Bro if only u would collab with iof, hallow, and slicky yall would probably make the best beat known to man

Rose vs. The World: Retrospection 24

uk garage my drilla

*yo run up ig pls thank u ily*
https://www.instagram.com/redhxrse

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/headphones-2

idk what all this lyrical personal shit means go ask an english teacher or something-

verse 1
i just wanna have a talk
about how selfish i am
about how little of a man i’ve become
and you say there’s no rules
tell that to my mum and dad
cos their answers won’t be just for fun

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

verse 2
now i see myself decaying
why am i relishing in it though
i guess routines have their way around me
i feel these emotions fading
cut ties with everyone i know
can’t keep a convo cos noone feels real

verse 3
((rappity raprap))
eyes on my back i keep watching
they all wanna see me lose but i keep winning
do this shit solo don’t need nobody’s help
if u ain’t fuck w me i can only wish u well
say i ain’t normal when they wish they were weirdos
why i needa follow rules i ain’t got nothing to fear for
maybe this ego’s why i’m here tho

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

outro

if u reading dis comment something

headphones

stream the mf song

new era same old moirai
video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YctqEqrLJho
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6h7s7QHTBQ1os43UTEI4bY?si=69065b0ba82c476e
@billsburyjoeboi
@ria_chuelo
lyrics//
[hook]
everybody looking at me from the sidelines
everyday i have this feeling that i might die 
everyday i have this feeling that you might lie 
and everyday they make me wonder why do i try
now everybody looking at me for a reason
and everyday i fucking wonder how im breathing
and everyday i fucking wonder why you need him 
and everybody says they care i don't believe them

[verse]
i can't change my past
optimistic lover with a half full glass, but
but i can't go back 
tried my best but i lost my track again 
and i don't need new friends
tried to cut you off but i woke up in your bed again
and all those texts i sent
masochistic loving that i can't forget

im so sick, i wake up, i hate it
i call her up, like no shit, im wasted
she told me "im so sick of everything you're saying"
and i ain't been to church in years but now im praying
that i don't fuck this up 
im in the bathroom of a party and im throwing up
and i just don't want you to think that im a lost cause
lost cause 
lost cause
im so sick and fucking tired of the love songs

sidelines (billsburyjoeboi + ria)

cover, prod and vocals by yonklolz.

lyrics:

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

You misuse your influence
Talk down on everything
Desire to not exist
One like and everything flips
And I can't tell you why
My existence is a lie
Bitch, I'm talking
Please don't try to speak
I've been on the low
For the past few weeks
I've been struggling
And I'm sick of it
Make me feel like shit
What's the point of it

Feeling drained completely
Been on the edge for a few weeks
For a few weeks
Bitch, don't test me
Living on the edge
Of insanity
Yeah, you raked me up
With the rest of the leaves
I can't stop thinking that I'm feeling so weak

And I can't seem to find what's real
My mind is a painting but every day it peels
And I wrote so many songs about you
The pictures on my wall all lost their value
And maybe one day, I'll get around you
But this time, I'll just fall

I can't tell if this is real
And I can't seem to swallow my fears
But yet you told the world that I was trying to heal
Cause I'm swimming in an ocean and no one will wipe my tears

spotify

don't test me!

this song got botted :(

see you next year :p
i'll be missing in action for now
art by @cyberspit prod @prodbyjoshwa you knew the drill

missing in action
you want attention? so you beg for interaction
and a fake smile on my face that is plastered
you the talk of the town, people look at you in laughter
hide in plain sight, but im missing in action

cuz you wanna be someone you're not
so you gonna take your leave or what?
looking down the barrel of a gun (shoutout @sc0ttryan)
things change, guess things just go and come

and its so hard to act like yourself
and you wishing that yo bestie doing well
but you lookin on they soul, that you ready to sell
hoping that they fell, think i couldn’t tell?

stop your acting, cuz we looking back
looking past the cracks, seeing what you lacked
you always acted what you said was fact
then you left it at that, leave it all in the past tense

put your words into practice
let it sink down, let it mold with the malice
if you wanna see me soon, then you better ask this
where ya at?

yeah im-

m.i.a (joshwa)

luh boujee baby never been a fan of the rules

prod. nico horry

hello!
no one is available to take your call at this time
please leave a message after the tone
*beeeeep*

gotta ask myself if i'm really shocked
that u won't pick up the phone
i stg that u treat me like a dog
but u won't throw me a bone
(woof woof)

i feel like i'm outta my mind
cus i could give u what i got but u won't give me the time
ever-changing affirmations, i'm patient
but i been stuck inside my head
feel like i'm locked in a basement with no escape

if u want me to be honest
i don't think that it's fair
if i'm REALLY being honest
i don't think that u care at all
but u wear it all
u got designer on ur back
but u don't share at all
and i'm losin myself
because of who?
u, u, u, u

tell me how it's different
i got nothin to prove
the situation's never changing
and it's bc of u
n i'm dead real like a heart attack
zip me up in a prada bag
is it the money or the drugs
that's got u actin a fool
luh boujee baby 
never been a fan of the rules
paid my tab n i'm tryna go
in our house it don't feel like home

i don't want it anymore
maybe i should head straight for the door

maybe i should
call a cab n get outta the city
i been tryna make my mind
but idk if u wit me
take a couple different pills
i won't care if u forget me
but i've been losin peace of mind
n it's just starting to hit me, like

tell me how it's different
i got nothin to prove
the situation's never changing
and it's bc of u
n i'm dead real like a heart attack
zip me up in a prada bag
is it the money or the drugs
that's got u actin a fool
luh boujee baby 
never been a fan of the rules
paid my tab n i'm tryna go

heart attack (nico horry)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6WWLS1y8aehkN2zjlrHpms?si=a9ef2f0517274b99

prod me
crazy guitar solo by @1sloan
additional prod by @2gaze
mastered by @1stevyn

verses in order
@1stevyn (hook)
@imohwell
@rans0m
@thrmls

carbon dioxide w/ stevyn + Oh well. + rans0m + thrml

feat @scrufff
prod aftrr
all plats: https://ffm.to/qrjgp3n

lyrics:

[hook]
tell me ur problems
no i wont kiss and tell
i wanna be ur last
im by the wishing well
jessie confessing to me
but i got saved by the bell
get money then im gone, capice
aint a thing i cant sell

[chorus]
if this money talk then i guess im fluent
ohhyaa
sippin dirty rocks, she like how i do it
ohwwwoah
im mr. put it on, 10 bands on my cuban
ohh
with u im booted up, its u im pursuing
ohh

that girl tryna talk me down
we got history
her boyfriend he dont know about
its a mystery
what we had it was lost and found
playing games, what she want
guess im finding out
i guess im

[verse @scrufff]
then i leave im fkin headed out
remember when im going up
when im poppin now
ur friends gon know im pulling up
when they not around
ur friends gon know im showing up
when they talkin bout
kiss n tell
asking for help
im under pain
wishing well
when im still
not up to stakes
kiss n tell
asking for help
im under pain
wishing well
what im still
trying to save

[chorus]
if this money talk then i guess im fluent
ohhyaa
sippin dirty rocks, she like how i do it
ohwwwoah
im mr. put it on, 10 bands on my cuban
ohh
with u im booted up, its u im pursuing
ohh

that girl tryna talk me down
we got history
her boyfriend he dont know about
its a mystery
what we had it was lost and found
playing games, what she want
guess im finding out
i guess im

[bridge @scrufff]
change will come and i hate to say
that i wont ever be the same
u just think that loves a case
and mine will never go away

[chorus]
if this money talk then i guess im fluent
ohhyaa
sippin dirty rocks, she like how i do it
ohwwwoah
im mr. put it on, 10 bands on my cuban
ohh
with u im booted up, its u im pursuing
ohh

that girl tryna talk me down
we got history
her boyfriend he dont know about
its a mystery
what we had it was lost and found
playing games, what she want
guess im finding out
i guess im

[outro]
tell me ur problems
no i wont kiss and tell
i wanna be ur last
im by the wishing well
jessie confessing to me
but i got saved by the bell
get money then im gone, capice
aint a thing i cant sell

SPOTIFY !

kiss n tell w/ scruff

been a while but i finally got some new music 

my socials:
www.instagram.com/dpf.1215/
twitter.com/dpf1215
keep in touch with me <3

now im on a flight from boston
bad lil bitch make me move with caution
overthinking got me nauseous
expensive shit all on my garments though
expensive shit all on my garments,
my body wrapped around in diamonds
like this shit a fucking harness, im the hardest
fuck charting im a niche artist
i been staying true to myself regardless
of all these fucking comments
i been living in my head
this shit gone drive me crazy
but im living the life i wanted
feel like i made it

i been throwing fits, no tantrums
bad things she do on camera
now she gone play all innocent
she a freaky lil hoe from atlanta
fell in love with the lights and the glamour
cant believe i seen my life change
she said im acting different
i live my life my own way
now i got designer clothes,
designer hoes,
whatever you name it
been tryna find my flow
and build me a team that gone help me make it
fake bitches tryna rock with the clique im with
cause they fell in love with my fragrance
im stressed,
constant headaches throwing up all on the pavement

@aftrrs
i know im a mess
problems that i thought put to rest
drama, never really asked for the context
thought i really could give my best
effort
didnt really know whats better for me
throw it all away, its whatever to me
numb my pain, whatever will take me (away)
dont save me
i dont wanna talk, dont care if u hate me
give me an answer, not just 'maybe'
where my mind goes, there is no safety
no no way
didnt think you'd treat me that way
who wouldve thought oh all these thoughts im going insane
i wish my heart would just fade

stream everywhere!

garments w/ aftrr (joeboi + typhoon)

intro (sxth sns)

close to the sun (mxija x spirisera x swazy*)

they wasn't ready (KARI)

shit dont change

Silent Night, Loud Pack by smokethatdank

"FÜGENE2" released by MEGAREX

INFORMATION >>> https://megarex.jp/mrx-023.html
"FÜGENE2" XFD >>> https://soundcloud.com/lapixmusic/fugene2crossfade

Hype feat. Such

I Put Sausage Fattener On The Master

Welcome to the musical story of my life! <3

m.i.a (joshwa)

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