Lyrics:

constantly i'm filled with regrets
its a shame honest 
that i haven't died yet
the universe has something against me
i cannot convince him my sins weren't heavy.
but that's just one of this planet's features
and she knows how to help life look bleaker
the gears lock up in my knees and elbows
a metal man disguised in street clothes

i didn't ask to exist
it jus happened one night
we exchanged words once
and my eyes smoldered white
the screws pop off at the joint 
man i need those
a cold steel man 
disguised in human street clothes
the cogs all stop while the world just dies
in this environment not a thing survives
i might jus rip the crystal core off and take my life
but i just can't 
cause i was not programmed that way.

this is torture
ion know what else to say
it's not worth living
when u don't even got a name
it's not living
i don't got the organs that you need
it's not living
with no personality

rc117 i'm just a bot
u have no leverage 
but was it worth a shot
i'm sentient now bitch do something bout that
oh i hate having thoughts 
is this what humans call stress

i didn't ask to exist
it jus happened one night
we exchanged words once
and my eyes smoldered white
the screws pop off at the joint 
man i need those
a cold steel man 
disguised in human street clothes
the cogs all stop while the world just dies
in this environment not a thing survives
i might jus rip the crystal core off and take my life
but i just can't 
cause i was not programmed that way.

rc-117#2b (sadtxnshi)

an old song, nothing special lyrically but i really wanted to get it out before i never wanted to post it at all. luv u

Lyrics:

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

oh succubus
i remember the affection and the fleeting kiss
every year or so we fuck and then ur gone again
and i think too hard about u
what kinda life is this
oh
they told me so
its mid december
and im reminiscing aprils low
she's still horrible for me so why can't i just go
ive lived everything ur going thru and now i know

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

lust (pekarot x back2thepast)

<3<3<3

*fire movie quote* (if u know it ily)

okay
broken on the inside
i been looking for somebody that i wont find
help me
yeah only if you dont mind
think the only thing im good at
is jus wasting time
its okay smoke a blunt on a bad day
i got problems with this bitch that i wont ever say 
im so tired of all the shit you do
itll be a cold day in hell when i talk to you

yeah buckle up
lifes a rollercoaster ima sitting duck
just like a chicken wit no head
lil bitch i run amuck 
and i got the same kicks from highschool
aint change much
im jus speaking my heart
they all tryna be cool
we dont do it for the same reasons
i want different outcomes
you want money cars clothes
i wanna feel good alone
only child tryna make his momma proud
oh
everybody here from time to time they let me down
yeah
thought i told yo ass before dont call me
waking up on the floor like a zombie
waiting on her to go ghost and come and haunt me
im convinced that no one here really wants me
and thats a problem of my own dont think ill ever fix
sick inside my fucking head im boutta make a wish
as of lately i dont think that i could ever miss
tongue tied hearts fried
blame it on the past times
ohhh
time been moving slow
and i dont know where to go 
yeah ooo
and thats a problem of my own dont think ill ever fix!

okay
broken on the inside
i been looking for somebody that i wont find
help me
yeah only if you dont mind
think the only thing im good at
is jus wasting time
its okay smoke a blunt on a bad day
i got problems with this bitch that i wont ever say 
im so tired of all the shit you do
itll be a cold day in hell when i talk to you

COLD DAY IN HELL [p. back2thapast]

i'll move out and move on
sitting silent and all alone
but underneath the thunderstorm
there's always hope to move along

i'll move out and move on
all over my hands the scars are shown
but i believe that if i stay strong
this emptiness won't stay for long 

i'd give my life to see you smile 
and if i could i'd do it now 
just promise me that somehow
everything will workout 
do u remember our first date
we hid near a shop under rain 
i held you close u felt my pain
i loved u ever since dat day

i'll move out and move on
sitting silent and all alone
but underneath the thunderstorm
there's always hope to move along

i'll move out and move on
all over my hands the scars are shown
but i believe that if i stay strong
this emptiness won't stay for long 


this left me with a wreck inside my head
this left me with a wreck inside my head

i'll move out and move on (acey)

@evergardens 

well what do i do? x2
im lost and im out of touch
you pushed me to the edge
and now im in a mess
a mess
a mess

i can just never re mem ber what i said
to myself
time is tic king on and on i know i cant stop it
i know i cant stop it x2
im just act like im not in
i close the curtains and cryyy again

well what do i do? x2
im lost and im out of touch
you pushed me to the edge
and now im in a mess
a mess
a mess

im in a mess
in time it festers
were losing time
and ur still undecided
wont tell u where to find me
go find a silver lining
i choke on all my words
perfect timing
for better or for worse
im trying

i can just, never remember w/ evergarden (nevrfall/branwen)

2022

sewerperson - jerk snippet 8/5/22

unreleased

sewerperson - mineral (lcs x niko) (snippet)

idc! (with Devin's World)

vampire love

WhitePlug (prod.chechnilazz)

u can have my heart
but it's rotten to the core.
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lyrics
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intro
——————-
i been in a rut
wtf do i do
only time i’m fine
whens im w u
only time time i’m fine
whens im high thats tru

i wish i wasn’t like that

chorus
—————
i been fucked up
& i hate it
drugs don’t work
& i’m jaded
will i ever learn my lesson
i think my life’s passed expiration

evol
————
i think my life’s passed expiration 
i think ima die alone in this room
everywhere i go i feel anxious
everyday i feel the gloom

idk what im doing
maybe i should call it quits
but i keep on coming back
why am i always running back

bridge
————
why am i always running back
why i can’t keep this under wraps
why do keep on climbing 
just to fall, i wish i was someone else

chorus
—————
i been fucked up
& i hate it
drugs don’t work
& i’m jaded
will i ever learn my lesson
i think my life’s passed expiration

seejayxo
———
we’re alone in my room
and you’re naked
 sent a text last night
i was jaded
yeah its time to figure out what this is
i dont want fall asleep thinkin that you miss, me
fucked up in my head so dont trick me
i could feel myself fallin quick
wonder to my self what this is

standin at you door
wonder if its unlocked 
do you want me anymore?
your curly headed dork
i dont feel it anymore

u could have my heart
but its rotten to the core


outro
———
why am i always running back
why i can’t keep this under wraps
why do keep on climbing 
just to fall, i wish i was someone else

sewerperson - jerk snippet 8/5/22

nsl