Childhood

It's so easy to forget that life is for living (we all know)
& I don't want to live it alone
What happens outside this window, I don't want to know
I don't ever want to sleep, but if I don't I won't grow
I want to bloom, I have dreams, I have plans
It's dissapointment

I have this fear of growth
I got a guitar, I'm gon' learn some chords
I hope in a few years that I can do some shows
I love it when it snows, I hate rhyming, but here I go
These just are some of the few contradictions of life
The contradictions of life
I miss those plane rides home, could take a train but they're too slow
Pay attention, but don't take notes
Fall apart, but never get a hold
These are just a few of the contradictions of life
These are just a few of the contradictions of life
The contradictions of life

released January 12, 2021
Production by i.v.
Vocals by Couture23

Contradictions Of Life

@simplestraightforward x @ericslake

Slowly it gets washed out 

Take a bath n go to bed 

Slowly it gets washed out 
Plenty of soap cleans my mouth
Its nt as i meant or wanted Atall
Stories of when evry1 thy passed out 

It ws another time ignored 
How do u evn know? Cos its Such a bore 
It so goddamn grim tell me wht was tht for
 No i dnt wna hear it 
No nt anymor
Nonjonoo wnt evn hear. It it 

Close ur eyes n put ur headback now 
In the park so close as it surrounds 
Evry1 tries theyr best but stil up short 
Hide it in my bag thn come back tomm for more

Pull the exit lock and get out 
as qucikly ur going down 
It comes flooding a breath youll hold
It all stops a littl mor ignore 

Not the same as troubling the neighbors 
But more the consequence of doing favors
Easy come and easy go 
How did u know tht it wsnt four 

Close ur eyes n put ur headback now 
In the park so close as thy surrounds 
Evry1 tries theyr best but stil up short 
Hide it in my bag thn tomm thers mor

298 audreys mother

@suckypants (account deleted)

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artwork by @protectedcharms

𝕤𝕦𝕔✄𝕪𝕡𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕤 - suckypants + protectedcharms Tiny Thread

There is always help 💞 sm looove for all my frens dealing with these feelings.
1-800-273-8255 - Suicide Hotline 
1-877-226-3111 - Addiction Hotline
1-877-565-8860 - Trans Hotline
1-844-228-2962 - Eating Disorder Hotline
1-877-455-0628 - Self harm Hotline 
1-888-640-5174 - Depression Hotline 
1-703-360-7273 - Anxiety Hotline

these maybe won't work where u are so this too: http://ibpf.org/resource/list-international-suicide-hotlines

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pull on my hair, while we make out on the couch
i’m still lost in the fog, but the medicine helps 
i can’t get rid of you like a hair in my mouth
you’re the last thing i see right before i nod out 
angel dust crystal lite, make u ugly inside
tattered wings fluttershy, smoking on ultralights
i think tonight is the night, call the suicide line, passed out with a smile, i hope they find me in time

put it under my tongue let it melt in my mouth
feel the rush comin on, and my veins start to smile 
black wings carry me high, dark angels home in the sky
i gave up on life, my eyes dry but my thigh cry
bleed out in the tub, and my lips turn to ice 
i don’t wanna go but the shadows decide 
no time for goodbyes, save your tears i’ll be fine
fading away crawling back to the void

i think tonight is the night, call the suicide line
pass out with a smile, i hope they find me in time

tonight is the night, call the suicide line
pass out with a smile i hope they find me in time (╯︵╰,)" />

𝕤𝕦𝕔✄𝕪𝕡𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕤 - 💔13 Reasons Why prod. dead bart 💞💗

high as fuk

+ @2012gen <3
i set my dang friends on fire

picturePerfectt @1fourr @2012gen

City full of faces but I only know yours
There’s a black spot someone put on my door
Feel my feathers molting, I can fly without wings
Swimming pools been emptied, climb the tower dive in
I’m so close to your skin, feel the needle prick in
You’re my oxytocin, you’re my heroin

My heroin

I love when things fall apart, take me right back to the start
Angels cover up my scars, she can’t put them on my arms
I’ve been trying to disappear, but you make me feel real
Can, I make us a deal, that you’ll never appeal yuh
Link up with the schoolboys, I’m a student of the void
Riding with me since then, you know I never had a choice
I learnt early life’s not fair, hang myself gasping for air
Sneak into heaven, climb the stairs, do you still watch me up there

City full of faces but I only know yours
There’s black spot someone put on my door
Feel my feathers molting, I can fly without wings
Swimming pools been emptied, climb the tower dive in
I’m so close to your skin, feel the needle prick in
You’re my oxytocin, you’re my heroin

𝕤𝕦𝕔✄𝕪𝕡𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕤 - heroin

leave me with nothing (feral cat)

narcboy ballet Prod ezlife

u said (ssweet dreams)
but im Not gna sleepp
we were on the Concrete
talking abt urr dayyyy
u said it was bad &u dont feel ok
i dont want uu to feel Like thisss s 
handssss s s sss glued together its so o baddd d d ddddd

prod by me

concrete talk

tellthe world a little abt urselff.#real#friends #tuffhustle

298 audreys mother

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