circa — September 2021
https://newso.ng/rdbs

I realized who I'm talking to
it's not me or you
you don't care about me as much as I care about you

It's the pain in my stomach it's the way you kinda love it 
when I hate you
it's the flickering lights it's the chills down my spine
I can't live without you
and I can't do this anymore and all my guards are on the floor
I think I'm losing my mind but that's still better than waking up

Late Night Recovery

(plays are botted)

prod.me

cry, that's your best sound
cry, that's your best sound 
cry, that's your best sound
talk, that's your best sound

where's the fun in living it?
i don't find this way of living fit
no more 
why's it hard to feel remorse?
it's so hard to feel
no, more
no, more
no, more
no, more

- original title, field(yourbestsound)

your best sound

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1JAV46oTdV7Z05cJZIF0ac?si=67e499cfa1f6436c

lyrics:
i know your starving in heaven 
i know your starving in heaven
are we all meant to die (die)
are we all meant to

stop!
are you a fan of a person you dont like
if you cant stand closing the curtains when its night 
and i cant tell if im doing this all right 
and i cant tell if you're doin alright 

(stop) i got 24 missed calls inside my inbox
too many gamma rays around me need to detox
you got me trapped inside your springlocks (springlocks)

(stop) cus im so constantly worried like "what do they think about me" "am i not interesting" 
its getting harder to sleep without you
you said its only me but why am i counting two

i know you're different when there's no one in sight 
you cant help but bring me to life
(bring me to life)
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life

well what do you think 
why you so bad
you've done terrible things
you ain't the one to change cus you've never been

i know you're different when there's no one in sight 
you cant help but bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life

(i cant believe you, i cant believe)
(i cant believe you, i cant believe)
(i cant believe you, i cant believe)

bring me to life

4 out of 4

lyrics:

Yea
But i already know that
You said im all over the place
So I’ll take a step back
And i watched u try on all ur clothes
No i could never be like you

Go..
So u left me in the end
I knew all of it was fate
Don’t take it out on your friends
When ur the one to blame
No i just couldn’t stop crying
Now im stuck here in the rain
When all of it is said and done
I cannot be the same

I look at myself in the mirror
Saw the person that i became
I cannot see the picture
When i have already ended up dead
“It’s all because it’s personal”
Maybe we could’ve been friends
But thats all gone now im the one that ends up with the blame

And when u leave me again
Don’t pin the blame on the head
And when u tease me like that
Can’t help but hate u my friend

And i wonder if u will accept me for who i really am
Don’t act like u don’t know who i am

Didn’t wanna cross u that night
No I can’t leave without a fight
Didn’t wanna cross u that night
No I can’t leave without a fight
Didn’t wanna cross u that night
Didn’t wanna cross u that night
Didn’t wanna cross u that night
Didn’t wanna cross u that night

january 2010

prod. me
throwaway track yaaaaaay
bg photograph by @zzoos

stream

trophy

love_you_1/11/2025_2116kbps

im all for it
im all for it

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

im saying you don't know at all
you hate the way i talk
why do you hate it all?
i'm out of it, lost
you say there's something off with me, i can't even respond
so baby do you hate me
do you think im pretty oh god
bitch i hate it
i want you to save me
i know you want to take it
you won't get a taste
saying that i'm dangerous
but you won't see me break

yeah see me break
i know how you feel, and it makes me ache
they all wanted me but i can't be taken
can't be taken
give or take, i'll still end up dead

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

We Have Nothing

Said i owed you a profit, I know
Whatever it is, you might have lost it
Just keep going, don't stop
Thinking about the days we hated each other
Do you hate me now? (If you do, that's alright)
You tell me that i'm in your sleep in every weather (Can't get it back, all you do is let go)

I don't want to go right to that place again
And everytime i cry, why does it end with the pain?

(If you ain't got no-)
No, love, if you hear me you know im not there right now
(If you ain't got no-)
Stay awake for me baby i know I've been gone
(If you ain't got no-)
No one left, it would kill me just to be like you right now, right now, no
(If you ain't got no-)
I know i bluffed it all, but baby (Don’t stop, D-Don’t stop)

We know there's nothing left for us now
We know there's nothing left for us now
We know there's nothing left for us now
We know there's nothing left for us now
x2

I know i bluffed it all but baby
I know i bluffed it all but baby

Don't Stop, Go On Forever

2023 live version intro + 2025 live version outro
last jane song im posting goodnight
(no more jane remover reuploads sorry)

your best sound

trustt