h4teboy - why (Что значит быть истинным воином?)

lovefool demo (sped up)

New copmuters x Teru Mikami.

- mirrors Slowed demo - overtonight throwaways

mirrors demo (speed up)

mirrors demo (slowed)

mirrors demo speed up

my main page: @blnd
og song by @user-801271917

lyrics:
take down all the mirrors in my house i hate my nose, eyes and my mouth
i hate the jokes i laugh about, i hate the hoes i'm sad about
she calls up my phone, ringing, ringing, ringing, ringing
baby, just leave me alone
she saw all my flaws
baby, won't you tell me what the fuck i'm doing wrong?
ooh, i hate the feeling of my doubts, so i wanna die on top of my couch

oh well, oh well, oh well
what do you want from me?
i'm never ever good for anything
why do you talk to me?
i'm never ever buying a wedding ring

ooh, i have a question
i'm like, ooh i have a question
ooh, i have a question
i'm like, ooh i have a question for you, baby
how do i really even matter to you?
when you was outside laughing with another dude
oh, oh, oh
you make me hate my face so much, oh
when will i ever feel that stuff? (oh shit, a ghost!)

take down all the mirrors in my house i hate my nose, eyes and my mouth
i hate the jokes i laugh about, i hate the hoes i'm sad about
she calls up my phone, ringing, ringing, ringing, ringing
baby, just leave me alone
she saw all my flaws
baby, won't you tell me what the fuck i'm doing wrong?
ooh, i hate the feeling of my doubts, so i wanna die on top of my couch

oh well, oh well, oh well
what do you want from me?
i'm never ever good for anything
why do you talk to me?
i'm never ever buying a wedding ring

take down all the mirrors in my house i hate my nose, eyes and my mouth
i hate the jokes i laugh about, i hate the hoes i'm sad about
she calls up my phone, ringing, ringing, ringing, ringing
baby, just leave me alone
she saw all my flaws
baby, won't you tell me what the fuck i'm doing wrong?

[on all plats] eyeblind - mirrors (overtonight cover)

unslept x "You" "Ты"

A personal track icl. But art is meant to be personal no?

OUT NOW ON STREAMING: https://album.link/Juvenescence

Lyrics:

[Hook]
Where’s the old ████?
Mood swings and his money?
With the aspiration
To change generations! 
Where’s the old young sonny?
████ just as funny
Getting inspiration 
From past generations  

[Verse 1]
I believe I can send so much to the globe
Just with code, tech and then press the button to upload
Time is sold going by look outside seeing ghosts
Dying souls of places and folks that I used to know
Ties in with how I’m missing all those days ago
Lies and sin makes me think of friends lacking those
My heroine is our laughs and our olds convos
Us dreaming of our goals while we’re stacking dough
In the other zone I gaze and I cope
With the fact that it’s all been gone gated closed
Shit hits the fan demand is zero
And then later on we see all the clones
Generation cold nothing is original
All on the 'Gram no prototypicals
Did my peers follow sue and just adhere?
It’s weird cause I feel like the only person from that time still here

[Hook]
Where’s the old ████?
Mood swings and his money?
With the aspiration
To change generations! 
Where’s the old young sonny?
████ just as funny
Getting inspiration 
From past generations 

[Verse 2]
(I believe) Elementary is all about simplicity 
Feeling the vibes around what surrounds all of we
Seeing and reviewing taking in the scenery 
Deciding what is clean what is unsightly
Giving our opinion so bold no boundaries
Living in our own world dome so primary
Think we need to speak our truth as it is
Never hiding honesty being free like a kid
Say it how is bright mild even dim
Articulate in ways to display who you been
Never being shy don’t comply chime in
Never got why we did the opposite
Take the brush do not rush get to painting
Wait for others to realise you’re differing 
From the greyscale from the black and white
My personality vibrant shines bright in my rhymes right?

[Hook]
Where’s the old ████?
Mood swings and his money? (ooooh)
With the aspiration
To change generations! (ooooh)
Where’s the old young sonny?
████ just as funny
Getting inspiration (ooooh)
From past generations 

[Verse 3]
Real talk we gotta start doing walks
Not content that keeps us all content
Experiment with the arts and our heart
Maybe my inner child never died off
Despite so many things that are gone
Friends that used to plant my eyes with stars
Cinemas that were so Machinima
Or even hearing that jingle from a Skype call
So locked in with all of my music
I didn’t even realise my past was deficit
Fading away disappears day by day
All I have is memories that I still play
Stayed in my lane always gonna be an artist
Making things sharing all whether loved or jitted
Proud that doubt was never in my brain
Probably cause I looked up to people who were the same

[Hook]
Where’s the old ████?
Mood swings and his money? (ooooh)
With the aspiration
To change generations! (ooooh)
Where’s the old young sonny?
████ just as funny
Getting inspiration (ooooh)
From past generations 
Where’s the old ████?
Mood swings and his money? (ooooh)
With the aspiration
To change generations! (ooooh)
Where’s the old young sonny?
████ just as funny
Getting inspiration (ooooh)
From past generations 

[Outro]
Lonely in memories 
Dead is that reality 
Stay true to your passions
Make them ever lasting 
Lonely in memories 
Dead is that reality 
Stay true to your passions
Make them ever lasting 
Where’s the old young sonny?
████ just as funny
Stay true to your passions
Make them ever lasting 
Lonely in memories 
Dead is that reality 
Stay true to your passions
Make them ever lasting

Prod. Charles Hamilton
Sfx + audio from me

Juvenescence

Lyrics: 
Momma told me not to come over there,
The block eat my soul, leaving bones and my prayers.
Chrome in my crib you gon see my despair,
Blood on the shoes, Saint Laurent doesn’t care.
The breeze smell holy, but the night feels sick,
Gold teeth grin, rosary on the wrist.
My plug named York moves dope like a myth,
Every handshake costs a halo to lift.
Sleepin’ with the gun, you can say that's my gospel,
Dreaming of a meal, turned me broke to colossal.
Momma crying loud, say the Lord still watch you,
But heaven got doors, and they locked too.
Momma told me not to come over there,
But I did, seen devils in the barber chair.
They was talkin’ ‘bout sins while they lined my fade,
Sayin’ “every prayer sound different when you paid.”
Cuban link swing like a priest with the chain,
I done baptized fiends in the puddles of rain.
Jadan York wore mink to the wake, no shame,
Said “we all gon’ die, might as well die stained.”
I seen grace in the grime, halos in the dirt,
Angels in Dior, demons in the church.
Momma said “boy, that cash gon’ hurt,”
But I felt peace when I touched that work.
Momma told me not to come over there,
Told me love don’t live where the smoke don’t clear.
She lit candles for my sins, flame short, air thin,
I was countin’ every dollar like a prayer within.
I seen brothers die, seen mothers age fast,
Every gun sound like the echo of the past.
Now I paint pain on the side of a mask,
Heaven in the chain, hell hidin’ in the clasp.
Momma said “repent,” I said “next time,”
Then I left that night with the light behind.
If she call now, tell her York got mine,
Ain’t no saints where the stars don’t shine.



JADAN YORK (MOTHER)

Are you fucking kidding me?

Used to know a girl who would always make me cry
I'm a stupid fucking drunk, I'm a pretty shitty guy
Step on every fucking ant whenever I'm outside
Everybody makes me horny and I wanna see you die
Don't show this to my mom, all my music's fucking weird
She be singing Corridor (ah), how much of me will she hear?
And I hate emo girls, they should really disappear
Unless they love gothangelz, then I guess they're in the clear (you are so goddamn pathetic)
I be walkin' outside on my Instagram live
I'm a constant pessimist, but my dms are so dry
Everyone thinks I'm a pedophile and they want me dead
But I'm pretty fucking based, so I made this shit instead
I'm a fucking skeleton, what more do you want from me?
I can swim, I can ski, I can wander, I can flee
I'm an omnipotent being in all places I can be
Listen to my fucking music if nobody hears your plea's

mirrors demo (speed up)

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