featuring @h3artch3rades
circa — October 2021

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

Two steps ahead, that's how I'm feeling
Thinking about me all night got you dreaming
And I believe everything happens for a reason
I want to feel like your air is what I'm breathing
I know it's hard for you
Just believe in yourself, we can make it through
You know I will always try for you
If you believe in me, let's make an attempt to push through

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

It's so weird when you're innocent, but your heart hurts
You're trying to say what you're not worth
Not meant to spite you
But instead to inspire you
To step outside of your comfort zone
We've been on the phone
Going back and forth it seems
Arguing the same things
But it's never getting anywhere
And I don't wanna see you disappear
Even if I wasn't your first choice
I'm happy being at least one of your considerations
But I can't help but feeling the way that I feel
It's okay, it's just rain, I'll dry up
One day you'll make your mind up
I hate to say I told you so
I hate to say I told you so

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

You're the only one that makes me feel alright
I said you're the only one that makes me feel alright
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

Attempt (feat. h3artch3rades)

prod @ill000ki

🩸🩸🩸
out on all plats

blood prod ill

@mopearound @sinefelt @tillamookbay @bbyazul4k
@100signs;;

@zzoos
gas up in my lungs i can feel it
that shit hit me like a truck i dont feel shit
bitch im so damn high im clipping thru the ceiling
she say tht she hate me i know that u dont mean it
i know u dont mean it
ima crash the car idc bout speeding
u aint believe this shit evn if u seen it
hella weed up in my  backpack i dont do no dealing

walk in that bitch w a 19 know i keep it tucked
dropped my pills passed out on the pavement 
im too damn stuck
walk up in the store bitch im fried as fuck
she blowin up my phone bby idgaf
me n @sinefelt bout2 fuck the bank up
keep that gun on me i conceal it like some makeup
passed out off exotic gas i cnt wake up
in dis bitch w @mopearound dats my day 1

@mopearound
and im tired of these hoes
u say thats supreme? i can smell it with my nose
dont play with me, no
lay him out i make the chalk do a pose

i feel like moneybags i got the sack
apple store fights i got the mac
in the cut with zoos i know he got my back 
and if i spray it it go forward bitch im all on the attack

@sinefelt
huh, melik still a bitch
knew i'd have to double down cuz i could never switch
that shit's in my code like im the motherfucking glitch

huh, he get offput
he get offset
pedo stache like ********
huh, ya he weird bro
don't come near bro
that's #realtalk no erdo

i'm sleeping
nobody give me reason
that's treason
hear how he talk n beam him
once he disappear nobody gon grieve him

Makeup w/ mopearound & sinefelt prod michimani & bbyazul

bitch made, pockets hurt and shit on purpose
i been too locked in i think its workin
we on Melrose spending without purpose
nice Camaro, thank you for your service

yea, i deserve it, sweet just like dessert is yea
hot like furnace, crib came fully furnished yea
im just learning, how to scratch the surface
this how i prefer it, this how i prefer it

*me fucking your mom* im nothing like you virgins
serve, serve the cunt, serve it
staring at the ceiling, thinking was it (your mom) really worth it?
do some with yourself and level up, boy you deserve it
ooh woah ohh, playing with my heart don't fuck around
yea, all i wanted was you to be down
all i wanted was you to be down

uh, yea how, uh yea wow, its not an and one, its a muhfuckin foul
if you messin' with the bull, you could get the whole cow
all it take is one look, i could take your hoe out
yea, she aint lick the shit, shawty use her whole mouth
we got purple Activis, you thought it was a drought
stick-stick around when the shit go south
i cant smoke no indica no more, shit freak me out

talking bout bitch made, pockets hurt and shit on purpose
i been too locked in i think its workin
we on Melrose spending without purpose
nice Camaro, thank you for your service
bitch made, pockets hurt and shit on purpose
i been too locked in i think its workin
we on Melrose spending without purpose
nice Camaro, thank you for your service

002. ok servee it!! *joalisho*

bunny *m81prod

Rest In Peace, Hayden
I'm so glad I met you

inspired by https://m.soundcloud.com/negativecreeper/directed-by-your-beauty

໒꒰ ྀིっ˕ -｡ ྀི꒱১

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

this time is the last time that it's stripped from me
this time trying to be someone that's strictly me
weights off of the worst parts that inhibit me
hold on to the moments that i could keep
closed guard all these new thoughts under lock and key
stay strong for a new dawn that's coming for me
break off of the old parts of my history
wondering how much more it'll take from me
i know these feelings eat you alive
i know they're too much to hide
and when our hearts drift away
from what we're too scared to say
what we're feeling inside
to try to keep us alive
we come together as one
to find the means to survive

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

moving in retrograde (prod.toemuro)

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After all - friendships that fade away, relationships that end, growing up and learning to believe in yourself - IKBA releases his single "Now," blending fresh trance sounds with the punch of melodic and progressive techno.

"Now" is the perfect example of how an artist who has suffered from anxiety and other struggles can overcome those adversities and create something powerful. It's all about learning and getting to know yourself.

This track represents a journey of self-discovery through sound, where personal battles become the foundation for artistic strength. The fusion of uplifting trance elements with driving techno creates an emotional landscape that speaks to anyone who has faced their inner demons and emerged stronger.
"Now" is more than just a dance floor anthem - it's a testament to resilience, growth, and the transformative power of music as both therapy and expression.

siemprelomismo

CODAIN - NO SLEEP
PROD. FAINT
-
MORALS OF AN ALLEY CAT SOON

lucy bedroque - fenty face [flip] (prod. tsuyunoshi, 4l, lilac) #Perox*

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