(Verse 1)
You said I was the best of all time,
The one you’d never lose, the one in your rhyme.
The one you’d never hurt or make cry —
So why are we sitting here, asking why?
With only sadness and regrets in the air,
I don’t blame you for being what you are, I swear.
I blame your father, I blame your anger,
I could blame your mother too — her silence fuel the fire.
At the end, it was never the solution,
We’ll grow apart, that’s our conclusion.
I can only wish you well — no pretention

(Pre-Chorus)
Ooh... ooh... what have you done?
Oh hmm... ooh... ooh...

(Chorus)
I cried so much, I’m dehydrated,
Thinking 'bout the times we created.
When your hands were in your pockets, tight.
I cried so much, I lost my sight.
I almost died at fifteen with vodka,
It wasn’t curiosity — it was trauma.

(Verse 2)
Sitting by the window, sun rays warm my sadness,
Everything’s still blue — even in gladness.
It’s like I can’t see colours anymore,
My world’s in grayscale, locked door to door.
I can blame my dad for painting me white and black,
I can blame my mom for leaving with her rainbow-packed sack,
But the one I blame is me —
For not stepping out, for not setting me free.
At the end, anger’s never the solution,
I’ll grow far — my quiet evolution.
I can only wish you well, that’s my conclusion.

(Pre-Chorus)
My tears taste like salt,
Ooh... ooh... I could fill a glass of fault.
But hmm... ooh...
It’ll never solve what I’ve been through.

(Chorus)
I cried so much, I’m dehydrated,
Thinking 'bout the times we created.
When your hands were in your pockets tight,
I cried so much, I lost my sight.
I almost died at fifteen with vodka,
It wasn’t curiosity — it was trauma.
I cried so much, I don’t know...
I wish I could forget the good old times.
So the only memories I’d keep of you...
Are the ones where you raised your hands, it's blue.

(Outro)
The ones where you raised your hands...
The shadows of your anger over my land.
The cries of my sister haunt my mind,
The things you said — you never were kind.
Hmmm... hmmm...
I’ll let this out, and move on.
Hmm... hmm...

B.O.A.T

Tsuza