(Verse 1)
Another night — sleep never comes,
Death in my head, it beats like drums.
I set the banquet, demons take their seat,
They laugh at me loud, their joy complete.

I’m sitting beside them, crying inside,
No place to run, nowhere to hide.
Should I drown, become the sea?
Or should I jump, once, to set me free?

Try to fly before goodbye,
One last breath before I die.

(Chorus)
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Set me free, angel of death — come to me.
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Take my soul, carry it endlessly.
(θάνατος… θάνατος)

(Verse 2)
Nobody near me understands my pain,
Scratch at my skin till blood leaves a stain.
Relief in the hurt, mercy in scars,
Dreams too far, I’ll never reach the stars.

I can’t make my dreams come true,
I can’t live with that, it cuts me in two.
If I’m not enough for myself, who’ll stay?
If I hate me — who’d not walk away?

Broken vase, shattered inside,
That’s why the sea is where I confide.
Endless and free, it dances, it sings,
It gives life, it’s mother of all things.

I see in it what I’ll never be,
If I must die — let it be by the sea.

(Chorus)
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Set me free, angel of death — come to me.
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Take my soul, carry it endlessly.
(θάνατος… θάνατος)

(Bridge)
And I must admit — I lied.
I don’t seek love for its beauty inside.
I seek an excuse, not to be consumed,
By thoughts that haunt me, thoughts that bloom.

Maybe if someone stayed by my side,
The pain would be softer, easier to hide.
But I hate my friends, they hate me too,
And I hate myself — it’s nothing new.

No one loves the broken, that’s true,
I’ve written and written, the ink bleeds through.
All I wished was to bleed, to finally stop,
Hoping the blood would make the pain drop.

Hoping someone would ring my bell,
But I’m still trapped inside my hell.
Dreams are poison, hope cuts deep,
I wait for the courage, I wait for the leap.

One day I’ll be gone, the day is near,
The end of me, and I don’t feel fear.
If I’m honest, I can’t wait —
For courage to end this heavy weight.

(θάνατος)

(Chorus)
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Set me free, angel of death — come to me.
I don’t want to live (θάνατος)
Take my soul, carry it endlessly.
(θάνατος… θάνατος)

(Outro)
θάνατος
θάνατος
θάνατος
θάνατος (set me free)
θάνατος (be a man, just do it)
θάνατος (end it, end it, END IT)
θάνατος (now… end it now)


The end

Tsuza