all your friends all just kids in sweaters i promise u homie

everything is different
produced irby
love u all, thanks for everything

lyrics:
its been a long time

i dont know how i can get better
i hate when the times just change the weather
i lied, liked it better in december
i wish, that i could just forget her :(

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

i wanna make it right
but you dont really want me to win
i hate it when we fight
i have to go repent for that sin
my future is not bright
all the blame just seems to be pinned
on myself, me and I
and that is why i cant win

wanna impress my idols but no one pays attention
i try my hardest but i dont even get follows or mentions
they like my song, say im good, but they dont even listen
im an outlier, on my own, never seem to fit in

maybe one day ill be good enough
think that someday things will not be rough
maybe i wont get excluded by everyone
i wanna call it quits, i really wanna be done

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

but will it ever be good?
yeah idk
inches away from the top
yeah im so close...
ever since this yr its been so damn different
everybody shuts me out and disregards my feelings

but i shouldnt care about that oh no
i got many friends, dont have many foes
and all of the people that doubted are low
this is where i belong, this is truly my home!

but it never happens, never, no
and things start to change and i lose hope :/
and people refrain from helping me cope
from all the mental abuse from all the people i kno

i ask myself, when will things start changing?
you say that, you liked it but, you hate it
amazing, complicated, never basic
life will never b good unless you make it (true)

grateful for everything
thank u all
project soon

different prod irby

nun + jay kim  [coprod. spence]

in order of appearance:

shynitel https://soundcloud.com/shynitel
swazy* https://soundcloud.com/swazyhq
mikie mayo https://soundcloud.com/mikiemayo
ducku https://soundcloud.com/duckulovesu
goji https://soundcloud.com/genshingoji
austyn with a y https://soundcloud.com/prodbyaustyn
ay!jd https://soundcloud.com/ayjd
vincent https://soundcloud.com/prodvincent
niztopia https://soundcloud.com/noob
dylan longworth https://soundcloud.com/dylanlongworth
button maker https://soundcloud.com/buttonmaker

TAG BY https://soundcloud.com/aithuia

if u see this comment ur mom ahaha

sunkist cypher

[VA-T] - sunkist cypher - feats in desc. [swazy*]

@chriad @f43isd34d @deadman

(chriad)
You are not my friend you are not my bro
Do not hit my line do not hit my phone
And you down bad got no hoes
Everyone knows everyone knows
Your ex-girl text me sayin' that she like me
You're angry at me now I'll put you on a white tee
Try not to get onto my bad side
I'll have my shooters taking your life

(f43)
Stay calm and act
Don’t be surprised if you don’t get a check
You don’t ever treat me the right way 
Throw up now he’s taking my place
Wake up, medicate 
You fucking changed me now I’ll never be the same
Break up bitch you’re fake
Already know you’ll never change your ways

(deadman)
And I'm not paying my taxes
Skrrt off in a fast whip
Silly lad with a pocket full of cabbage
They won't find me yeah I'm hiding in a cabin
If the feds kick down my door well then I'm dashin'
Got this pill it ain't no wock
Chopper with a cock
We gon' smoke his ass and throw his body off the dock
Whitepages method boy I finally got his doxx
If I pull up to his place then he finna meet the glock
Finna meet the glock
Finna meet the glock
Finna meet the glock yea
Finna meet the glock yea
Finna meet the glock yea

(chriad)
You are not my friend you are not my bro
Do not hit my line do not hit my phone
And you down bad got no hoes
Everyone knows everyone knows
Your ex-girl text me sayin' that she like me
You're angry at me now I'll put you on a white tee
Try not to get onto my bad side
I'll have my shooters taking your life

(f43)
Stay calm and act
Don’t be surprised if you don’t get a check
You don’t ever treat me the right way 
Throw up now he’s taking my place
Wake up, medicate 
You fucking changed me now I’ll never be the same
Break up bitch you’re fake
Already know you’ll never change your ways

chriad x f43 x deadman 死人 // BAD SIDE (chriad)

fuck bruh i have like so much work due in tomorrow and i have barely done any of it. allg tho im still plat in valorant. add me on discord, thanks for being on my past songs val and alruna.

this song has been rotting in unreleased hell and its so mid now lol

fake town
living in the clouds
yk that im next 
but u always lookin down
tuff crowd
u dont hear a sound
imma drop dead
and somehow thatll be loud

and my voice is annoyin
and my words are just boring u
are ui really ignoring
or am i just a chore to u?

and my friends are a mess
they been getting to my head
theyre just bigger and better
im just a boy in a sweater
im sorry im just jealous of it
ik im a cunt i sound like a dick

i just want u back
i just want what we had
and ik that i cant complain but
i need u more 
shouldnt hve slammed that door
and ik i can complain

ive just been trying to be myself
idec about my health
ill just avoid you cause youre literally hell
delete my number dont call my cell

i wake up and i feel shit
ur the reason that i call it quits
and my friends just think im a dick
and my tears flow down like a kitchen sink

im boring lol

what u mad bout w/pk (redluke & thomie)

spacebar w/ dpf (frost'd)

Prod. ashtrid

Inspired by Sybyr - far from romantic

Lyrics:
My emotions go up and down
you dont even have to worry
you dont even have to worry
i dont think ill ever know peace

Put you issues on me
when im kissing on your neck
Put you issues on me
then ill take you to my bed
your my fucken issue
and thatll never change
its always bout you
live in a lie i made

My emotions go up and down
you dont even have to worry
you dont even have to worry
i dont think ill ever know peace
My emotions go up and down
you dont even have to worry
you dont even have to worry
i dont think ill ever know peace

When theres so much that i just couldnt trust
you date behind my back
dont lie its just a fact
admit that   you are bad

Put you issues on me
when im kissing on your neck
Put you issues on me
then ill take you to my bed
your my fucken issue
and thatll never change
its always bout you
live in a lie i made

My emotions go up and down
you dont even have to worry
you dont even have to worry
i dont think ill ever know peace
My emotions go up and down
you dont even have to worry
you dont even have to worry
i dont think ill ever know peace

Release Date: 22/11/2022

up and down

:> think this my best song prolly

guitar by @dthxrgt, everything else by me :3

lyrics

i see other kids together but i stay on my own
cuz ever friend i ever had they left me all alone
nd the winters setting in its chilling me 2 da bone
i think ill stay in this town until im fully grown

nd words wnt hurt when ur deaf, nd wounds wnt heal when ur ded
nd they never could be better no theyre just staying ahead
no i could never pretend dnt think of u as a friend
im bleeding out on ur carpet hope that u like red

nd im on edge my front doors locked !!!!
two wrongs dnt make a right, oh, thats what u thoughttt !!
she said hold on tight cuz ur flesh it might rot !!!
they told me stay on ur own thats what i always was taught !!!!

im shaking, everyday it just gets worse
ull lose ur friends if they see u @ ur worst
betrayal who betrayed u first
dismayed oh, my god now it hurts

like poison ivy u surround
im just a winduptoy n i cant make sound
nd iv been feeling so anxious nd SO DAMN SAD
nd i lostu i cant get u back

melatonin might help u 2 sleep 2nite
dnt look so sad when u look in her eyes
dnt kiss her back she might think dat ur fine
….ur wasting ur time

spotify

now it hurts (p. mngo + deathright)

ready or not + eureiツ riv: ̗̀➛blush (guda)

prod @erdo + @reo0000

fiends got me coming up
get ya bands up
me n team accumulating funds
yall got no buckz
u aint made a cent up off that lick
always move wrong
40 got em running like a bitch
ran his shoes off

n u still aint made a band call u pre-k
sliding in the van w soda we tote big drakes
yall made a band up off a seal n split it 6 ways😹
n ill keep ts 100 yall been bitchmade
pop pop pop pop pop
trissy soakin in my cup cup cup cup cup
got exotic in dis blunt blunt blunt blunt blunt
n i know i use dis flow like way too much:/

nike stompers fitted on my fkin body
only need myself n the guap ion need nobody
fell in luv w da money ion need a hobby
i got big guap haaa
tote a big chop
u not on shit boy go make a tiktok
pullthetrigger yea i send that boy 2 bedrock
if i catch him at that corner get his head stomped
barrel smokinn glocky make ur lungs hot
yea we pistol toting
n these 9s gon make ur brain rot
n we back in motion
dnt get caught up on the wrong block
all that talking bullshit
catch a body where ur dead opps😹
way i play the field neva trusting NO THOT

im boring lol

tubt

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