spine
i shouldve guessed that its 
different than the picture

flash on, stare at the light flicker
giving it time, can it go any quicker?
flash on, stare at the light flicker
should've guessed it was different than the picture

@v_letical
i can't feel it anymore
i broke down, hurt me to my core
you wanna leave, something i can't afford
talk to me, tired of being ignored
clear my mind, i can't even think straight
things take time, but i don't really wanna wait
and i'm not fine, but i won't say
now all i gotta do is wait

flash on, stare at the light flicker
giving it time, can it go any quicker?
flash on, stare at the light flicker
should've guessed it was different than the picture

[+50]

distract ft. valetical

2024 one of the comebacks of all time #girlypop
produced by inci0
inspired by yasutaka nakata ily

lyrics

I know that your friends all hate me
I've been apathetic lately
Paint my nails and cut my bangs
My parents think I'm going crazy
Stay up late and pack my bags
I'm leaving early please don't chase me
Sorry if I made you mad
I know it's bad but I'm just lazy

You're mad we're growing distant
But when I'm home we're kissing
Or taking off our clothes
I barely know whose home i live in
This thing is getting old, you say that we're no more than friends
But then you say "Come over", baby you're so inconsistent

I still feel the same racking on my brain on what to do
acne on my face I bit off way too much to chew
but I'm too busy tryna my think my life away
About some new ways to lose weight or the cakes I wanna bake
'Cause the distractions get me more than people
Train of thought's an evil thing
It's a drug to me
I'm too feeble
I don't know what evil is
Or at least that's what i thought before we met (before we met)

I know that your friends all hate me
I've been apathetic lately
Paint my nails and cut my bangs
My parents think I'm going crazy
Stay up late and pack my bags
I'm leaving early please don't chase me
Sorry if I made you mad
I know it's bad but I'm just lazy

You're mad we're growing distant
But when I'm home we're kissing
Or taking off our clothes
I barely know whose home i live in
This thing is getting old, you say that we're no more than friends
But then you say "Come over", baby you're so inconsistent

(Cause when you think about it)
(It's no more than 1+2)
(Trying hard to run from you)
(It's no more than 1+2)
(Trying hard to- 1.. 2.. 3!)

I know we're both in love but both of us just do it wrong
Tryna call, wait a minute babe I'm dying my hair blond
But I can't get enough, soon as you text me baby I'll respond
Oh wait, it's been a hour, I forgot
Honey, when I say "I love you baby" please take it to heart
I know my actions don't show it, I seem cold and far apart (okay!)
But if I had the courage I would let both of us flourish
I'll wait for Valentines 'cause I'm subpar (cause I'm subpar)

ap·a·thet·ic

[reupload]
CLEARMINDED

lyrics:

she saw me on ig now she think i'm hard
ask me who i am bitch the name is on the card
spent a hunnid on a shirt js to let em know i'm hard
she gon ask me what she want and i'll get it with no charge

that's not what she want though
she don't want no money she don't want no clothes
i'm like omg she js want my love
i'm like omg i love u so much

when i love, i love forever

#whenilove (p. isai)

[track5]
prod. me

lyrics:

photographs on my doorstep
i don't know, did i misstep?
ima ask do you love me?
it's a trick question
but i couldn't ever tell you
not now
not now
not now, ever
-
(the answer)
you said make a move, this a tryout
so tell me why the fuck i'm out here dried out 
so tell me what the fuck it is you missed out
cuz it seems like an excuse for you to leave now
-
ima fucking break down i'll reset
you don't even know how much i'm upset
i hope that you know that i miss that 
god i hope you fucking know that i miss that.

[+20]

reset

forward

written & produced by valetical

lyrics:

(fuck)

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

now this is a story i don't wanna tell
it's like the end of a movie i haven't seen before
i've always lived for attention, why can't you see that?
i'm on my knees, begging for more

i know it's hard, i know it is
i played my part, i lost my grip
until next year, i'm off that shit
want something new, i'm bored of this
and if you find the answer to my question
then let me know, i'm tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me i'm a waste, and everyone tells me the same
yeah, maybe there's a reason why they left me
(was it something i did?)
my biggest enemy is someone i don't know
i'm fighting for you back, don't think about me

(195.569)

war within

Hello,

I hope this message finds you well. I admire your musical talents and the creativity you bring to cypher creation. I wanted to share a brief thought – in today's diverse musical landscape, promoting quality product is key. Consider how your work might resonate universally, ensuring everyone can connect with your art. Your unique voice has the power to inspire many.

Warm regards,
essoh

another cypher will do

comeback szn.......
join the dynasty server!!! discord.gg/qx92XMnzu9
artwork by cuttlebone on twitter!!!
crazy stuff coming out this year Stay Tuned!!!
featuring @trustt
produced by me and @prodkirian 
real ones heard it first on @2dynasty

lyrics
who you gonna call when it falls down?
in my head but my thoughts getting too loud
hit me up 
tryna fight, you don't tapout
you tell me to read between the lines
but they're blacked out

got me
stuck up in a cycle
if i change they gon throw me in a spiral
got me 
out here walking on a tightrope
do me wrong
get you gone 
yea that's final
got me
stuck up in a cycle
if i change they gon throw me in a spiral
got me 
out here walking on a tightrope
do me wrong
get you gone 
yea that's final

@trustt
got ur faces cropped out
never trust no one its just me now
talking to myself when im left out
only feel the pain when its sundown
i hope u find out
hope u know i wasnt what u want
what u need now
hope u know im scared of what becomes
im not me now
hope u know i wasnt what u want
what u need now
im just scared of everything ive done
im not me now

who you gonna call when it falls down?
in my head but my thoughts getting too loud
hit me up 
tryna fight, you don't tapout
you tell me to read between the lines
but they're blacked out

got me
stuck up in a cycle
if i change they gon throw me in a spiral
got me 
out here walking on a tightrope
do me wrong
get you gone 
yea that's final
stuck up in a cycle
if i change they gon throw me in a spiral
got me 
out here walking on a tightrope
do me wrong
get you gone 
yea that's final

forward

trustt

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