BANDCAMP

SPLIT

sorry for the long wait.
I'm finally back :)

this pandemic really messed up my creative motivation, but I'm happy to say it's slowly coming back !

lyrics:
I wanna leave this place and I won't say goodbye
I wanna break away and let this pain subside
moving so fast, disappearing
I can't see you, won't you see me?
I wanna leave this place 
and never come back...

I wanna break away, 
fly away
knowing that I see
you wait
can I say you don't belong to me

I wanna leave this place and I won't say goodbye
I wanna break away and let this pain subside
moving so fast, disappearing
I can't see you, won't you see me?
I wanna leave this place 
and never come back...

break away

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prod/vocals STM
~
everyday it feels the same
why won't it just go away
I just want you in my arms
so I can feel your heart
I wanna be in your arms
I wanna feel your heart

oh my dear, I love you so much
I wanna be in your arms
I need your medicine to fix this heartache
I can't bear it no more

SPOTIFY

melancholia

LIVE ON SPOTIFY/APPLE MUSIC

in the open, in the open

in the water, I'm frozen
in the open, guess I'm chosen

overflow, I miss you
in these walls, I miss you
I see you

waterfall diving deep through
gazing under and I see through
so much to find in this life

so mystical, invisible, I saw it all, I feel it all
in this place, I feel safe
in the rain I feel some way

going deep, I can't sleep
I can't keep up I'll sink
in the water I'm just frozen
in the open, guess I'm chosen
in the open, in the open
in the open, in the open
on the outside, I'm frozen
in the inside, I'm broken

ALTER REALITY

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how do I get out of this place?
got some water in my veins
suffocate with a straight face
get so empty, oh so empty

free falling
free falling, free falling

falling far away, I can't feel a thing still
open water, the empty ocean
get up, fall down
get up, fall down
slow motion in outer space
nowhere to call, I'm waiting
invisible, I'll lose it all
I feel it in me

where do I go?
colder than snow
empty ocean
solidation

gotta find myself
empty ecstasy
nowhere to call, no where to go
where to go, where to call
get up, get up
fall down

falling far away, I can't feel a thing still
open water, the empty ocean

FREE FALL

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can't save life, amplified
we're worldwide, close your eyes
quantum suicide, in the center ride
they can save your life but you gotta sacrifice

all your life, in my mind
I could die, but we could fly 
so far in the empty world we live in
and you could rise, we could rise
you could rise, we could rise

into my core, unplug the cord
get to the other side of the line
hope to remember sometime

NO SAVE

going fast, fast in the deep end
lose control, hey I see in my mind,
I just wanted to feel my destruction

don't wanna fight, you saw the ride

stop, crash, feel sad
no more, too bad
teleport, to another place
teleport, can't win the race

point A - B, in 3 - D
can't see me, just leave me 
just like a ghost, won't feel the most, no
you wouldn't miss me

I needed to find a way to get space
you are so heartless in vain
I couldn't be the only one you need
I can't be, someone you could fall for
no, no no

just teleport, just teleport
just teleport, just teleport

TELEPORT

you said you were just only helping out
and I couldn't understand not a single word
I feel it in the air, like I'm a vibration
I don't even care, I'll run face straight into
another place where I could be

criminal am I to feel a sudden rush of
the feeling of the wave I've hidden my whole life
I wanna feel the pleasure, I'm staring out the window
a rhythm I can trust
no no, it can't be, it can't be

just a stain, just a stain, no
it couldn't fade, no
it can't fade, no, just another stain

I run away, run away
and I want to fade away
find a way to fade the stain

it curses my whole brain
couldn't understand a single word
that you said, no I couldn't find you
everyone is haunting me
everyone is watching me
everyone is counting
every stain that I have on me

STAIN

in the end I couldn't see why
like a vulture, couldn't be her
she's a killer, yet a loner
breath the oxygen

into the night, I see your eyes 
had a feeling that I know
somethings wrong with my light

breath in slowly, I need it 
in my system, I feel it
floating in air, I never cared
I can't help but stare back at you

I see my lungs are occupied
I can't breath, I feel the rush
I wanna feel the energy
I'm running, I'm walking

losing patience, I-I want to be painless
why won't you, find some substance
we're falling in a loveless pit of oxygen

OXYGEN

HQ - https://stmofficial.bandcamp.com/track/machine-girl
ib crystal castles 

an old project from around 2020 that I never got around to finishing, so here you go :)

prod/vocals by STM

SPOTIFY/APPLE

machine girl

💜MUSIC VIDEO OUT ON YT💜
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=unhBTv7s36k
HQ WAV: https://stmofficial.bandcamp.com/track/dance-away

prod/vocals STM

gaze into my eyes
as I am falling in a trance
pour another cup
of guilty shame I can't escape
turn the music loud
I want to drown and feel the wave
in the center of a hurricane
where I am air

gaze into my eyes
as I am falling in a trance
pour another cup
of guilty shame I can't escape

turn the music loud
I want to drown and feel the wave
in the center of a hurricane
where I am air
will you hold my hand as I descend
into a trance (x2)

turn the music loud
I want to drown and feel the wave
wanna scream and shout 
'till I give out

wanna scream and shout, I wanna scream and shout
wanna scream and shout, I wanna scream and shout (x2)

posing like a dream
I wanna feel the scene
so I can feel the wave
and I can just escape

wanna scream and shout, I wanna scream
wanna scream and shout, I wanna scream

turn the music loud
I want to drown and feel the wave
I'll dance away with you
I'll dance away with you

feel the wave
feel the wave (x2)

wanna scream and shout, I wanna scream
wanna scream and shout, I wanna scream

dance away (MV IN DESC)

1st trance song, lessgo
prod/vocals STM

undercover
simple heart
reach the outskirts of my heart
in the window of your eyes
see you and I

I want to feel more
I need to feel more
you couldn't understand
no, you couldn't understand

one day
and one day
you would wait
understand
see it all
I see it all
I saw you far
fall away

I want to fly
far away
far away
far away

we can't feel
nothing real
it's yet to end
fall away

fall away
oh I'll fall away
fly away
oh I'll fall away
fall away
oh I'll fall away

I want to fly
far away
far away
far away

simple heart

we'll see eachother again

**AMV**
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OaXDMkJ4VLg
go follow @agomi he's a god
prod by STM
vocal mixing by @agomi

STM:
everyday 
i think of you
i cant hold the sorrow
lift me from this nightmare
i dreamed of what we could've been
let the feelings destroy me
i really thought you loved me

i ruined the strength we had
i never meant to harm you
i always fuckin loved you

norii:
i was always alone in the darkness 
you just pick me right out of my coffin
and i was worried cause you left me in the darkness
the last person i expect to be heartless
finally let my heart free, look at what you did to me
know you'll do the same thing, so ill stop remembering
last memories i have of you are crumbling 
and thats what you get for taking time to open me

now i'm gonna change and i wont be the the same 
next time i see you tho i bet youll be the same 
keep living on nothing is going to change 
everything on my mind had been the same

what we could've been + agomi

prod/vox by me
mixing by me
no samples used  

lyrics:
incredible
reflective affective connective infective
you know what you wanna be
just dive in the madness, it aint nothing tragic, hate's my obsession, talltale of magic
resting in my bed, breathing in no air, stunned by despair, kill me i swear

tough love, sick enough, take above, hold me up, drainin done, bullshits back, im just stuck in the abyss. 
you dont wanna witness this

dont wanna say
nothing array
tip of the train
just go away
livin enough
troubles of love
sanity shut
driftin away of the sickenin touch
tryna keep my wrists just left uncut
i dont wanna hear your fuckin lies
ask myself why i fuckin try

troubles of love
sanity shut
troubles of love, sanity shut
troubles of love, sanity shut

trouble

duet with @soristrash <3

prod by me
vocals by SORI & STM
mix/mastered by me
quote from life is strange: before the storm

SORI:
I burn in the light, but in the moonlit trees I don’t feel anything inside;
i just wanna feel at ease, don’t just wanna be alright;
give me one good reason to open my eyes-
lonely dancing in my head that's the way  wanna die, hope i carry this charade for all of my eternal life but i might only last the night

SORI & STM:
i'm dreaming of peace
sleeping
don't wait for me
(dont wake me up) 
i'm waiting

STM:
watch me from the side
maybe i'll just cry
i'm just stuck in the false memory of
my happiness
i can't take this
i just wanna die 'wake past 3 am at night

ill grow wings and fly
in the night i
feel at peace in my false reality of mine

peace + SORI

in my head

duet with @agomi
prod. by STM

LYRICS
---
STM:
deaths cold hands rest on my chest
slowly grabbing hold cant see
i feel my sight begin to flee
consciousness is an abyss

only the bubbles of my breath 
hugging my knees close to my chest
guilt that swells inside my chest
the shame that shows,
the tears that fall,
along with the grains of my sins.
'llowing myself to float then sink
all the feelings be drowning me
my feelings weighing more than me

let the angels set the time
i cant run
and the pain is here to stay, here to stay, go away
ive been chasing time
i cant run
no,no,no
no,no,no
reaper save me from this

norii:

who you wanna be? I'll just be who i imagine

You wanna know me? yea, im fake, i'm imagined 

And now they wanna see if i really even happened 

I guess its hard to see that these dreams can really happen

no reason, no reason we're born for no reason

wake up, then we sleep, then wake up, keeps repeating

I asked in a dream "does this life has any meaning"

Then god told me "???fuck nigga you're a demon"

??But im not evil, but I'm not evil

And what does it mean when they all just treat you like your one of them?

(Narrator): "well he didnt know, so they're standing right in front of him. He's running away,
But they never got enough of him"

Story begins for the mc, i wanted to help him but he couldnt hear me

He's fallen from grace , he couldnt see clearly

But hes who he wants to be, this dream world is leaving

fall from grace + agomi

prod/vocals by me

---
all alone
in my head
made a song about you
thought it would reach to you
but in the end i made a fool
of myself but you seemed cruel
i just wanted
you to hear my sorrow
maybe i must die
it's not worth it here
i miss you
just assume you're here with me
let your hands crawl
over me
hug me
kiss me
fucking hell you're just a dead memory

--
these lyrics are old, i dont relate anymore x)

love is insanity

@crsct2k
@crsct2k
@crsct2k

art by @crsct2k
prod by STM
vocals by STM & crescent

ill-fated + crescent

thanks for 1k
an experimental song, learned much from this

credit to @sh1nxo @crescentxo @pichulove @syncc @x0360 @secretssss @eiri @prodversal & kacper for lyric assistance

prod./vocals STM
new art by me

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you are not my creator
my mind is terminator 

[JA]
心は死んでいる (the heart decayed)
精神が衰えてる (the psyche fabricated)

i've infected my cpu
my words mean null end zero two

[ZH]
心灵已经终止了 (the mind has ended)
这无法逆转         (this cannot be reversed)

system 32 has just crashed 
intelligence has gone to mad

[FR]
je sais déjà tout de toi,          (i already know everything about you,
mais tu n'me décoderas pas (but you will not decode)

[KO]
갑자기 죽고싶다  (i want to just suddenly die)
못 고치는 병이다 (this is a disease i cannot fix)

[SV]
min kraftkälla vilseledd          (my power source is misguided)
mitt liv har ingen bandbredd (my life has no bandwidth)

[NL]
jaloers op deze pc,                                    (jealous of this PC,)
blauw scherm van dood neem me mee  (blue screen of death take me)

[FI]
sydämeni lahoutunut       (the heart decayed)
psyykkeeni huonontunut (the psyche fabricated)

[DE]
verpixelt dann gespeichert 
entwertet, wirst eleichtert

my brain is going to crash
deception in my task

synthesis

follow @eth4nx0 @virtualpopstar
very talented producers^^

lyrics:

got this blood on my hands i'll use for lipstick
all these problems got me feeling so anemic
you wouldn't understand you a skeptic
i'm a vampire in the midnight

in midnight, you would not find
my disguise, in the night
to terrify, this lonely night
your blood got me so feeling so light

got this blood on my hands i'll use for lipstick
all these problems got me feelin so anemic, you
wouldn't understand you wouldn't understand
pale skin, eyes spin, i'm going evil
i'm a vampire

vampire (prod. ethan + micah)

go follow @kyraehle <3

vocals by STM & 7NGEL
prod/mix by STM
art by 7NGEL

STM:
blue screen in my head, glitching in the threads
i don't know why i'm not fine
my mind has gone to shreds
my head, it's gone to shreds
with this corrupt devastation i can't execute
my recycle bin is nothing but just broken tools
error messages everywhere, it's all in my head
electronica, that's just the start

kyraehle:
these voices in my brain, shut the hell up
can't think straight through this pain, help
terminate this glitch that is my life
erase my memory pull the plug bring out the knife
i can't see the light, just the screens that are my eyes
picking up the pieces, put together all the lies
if you want me have a seat and press play
i'm just a game to you, no reason to delay
it's heaven, and hell
i know what you wanna see just promise me you won't tell
electric at heart
but wires break apart
electronica

ELECTRONICA電気的 + kyraehle

prod/vocals STM
s/o @rs2k 

in this hell we are fighting 
all the demons, stop this madness

wish my skull would come undone
with a swish of this blade sliding down my neck
where has my head gone to fly?
oh mister, hold me tight

and, i would be so destroyed
if i had found the way, to end the pain

would you look at me in the eyes if i had told you,
all that's left ahead in this life is what we're supposed to do
grim reaper, kiss me please
i'll see you soon, sweet dreams

CORE

follow @lilac he's rly cool and talented
instrumental by lilac
vocals by STM

lyrics:
i would walk away
i would wave my hand for you
i can't wait for you no more

(please let me free)
no more dragging this to me
your anchor isn't weighing me
i don't even wanna see your face
what you missed out
such a misfortune
none of its my problem
you're in my past now

what you missed out
such a misfortune
none of its my problem
you're in my past now

you're not worth it
it wasn't even worth it
you were never worth it
you're in my past now

you're not worth it
you were never worth it
get out my life now
you're in my past now

worth it + lilac

WINNERS: 
my sample challenge results:
1st: EMPTYHEAD @emptyhead1
2nd: DisSolve @dissolve4
3rd: shatteredmemories @shatteredm3mories
4th: trench @chemical_souptrash
5th: winter @winter

here's the playlist with the top 15:
https://soundcloud.com/tsuki-skyful/sets/top-15

Since a lot of people have been taking my samples without credit, using them for profit etc. without inquiring me, I have decided to take the samples down. if you want them, dm me and I'll send the link. there IS copyright on these samples, so if you try stealing them without permission, gl

STM sample challenge 2 (closed)

@9s0uls

vocals by 9souls + STM
prod by STM

9souls:
you said i'm a mistake 
i'm not the only one to blame 
i'm fucked up, don't know my damn name 
i'm a fuck up, but it's your face i fuckin hate

STM:
we're all the same, in the end
i don't wanna show you, it will break your ego
separation, aggravation
no such thing as perfect, it's an illusion
all these sins, they're in perfect relation

STM + 9souls:
you don't wanna see, 
you don't wanna see,
you don't wanna see the dark side of you

there's no mystery, just give into the sin
our innocence is only temporary bliss

9souls + STM:
don't blame me,
don't blame me,
don't blame me

ex machina + 9souls

remastered vers. of my old song i made for my alt acc back in sep 2019

lyrics:
black pants everyday nd i put my heart away
and i wish that, everytime i see you alladat
comes to me (comes to me)
ask me do i care, and ill respond with a no
and i want to, (and i want to)
run away, (run away)
i wonder if i ever will be something more
i keep staring (i keep staring)
cant face all my fears, only talk with just these tears
i dont know watta say, can u please just go away
i dont wana talk to you, will you take my excuse

lonely girl

prod./vocals STM

lyrics:
please just tell me all you know
I just want to get to know 
all your secrets and your stories
the clock in my heart is ticking

all I wanted was your help
heart was frozen, felt it swell
moon is shining in the sky
you could take us in the light

frozen in this place
I cant see your face 
time is running out
guess I'm going down

FROZEN

vocals by me + @infinitymeter + @blackwinterwells
prod by me

lyrics:

STM:
sad eyes, my whisper cries
want you to hold me, just this time
feeling like you went away
I just wanna see your face
where did you go, my hurtful soul
you're not even here
you disappeared
like everyone else, you're breaking my soul

infinity meter:
I can’t see nothing at all
to look in my eyes and see nothing at all
it's not your fault to lead me along 
I’m easy, you just keep repeating
the same old tricks that keep me from leaving
I never thought that you only would use me 
at every single opportunity

blackwinterwells:
cant hear
you're waiting here
I know 
you’ll disappear
I'll weld
these halves together
you’ll see
what hell will rear

infinity meter:
I wish you'd look at me and say it's fine
but you never look at me in my sad eyes

SAD EYES + tim lake & blackwinterwells

vocals by STM
prod by @sorryalice

lyrics:
all these people around me
so scared for what I see
my world's so blurry . . .
I feel so sickly

NPCs
around me
gotta run away from
this simulation

gotta run away from
every situation
wanna tell you how I feel
but I don't believe you're real
I wanna fade
from this place
existence is just a lie
I wanna let go of my mind

protagonist, am I?
I glitch all the time . . .

everyday I always ask
if I'm living in a game
2D objects in my face
glitching all over the place

wanna tell you how I feel
but I don't believe you're real

gotta run away from
this simulation
I wanna fade
from this place
no empathy, so sickly
feeling like an NPC

STM

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