This song was made in october of 2020
 @tropes777 @heartstopmiami

tropes & heartstopmiami - clean again (prod. dltzk)

prod: @janeremover
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LYRICS:
i've been getting so mad at the wrong things
built up chaos got his shit and fucking left me
now i'm single mother stressing out like crazy
and i gotta feed my baby

i don't sleep enough for this
i'm way too fucking weak for more of this
it's like i'm waking up with thieves that take the piss
by robbing me of all my stableness

in fucking fact, i yelled at two sweet girls
because they talked too loud
you should have seen their faces
they looked like their dogs got put down

and I felt so bad
but i didn't apologize
i just rolled my eyes

and in fucking fact
last week i lost my shit
all cause my friend said shut up
thus, i cussed, called him a prick
i ruined an entire friend group cause of it

and I felt so bad
but i didn't apologize
i just rolled my eyes

at this rate
i'll be a monster before halloween day
just give me two days
and i'll make shit look like the rapture

i just screamed at a friend through text
then i poured gas to burn the bridge faster
there's not a king of self destruction
(so) i can't wait to become the master

the thing i feed is kicking me inside
and all i gotta do is keep giving it water so it dies
and i can't remember the last time that i blinked these eyes
i'll punch a guy in the mirror and he'll turn to 5

versions of me

you don't know how it feels
to tell my friends that i had a bad day
almost every single day

most of them don't ask anymore
they just assume that i'm not okay
they don't even stick around anymore
it's the end of the world for me

oh, when the saints! oh, when the saints!
oh, when the saints come marching in
oh, you will feel like such an asshole
for doubting everyday

oh, when the saints! oh, when the saints!
oh, when the saints come marching in
oh, you will feel like such an asshole
and they'll laugh when they sail away

it happened again prod. jane

Winner mode 🎇🎇🎇🎇Winner timing⌚⌚

lyric

yea shawty got me tweakin off the bath salt
yea leave his body leakin on the asphalt
you can whisper in my ear if its that bad stuff
i cant even talk but i cant- ahh
u cant evn talk down
is she wit us right now?
what money u talk bout
that just looks like my accounts 
i know that u tweakin
we hang out on the weekend
ha he mad he seething
yea i aint gonna greet him
cant fw that boy no no no more
u tha king of biting ya ur ass a cobra
i would go but my ass 2 busy to go up
go up, go up, u cant see me at once
cant fw that boy nah, he gonna be mad
this aint call of duty real life im gonna teabag
yea u aint listening yea u just be sad
yo ass is so boring what is that can i see that
what is that can i see that
what is that can i see that
what is that can i see that
what is that can i see that
i cant proccess , what it all says
stop that nonsense,  ucant touch this
why u acting Bug eyed and dumb as fuck alone
yea i dont even speak for myself thatt below

asphalt prod jane

[track4]
prod. me

lyrics:

distract me 
this time
red stripes (on my face) 
outline
my hands 
my spine
i shouldve guessed that its 
different than the picture

flash on, stare at the light flicker
giving it time, can it go any quicker?
flash on, stare at the light flicker
should've guessed it was different than the picture

@lyn_u
i can't feel it anymore
i broke down, hurt me to my core
you wanna leave, something i can't afford
talk to me, tired of being ignored
clear my mind, i can't even think straight
things take time, but i don't really wanna wait
and i'm not fine, but i won't say
now all i gotta do is wait

flash on, stare at the light flicker
giving it time, can it go any quicker?
flash on, stare at the light flicker
should've guessed it was different than the picture

[+50]

distract

production by me, extra vocals done by @elliemillss
drums ib toe+squarepusher

this summer
i want nothing to do with u
this summer
i want nothing to do with u

i broke my promise
once again

this summer (i broke my promise)
i want nothing to do with u
this summer (i broke my promise)
i want nothing to do with u

i broke my promise i broke my promise

Broke my promise

prod @14106lyn #12StoutStreet
ft @1crusafix @7akkiro @girlsynth 
Lyrics:
I could see it from the start, you said it's not your fault
She wanna know the real me, can't let down my walls
Takin it one step a time, but I can't walk it off
Money fall like autumn leaves, but I can't stack it all

Why you sayin that you down when you really not?
I can't make a smile from a frown whenever you're gone
Seem like you hurting me without a second thought
We goin back and forth again, baby can we stop?

If you ain't leaving I ain't leaving where we goin now
Thought that we were at the bottom how we going down 
Hate to say it but I don't think we can talk it out
Had to get out of the club shit got way too loud

I can tell you changed, you not the same now
Tired of the games, this shit gettin played out
Can't look you in the face now

@1crusafix
I try not to get complacent
If you want a feat I need that payment
Yeah I found my way, I had to pave it
Everybody snakes, its outrageous

I'm not one to blame for your problems
Feeling like I slept through the autumn
And I came up from the bottom
He wanna talk tough so we shot em

@7akkiro
Bitch I'm top three, I'm not three or two
I got one more bullet when I point at you
Don't know why you keep on talking, you ain't making moves ah
You just way back, now you lookin like a loser

Why you tryna play me
Yeah you a stupid bitch, no I ain't do no saving
I'm way too bready, I ain't lookin at my savings
I'm in Shibuya, yeah I'm living not complaining
Yeah

@girlsynth
Man I did it where's the evidence
I got things to hide can't have no bitches in my messages 
You think that I'm not carrying, that speaks a lot on your intelligence
I got a graveyard and my shit full of dead presidents

You not puttin money in
Bullet grazed his face it had him scared, yeah he was stutterin
You don't wanna die, I need a life, give up your brother then
I don't wanna die, I want my life, that's what you utterin

autumn༄˖°࿔*

autumn w/ crusafix, akkiro, girlsynth ༄˖°.ೃ࿔

prod me ib my friends
samples voyage 1969 & voyage 1970 from touhou 8

lyrics:

u wanna talk abt top 10 put me on that list
i cant be ur friend u a stupid bitch
my mouth full of blood
baby i dont talk down i hiss
im worth more than that
diamonds in my spit

im worth more than that

page five im continuing my story
decline in my health but i dont worry
i wrote my name on the page but it looks blurry
i didnt save ur life
i was in a hurry

im worth more than that 

i lost my friend tryna keep my life together
watch him go tryna look for something better
u ever feel like that?
i want more than that, i think i want forever
i lost my friend tryna keep my life together
watch him go tryna look for something better
i always feel like that
i want more than that, i think i want forever
(baby save my life)

im worth more than that

story // voyage 1969

I used a melody sample, here's the link to the author:

https://www.looperman.com/loops/detail/410649/beodo-prod-sconthetrack-free-156bpm-trap-synth-loop

My friends and I had a little competition. We had to use a sample that our "judge" picked for us. I didn't win, just saying)))

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