WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA OMG MY PABLO

prod me
guitar by me as always
thank you to @billsburyjoeboi for some help
shoutout @t0rr

lost my mind and i fucked up
we talked but i lost ur trust
say ur fine but ur not
and it’s gone it’s all my fault

nvr been good for the longest
fucked up and im worried bout the wrong shit
and im anxious as fuck, keep on losing my luck
worried i chose the wrong love

grown ass kid, with some made up dreams
and i never been shit, from the things i’ve seen
and there’s no doubt that it’s jealousy
don’t know if you’re my friend or an enemy

let my heart sing, let my heart swing
coping mechanisms, make me feel like shit
all the shit in my head i think im used to it
walking on a tightrope, i wanna end this shit

never been smart bout love, i ain’t know that
as a way to part, i gotta own that
when i said i liked u, know that it was no cap
wish i could’ve done shit, but it went all bad

bitter

@saiwai
@1spoder
@rywrrd
@redhxrse

@1spoder:
i don't want to fight so put your hands down
i just hit a cab, did the dash, like where i'm at now
way above the surface so i cant drown
if you got me then i got you there's no need to frown
i've been running round
i think i've got to bounce
you've been talkin out your neck
but i cant hear a sound
never thought the silence would be so loud
you live up in my mind and i can't get you out

@rywrrd:
we just walked in
yea pulled up to the party and we sparkin
i got no options
i told that bitch i'm pullin up but that is not it
bitch i'm posted up w roah and spoder
when i'm down feel like sosa cuz i hate bein sober
fucked it up when we talked like over and over 
bet u wanna talk now cause i skrt in tha rover
got me fucked up 
tried to hmu last week
but idgaf i'm not ur bestie
left me
in the dirt like last year
but idgaf cause this is my year!

@redhxrse:
ooh
yea i'm going thru the works
can’t believe it's getting worse
when i'm with u it's like a curse
ooh
problems that u need to fix
and u keep venting about shit
like i'm a fucking therapist
all them fucking parties where i'm standing in the corner
minding my own business but u couldn't be more forward
yuh this broken man is tryna give out all these hints
but u give no shits with u there ain't no subtlety
subtlety subtlety like look at all these bands on me
money ain't a problem when ur clinginess is all i see
put another k on the dash but ur still here
try n make it make sense cos i don't want u anywhere near

@1spoder:
i don't want to fight so put your hands down
i just hit a cab, did the dash, like where i'm at now
way above the surface so i can't drown
if you got me then i got you theres no need to frown
i've been running round
i think i've got to bounce
you've been talkin out your neck
but i cant hear a sound
never thought the silence would be so loud
you live up in my mind and i can't get you out

fight

5189316

prod. by myself

i spilled my guts all over the floor
im throwing up what id hold in before
swear we expired now we gotta throw it all out
every well i try to wish in i just fall down

im stuck here tryna pick up pieces of what's left of the truth
dont try to tell me that you think my life was better with you
turn of the tv i cant stand to see your face or ill lose it
ill let it consume me

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
im looking back ur tearing up
about the fact that we are done

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

throwing up

this took a while
huge shoutout to dirkle aka @deadman

prod. me
live instruments recorded by me also

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lyrics:

(chriad)
you know your words cut deep
everything you said to me
you make it hard just to come back home
you know i'm struggling
'cause i'm never sure what you mean
when you change your mind and i never know

but i know the
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason
i don't understand your feelings
and you never step out to calm down a bit
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason [for the rest of my life]
put all the blame onto me
you give me no choice but to leave

(deadman)
i‘ll take the blame for it all
despite the fact i tried
you just put up a wall
and filled my head with lies
and i know you won't change, love
you fucked up the way i think, love
and i don't know what i'm doing here
with someone who'd take my life
(deadman + chriad)
if they could now

(chriad)
if they could now
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
truth hurts you don't want to hear it

truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
truth hurts you don't want to hear it truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

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truth hurts (ft. deadman 死人)

hai :3 sorry for tha wait
Art by @truffle.duster on insta

last-week ☆

feeling the poison im feeling anemic
dont tell me that u need me
under the weather like a season
get u taken for some treason

if u got a problem ima shoot you at ur neck
yea if u gotta problem ima fill u up wit lead
oh it’s like that? like that?
i cant get my time back?
sidetracked, sidetracked
guess that’s just how life is

i been sipping on some peroxide
if we have an issue ima cause a homicide
yuh see you bitches steady rolling eyes 🙄
yuh penning shit down like notarize

(breakdown)
say what u want but i dont give a fuck
tired of u bitches always acting like u tough
you some bitches, you some (nono word but its the f slur)
ima hit you with a wrench like im ratchet

give a fuck? i cant do it anymore
all u bitches whores, got my sick up to my core
getting these clothes that i know that u cant afford
hit another fucking lick yuh bitch i think i scored￼

yuh bitch i scored bitch i hit the score
body in the plastic, throw him off shore
getting coin like its nun, feeling like the store
i know i got my bag but bitch i want more

you get excluded like a private vc (shoutout zeke)
dont u ever test me
say what u want, what u want about me
but the truth is bitch u dont even know me

i cant even take you serious
u must be crazy acting so delirious
mmm, got ur whole squad fearing us
uh huh uh huh

i dont want ur love, i dont want none

peroxide prod dashie [2021]

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produced by @swazyhq

lyrics:

the blossoms always sprung
locked in ur bedroom in the spring
hide so they won’t find us
cry while i take the bus home

i tried to write it all down
so i could get it all out
i tripped and dropped all of my pages
fly away as i fall down

get back up i don’t know how
the rain on my window sounds so loud
lately i’ve been sleeping to ignore it 
face down in the front yard while it’s pouring 

cause i can’t afford the time that i’m stealing
late night while i’m staring at the ceiling
is it real or just a feeling
can anybody hear me

i never took care of myself 
you saw and you would always try to help
no one tried quite like you did
but i’m not something you can fix

now i see the whole time i was sick
you always stayed right by my side but that’s not a way to live 
i don’t wanna make u cry cause it’s nothing that u did 
i’m just sorry that u tried i was living out a lie

i always hid it all under the surface
i should’ve called it off u don’t deserve this 
but how could i stop us from falling we were perfect 
we couldn’t help but give it all swear we were burning

i’m sorry swear i didn’t try to call u
my finger slipped while i was tryna change the volume 
i know i’m in the wrong, shoulda made it stop but i went too long
now i never wanna hear that shit again, i hate all my songs 

now im back got me thinking of the past what i did wrong
come in last all the chances that i had, call this shit off
got me sad, all the times i let you down got me pissed off
wrote it down, swear i’m gonna drown in the list of

i cant look back, swear i’m doing what i have to do
i lost my track, really thought that things would last with you
hiding when i go out, crying in the bathroom
you don’t ever slow down, life is flying pst you

im sorry that u tried (p. swazy*)

LYRICS:
they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up

sever my head put that shit on a hmm?
sever my head put that shit on a god 
im so divine 
you might just see me hop outa the sky
slide with a busted hip thought i was elderly im making 
motherfuckas go retire 
i got that devilish look in my eyes 
but i know its from all of the drugs i done tried hah

stack up the bands like some legos and lay low 
that boy a rat so i gave him the queso
shoutout queen bee like i gave bro a halo
bet he sad like he listen to heylog
just to let you know im back i walk into the spot 
with the mask off back off
i might have to knock you down on the asphalt
just to let you know that you that soft

they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up
but he aint have none

they wanna see me do this shit again so i did it 
huh do it again
what we gon do if we dont hit a shot when we spin it?
huh do it again
im goin ape shit like i wore the bape just to mask up 
send his ass straight to alaska 
laugh while he try to call back up

Do It Again (kari x kage)

sigo esperando

she dont work out need no fitness
god gonna be my only witness
told da bitch she gotta mind ha bidness
pay da judge i ain finish my sentence 

i went and took a little trip to the south of france
yeah i like the way she movin how she do her dance
she know that she luv how i live
we both know that she gone shake dat shit while i throw sum bands
please just shake dat shit
pop yo hip
do it for me 1 time please dont quit
shawty is a bad bitch she so lit
and she got a friend that stay tryna hit but i cant wit the bitch cant make her rich
i got my lil thang from the west side
i know she ain made for this shit but she aint gon tell me
i know she gon waste my time
she know she a bad bitch but she cant have this so she gon talk a lotta shit on the live
if she wanna fuck with this dick she gon have to risk it
cuz i ain tryna just be fine
i gotta work on this shit 
gotta make shit go
she gon throw it back while i throw sum mo
show me whatchu made of put onna show
drop it from the roof top to da floor
we ain goin to quick you deserve this shit so we ain gotta keep this on the low
you just handle yo business
gods yo witness
so you better go put on a show

she dont work out need no fitness
god gonna be my only witness
told da bitch she gotta mind ha bidness
pay da judge i ain finish my sentence 
she dont work out need no fitness
god gonna be my only witness
told da bitch she gotta mind ha bidness
pay da judge i ain finish my sentence 

fuck that

peroxide prod dashie [2021]

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