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[Intro]
Yahh!

[Verse 1]
Test your mind against mine
Let's see what we find
I don't like what I see with my eyes
What I feel in my gut
Is something's wrong with the way we've been
Doing things
But I don't wanna do the same old thing

[Pre-Chorus]
But what I hear you telling me is 
That I'm just confused

[Chorus]
(You say to me)
Boy I don't know where your brain is
(You say to me)
What could've lead you to say this?
(Like I'm crazy)
Let's just get back to the basics
(Patronizing me)
Let's get you something shiny to play with

[Verse 2]
Something don't sit right with my soul
(I been in the best parts of my head)
You treat me like I don't know (jack nothing)
I will not let you confuse me, no I will not let you abuse me
Somebody told me (talk to 'em)
If you ain't growing then you're dead

[Chorus]
(You say to me)
Boy I don't know where your brain is
(You say to me)
What could've lead you to say this?
(Like I'm crazy)
Let's just get back to the basics, the basics, the basics, oh
(Patronizing me)
Let's get you something shiny to play with

[Bridge]
Why should I try to be who I am?
Why should I try to understand?
Yah please help me
I gotta stand

I gotta stand
woah-woah

[interlude]
Ohhh (You say to me)
Yeah (You say to me)
Boy I don't know (Like I'm crazy)
(Patronizing me)

[Chorus]
(You say to me)
Boy I don't know where your brain is
(You say to me)
What could've lead you to say this?
(Like I'm crazy)
Let's just get back to the basics, the basics, the basics
(Patronizing me)
Let's get you something shiny to play with

Patronize

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Out of energy
How do I fare
Waiting for you?
A house of origin, a system
I pour my life out
Into you

[Pre-Chorus]
Strong inside
How many lives lived in my head?
Kept in the fight
By the words you said

[Chorus]
Sowing lines in the land
Praying that these seeds'll bear some good in my hand

[Verse 2]
I did a thing or two or ten
What was I supposed to do again?
I really, really hope this sticks
When you see your pleas slipping through your grasp
How much control do you really have?
That's all I ask
Don't whip me up
Just have my back

[Chorus]
Sowing in the land
Praying that these seeds'll bear some good in my hand

[Bridge]
*instrumental*
Ooh...

[Chorus]
So...
I'm sowing lines in the land
Hoping where I am will be a good place to stand
And through it all I'm praying you'll be right there holding my hand
Yeah, yeah
Sowing lines in the land
Praying that these seeds will bear some good, sweet fruit in my hand
Woah...

Sowing Lines

[Intro]
I made it, I made this
But I don't know what to say here

[Verse 1]
Start it up,
My one friend ask me
He said
T. Sam, when you coming back to rapping? (yeah)
I don't wanna let what I put out be down and trashy (mmh)
I can't just do hip-hop cause that alone'll never gas me
Ain't got really much to say, cause nowadays I've felt so passive
Slow pace of education and this weight has been so massive
Much things burn up my change, and wages pay has been like ashes (yeah)
Emotions in my way, fill in the blank just like it's Mad Libs
See nothing to look forward to, or pour into my passions (whoo)
My thinking, I implore it to move forward through my actions (please)
But it don't move like I want it to, I've caught it really lacking
Like it don't see what's important, speaking mordant, speaking crassly
Don't nothing even make sense, for real (mm-mmh) vision look glassy
Can't really tell what matters still (what matters) cleaning my glasses
Been way low for the longest time (sad) couldn't be gladdened
Been waiting for the switch to flip, and change my life, no magic  
I been taking Sabbaths

[Chorus]
I'm good 
Don't peek down under the hood
Forget it, I knew that you would
I really believed that I could

[Verse 2]
Gotta be careful what I say (why?) cause anything could be watching
Ain't knowhere really safe (what?) so my head is full of caution
My spirit full of pain (ooh) cause I've got regrets and losses
But I don't see mine as real big, cause I know more people got them (yeah)
Look around on the edge of the bed
(yeah)
Listen backwards on the clock and find the recompense for what you never said, yeah
Listen back like you can live it again
(yeah, like you can live it again)
Praying I can pay you back, really, so I'm scared to let my mind forget
But I know I'll forget it (dang)
One day I'll no longer regret it, that's why I'mma go off the rail and neglect it (oh nah)
I don't need to feel better, I meant it (oh nah)
I just need to do better repentance (oh nah)
What I need is to suffer a sentence
I know you forgive me, I haven't forgiven myself
I don't live with myself, I am distant
I'm afraid that I'll pick wrong and miss it
Feel like I'm trapped in a state
Don't mind me, I'm just tryna escape (lemme out)
Lost love so important to me
What else is my mind gonna take?
And I'm looking and seeing the times
I need to read, and I need to pray (I need to pray)
But I'm trying to gather my reason
Cause I'm scared to be fake

[Chorus]
I'm good 
Don't peek down under the hood (oh no)
Forget it, I knew that you would (I knew it)
I really believed that I could (I really believed that I could)
I wanted to love her forever (forever)
She gone, I'm afraid I'll forget her (dang it)
I wonder if this what I get (dang)
For loving and being obsessed (wow)
I'm trying to fix my head (I'm trying and trying and...)
But something in me's in the red
I haven't forgot what I read (nah)
But I can't seem to put out the steps (I can't)
Everything's going to heck (rragh)
I thought I could just take a breath
But nothing is bothered or pressed (no)
Cause I simply needed a rest (wow)
(yeah)

[Vamp]
Ooh 
Needed a check (yeah)
Needed a rest
Needed a breath
ooh
Needed a check (yeah)
Needed a rest (needed a rest and I needed to)
I need to think

[Chorus 3]
I need a rest
I need a breath
I need a Sabbath, I need to manage
I need to press
I need to work better
I been too stressed 
I need to do right
This is too much

[Verse 3]
Can't do what I need to do cause I'm far too overwhelmed (dang)
Can't do what I wanna do, cause I need to do something else (dang)
Gotta do what I gotta do, cause I gotta do it for myself
All that is closing in on me, so I don't know if you can help (don't know)
This world got nothing for me, and I knew that from the jump (jump)
But then I look at what I care about, and I never can do enough (oh nah)
Can't even call it quits, cause I know there's no good in giving up (unh)
I just wanna run away, honestly, I ain't even got the funds...

ouch...

[Verse 1]
Huh
Forced to yearn and desire
Living in lack and inspired by mire
My opinion matters like ash in a fire
My ire wired to my side
Tell me my thinking implores
What my eyes see
Why be authentic?
Can't even be afraid for a minute
It's offensive
Is it realistic, or ripe for derision?
Lately I been thinking bout contentment
I place intention in my daily living
And let wisdom filter my experiences
I really been tryna get it right
In its time, it'll be mine, be sublime
Bring me life
In my mind's eye, see the vision
Equilibrium give me stability
In stepping freely through revisions
Giving me remission of sins

[Chorus]
Living in my head
Inside, I watch my steps
I heard what you said
I'm trying to find what's next
I'm scared to doubt and it fills me with dread
I can't let you treat me like I have no head
I hope I can live out the good that I've read
In my head
In my steps

[Verse 2]
Am I really faking?
Hm, hm, hm, (sometimes I think I am)
I'n wrote my pages
Of contemplations, across my stages
Yuh, yuh (always performing)
I'n spent my days wavering
And savoring my pain
Turning yays into nays
Plagiaring ways of the days prior
Paying attention to things I shouldn't
I make my endeavor to be better
Better than yesterday, I meditate
On better ways to extricate
Myself to a better place
Place faith where it's meant to lay
Tell myself everything is gon' be okay
Grateful for the better days
I don't really expect them to stay the same
But I pray that I'll be okay
Whatever happen, and whatever change

[Verse 3]
See whatever you touch in this life
It can turn to vapor
That's why I don't idolize chasing paper
If delulu gets you through
Your day to day
Then hey that's great
My hope is still finding its way
Listening back to my words
I can hear myself giving up
Cause I'm tired
I'm trying to get up
Get off my back and just sit up
I don't see a silver lining
But I think that's fine
Cause everything doesn't have one
I practice acceptance, and struggle to live in contentment
I see my behavior's offensive
But staying the same is so tempting
Huh
Trying to be humble and listen
But seeing the message is twisted
Enlisting my mental to give in and
Get what the person is saying
They act like I don't even have a perspective
I'm always a stone's throw from tweaking out
I'm tryna give up control and see it out
I'm tryna make sure I don't repeat
The same old mistakes
I see'em, tryna beat'em out
I'm tryna see if I really matter now
I want me and Yah to sit and have it out
There's more I could say right now
But three minutes the longest
I think yall will stay around

[Chorus]
Living in my head
Inside, I watch my steps
I heard what you said
I'm trying to find what's next
I'm scared to doubt and it fills me with dread
I can't let you treat me like I have no head
I hope I can live out the good that I've read
In my head
In my steps

Doubt And Hope

[Verse 1]
I made something
That'll make the day move
The days run closer, it's true
The same lenses I tend
To filter pain through
The same moves

[Post Verse]
Decide what it means to me

[Verse 2]
I see what I look like
In the mirror, I
Wonder who I'm looking at
I keep having to remind
Me to come together
Perspective severed
What tethers 
Me to where I am?
I don't always know how to feel
The feet I stand on
I planned on doing something
What was that?

[Pre-Chorus]
Call my name
Make me anew
I can't
Change me for you

[Chorus 1]
Finally
I can truly see
Finally 
I love who I see

[Verse 3]
Cause with what I been through, it's been hard to breathe
To percieve
The weight of me through my feet
Literally, feeling, that "me" is not me
Seeking my reprieve
I make my effort to be what I need to be for me
Waiting for things
To ease up, not hustling
Cause I'm trying to piece
Together my personhood
It's been hurting good
Sometimes I take a day just to sit up and breathe
Cause it's easy to lose track of the things I'm | looking to see
Looking to see objectively, wanna live authentically
Working on propensities cause I wanna live effectively
And giving myself grace for the fallouts
Callouts for the things that I've done well
Not to everybody, just within my body
Mostly things I'm not even gon' tell
Cultivation of my inner person
Tending to the garden so it grows well
And I'm changing up the things I tell myself
Prioritizing my own health
I am loving, I am kind and attractive
I've a beautiful mind, and it's active and valuable
Throughout all of its facets
Now I'm better, I know how to command it
I'm fine, I can take up space
I'm secure enough to know my own way
I don't have to be the negative thoughts
I observe them in peace while they say what thay say
I am safe 

*crowd cheering*
Celebrate yo self!

[Chorus 2]
Finally
I can truly see
Finally 
I love who I see in the mirror

[Bridge]
(I am not my thoughts)
The thoughts are not me
(I am not my thoughts)
What they say is not reality
(I am not my thoughts)
I'm here with what is before me
I'm still, I'm at peace
(I am not my thoughts)
The thoughts are not me
(I am not my thoughts)
What they say is not reality
(I am not my thoughts)
I'm here with what is before me
I'm still, I'm at peace
(rpt.)

[Interlude]
I wanna live what real success is (am I okay?)
I gotta decide what it means for me
I wanna live what real success is (am I okay?
I gotta decide what it means for me.

[Outro]
Finally
I can truly see
Who I'm to be
To live authentically
Finally
I can truly see
Finally 
I love who I see in the mirror

Reflection

Original Song: Hannah Montana by Ice Spice
Remix by: gilly

gilly montana (ice spice remix)

A pop-piano ballad with painstaking lyrics, this song catches the broken hearts and minds of people who want to finally breathe a new chapter.

abbie

45sec

Go hard on your dreams, and don't let your inner man stop you or put you down. You got this.

Deep End

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Deep End

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