all by me
april 2025

i fell asleep into the next week
you couldn’t stitch me together, i lost my teeth
it makes my throat hurt when i say nothing
i miss when the silence didn’t sound like me

leave the porch light on, i’m not coming home
this key doesn’t fit anymore and the door looks wrong
leave the porch light on, i’m not coming home
your voice sounds so much worse when it’s in my phone

i wanna fall in love again even if it kills me like the last time did
i wanna fall in love again even if it drains me ‘til there’s nothing left

just call me again if it ever gets that bad
but i forget how to talk when you tell me not to laugh
i lose so much sleep when i try to trace those cracks
like maybe it’ll spell out everything i wish i had

Like the last time

prod isa n chinapoet

lyrics:
you dont wanna talk
you dont listen
guess I'm done thinking it was different
money up spend it on prescriptions
I'm still tryna process what I just witnessed
tell me what u want from me
tell me do you want me endlessly
tell me that you're never gonna leave
I wont ever trust my enemies
I said ok fuck em let em bleed
will you keep the other half of me
tell me do you wanna hear from me
Ive been fucked up way too long that I cant tell just what I need

rest of me prod heroine, chinapoet

dont blame me w/ rhekdens prod tg +attc

mid drop don't care, prod me

here.

10 feet, i thought it was likely (yeah)

like me, it's like you don't like me (yeah)

i see differences in you and i (you and i)

what's the difference between you and i (you and i)

and i know you can see it

scar tissue fallin only you can heal it

i've been running out of sentence hoping you can seal it

and i've been talking to you lately only through the mirage

and you stand there like a fucking zombie, i've been

searching for a difference thinking i was longing for you

and it feels like i've been touching concrete lately

what do you see in me, what do you see in him?

is it how i'm always different if it isn't like it was

is it cause he held you there while i was crying all alone

and i know i'm insecure but it's the only way i've known

that i loved you all this time and i knew it all along

knew it all.. said i knew it all along

lying in my room i'm always staring at the ceiling

i've been thinking bout you lately always thinkin bout my wrongs

and it's always such a difference, always such a fucking difference

can't it be just be you and i

lie like i've been wrong and so unsure

it's like i realized, how you saw me there when i was torn

and it feels like i've been missing something different like there's something more

i just hope he makes you happy and loves you evermore :)

find happiness

shoegaze thing i made a while ago, still want to make an album but for now here's this, drums are shit, mix is shit and i might delete later tbh

you (old demo)

the Fuck i do??


hold me, im a phony
you never called me up
time feels stuck
i couldnt think of my life, without u
uh, i feel screwed, tf i do?

i fucked it up im havin no fun
atleast my pockets weigh a ton
baby girl u were my number one 
i wish i had a fuckin gun
i couldnt ask for anymore problems
you opened up my body and looked through my columns

i seem to be walkin but i cannot function
i knew that the voices were tryna tell something
u sent up that text and i started runnin
i went up to ur crib and i came for nothing

talkin, im fallin up
i need to shut up
my pockets are fucked up
im so deep inside this hold i cant get it out of it
im so tired of this shit
shoot my brain with a bullet 

im covered in blood, oh
stitch my mouth shut
and cut me up
i fell then got back up 
u fucked me up
im so stuck up

i came for nothing (takouri +sutoresu)

दुःख ꧁გამხადე მთელი꧂ दुःख ft. qlein

stuck in a trance..
produced by me & @kagimusic
art by cuttle_bone on twitter <3
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lyrics
let you treat me like a target
moving with caution
thought shit was special
now you’re doing me wrong
it’s my fault 
for being honest
too much assumptions 
said i was patient
but i waited too long
cmonnn

she ain’t got no money 
but she swaggin like dat
blowing up my phone
i think she getting too attached now
write me love letters
thinking i’m gon take her back
i ain’t got no time 
oh bby 
i can’t come in last now 

eyes lock in the back of the club
dj better turn me up
she want mouth2mouth
no CPR
girl i think you drank too much
she said “i want all of ya”
couldn’t be less obvious 
on the westside 
one more night
lmk if you tryna come roll wit us 

take up my advance 
she ditching her man 
my friends say you’re bad 
but girl i’m stuck in a trance 
go throw out your plans 
come hop in that benz 
these issey miyake 
no bby these not no vans

i know that it’s wrong 
i give it one more try
she know what she doing 
i can’t say goodbye
blowing up my number 
i cannot reply
but she still gon try 
yea she still gon tryyy

let you treat me like a target
moving with caution
thought shit was special
now you’re doing me wrong
it’s my fault 
for being honest
too much assumptions 
said i was patient
but i waited too long
cmonnn

she ain’t got no money 
but she swaggin like dat
blowing up my phone
i think she getting too attached now
write me love letters
thinking i’m gon take her back
i ain’t got no time 
oh bby 
i can’t come in last now

starStruck #dynastyXO .𖥔 ݁ ˖ ͙͘͡★⋆⭒˚.⋆

prod @lynyou @omgisai

lyrics:
r u who u wanted to be?

bitch i know that im worth it
one trip, one time im getting worried
too much stress on my head i gotta walk it (out)
one mistake, bih i fail, im not worth it

b__ i wanna talk when u dont want to
couldnt give a fuk bout what i went thru
i cant fight this feeling cuz it brand new
u jus on my head, ye bitch damn u

bitch i hit too many vapes (they gon kill me)
now i got so many friends, r u with me?
now i think too much its gon killl meeee
yuh, r u wit me?

yeh, oh my goooood
said too many things but it worked out
think abt usss but i got it out
yh bitch u gettin blocked idgaf

worth it (LynU + isai)

cars left to rot on the lawn

https://www.hachinemu.com

... damn im pissed i dont know how to say it　i could never put the art below the payment　i just always put my heart in what im playing　i could count on one hand everybody who relate　told him where the fuck my money i aint patient　man im sick of all these mfs playing in my face　record label just put out another statement　why u kickin it with rapists stay the fuck up out my space

fucked up...　i seen it all change　ar with a scope for the long range　5-0 gotta signal em the wrong way　they tryna get my brother he been serving like Longway　10 shots now im slurring like Conway　light him up choppa singing like Broadway　something feels off gotta move cautious　i seen my brother turn into a snake like Sanjay

damn im pissed i dont know what to do　i just know that u and me we been thru　take my name out that Instagram post　i dont want no fucking pennies from your management crew　you should know its my number one rule　if a snake at the table i aint sharing my food　whole game look like animal farm　tell the pigs watch they neck when i stage that coup

whole game bleak　roll 10 deep　too many cops cant smoke in peace　yeah i been stressed out　yeah i been lonely　＆ im still getting bread wit no shareholding　＆im still getting bread wit no damn trophies　hachinemu.com i aint ever folding　like fuck barstool fuck hulk hogan　had to get up out the game like im mick foley　damn im.

damn im pissed i dont know how to say it　i could never put the art below the payment　i just always put my heart in what im playing　i could count on one hand everybody who relate　told him w.　told him where the fuck my money i aint patient　man im sick of all these mfs playing in my face　record label just put out another statement　why u kickin it with rapists stay the fuck up out my space

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locked in like peanut butter n jelly - makoreaktor

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discord @ tsumi2732

email - fentstarved@gmail.com

you (old demo)

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